Alone but not Lonely.

I went to Pyramid to today. Alone.
I watched the show I so want to watch, Brothers. Alone.
I was sitting on the row of chairs. Alone.
Hugging Chipster and holding Coke, munching and drinking while the show play. Alone.
I shopped around and search for way back. Alone.

BUT, I WASN’T FEELING LONELY, AT ALL.
I enjoyed my own company. Peace.

I met a few of my formal classmates, two of them was the pig and the duck. Muahaha.
One working in Baleno and another one working in Anime.tech.
Had lil talk with both of them.
The pig told me next time want to watch horror movie must call him along.
At last! I found a kaki to watch horror movie with. Whee~~
The pig also asked me to go out with them next time, he will be the driver. Hehe.
And, I’ll get some horror movie from him the next time I visit pyramid again. =)

I bought some earrings in Pyramid. 3 for RM10. ( Mommy sapu one from me, so now left 2 for me. )
A pink tube in The Gray, Taipan. RM5.90 only. ( Of all colours, I chose pink. Great. Now I regret, pink is just so not my colour. And, this is the first time I buy pink top. Aiks. Lucky thing it’s not spensive. )
A metallic dark brown nail polish for mommy. ( See, I’m a good good girl. =D )
Satisfied.

There's sales everywhere now.
I'm so gonna go there again next week.
TO SHOP!
Will be getting my pay sooon. *evil laugh*
Alright. First thing in the list will be a sports shoe!

****

I was so hungry till my hands were shivering when mommy was preparing dinner.
Mommy cooked macaroni in soup with eggs and vege. Chinese style. Hehe!
I ate 1 big big bowl then add some more. Hungry laaa…
My lunch was only Chipsters and Coke.

After dinner, I told daddy and mommy about today.
Then, I told them that some of the old friends said that I’ve change a lot, after form 5.
Physically and mentally.
Mommy said normal only, not much changes.
Daddy pulak agreed with the friends, says I’ve change pretty lot.
What ya think?
Tell me, aite?

Just now, the little boy, Marcus, kena kau-kau from me.
But, after I scolded him, he become so quiet, like so kesian.
I looked at him. Rub his hair, sayang him.
He reminds me of Tung Eu, the cute little boy in Ladybird. My favourite boy of all!
And I definitely miss him so soo sooo much!!

*melts*

Of the very randomness.

The body was exhausted, the mind is so wide awake. Contradict.

The night was torturing.
Tossed and turn don’t seems to tired the mind.
The stubborn mind chose to stay awake at night.
I felt as though I’m back to the sleepless night during form 6.

I did a lot of thinking then.
I was thinking of the 7 pressies.
Someone asked me before about it.
What can I make for the next?
I never know I can be that creative.
I guess. When I really want to make something, I somehow have the idea.
I love D.I.Y. =)

I always do things terbalik’ly.
I enjoy doing laundries at night, or during rainy day.
Don’t ask me why, I just somehow love that feeling.
I like to do my objective exam papers from the last questions.
I started doing that for fun at first.
Then, a friend of mine told me, he can’t copy my answers cause the answers look confusing when I answer from behind.
Great! Nobody can copy my answers now!
I shall keep the tradition! Haha.
And now, I stay awake at night, loitering around the house like a zombie.
Then, when the sun rises from the east, only I’ll go to bed.

***

I realize I haven’t been spending the holiday, wisely.
My daily activities are no other than work, eat, surfing the net, sleep.
During my off day, I’ll just stay at home.

I have a few plans for the holiday, actually.
1) To continue with my Japanese study.
2) To do more outdoor sports, instead of staying indoor.
3) To practice some dancing.
4) To start planning for next year.

AND, I DO NOTHING, YET.

I’m like a little deer that lost in the wild and dark, fearing of what in front of me.
I need the light of the world to shine on the path.
I need the Polaris star to lead my way.

Families.

She is the ketua kampung of Kampung Ladang Jelebu for the past 10 years. She holds few of the important post in few of the MCA branch parties. She was awarded the pangkat ANS after PJK, PMC by the Sultan. She is my superwoman. She is my one and only grandma. The woman I love the most in this world!!

The families went back to the hometown yesterday, for the dinner of grandma’s being awarded the ANS, a pangkat before the Datuk.
Did I mention? To get nominated and awarded, one must be contribute lots for the community.
I’m so proud with my grandma!

Alright. Pics time!!

****

Who am I when I was saying this?

My dinner was just 2 bun I got from Patisfrance, potato chicken bun and turkey ham bun. This 2 little round bun cost me RM 3.40. Sigh. Things are getting more expensive nowadays laa… I wonder, whether the management will increase my pay or not? Haha.

Btw, even now when I’m typing this, I’m still munching the bread.
My favourite butter and peanut butter bread.
And, earlier at work, I had 2 garlic breads.
I’m a bun freak! =p

The manager today arranged wrongly for the break time schedule.
Torture me and Sai only.
2 service staff, then me as cashier and Sai as the pizzaman.
Now, who’s the bar tender?
The manager, the assistant manager, the supervisor all went for break.
No choice, me and Sai take turn be bar tender, while Juadik and that Michael serve customers outside. Damn busy.
I ended up was late for half an hour for my break due to no cashier on duty. =.=”

Saturday's night was as busy as ever in Uno.
Somehow, my paip choose to bocor at this time.
I was first sneezing non stop, then watery eyes and paip bocor. Uugghh!
So irritating.
My throat was itchy, and I have to greet the customers when they enter the restaurant.
Help me~

```````````
Insomnia caught on me yesternight.
I don’t know what I was thinking in the middle of the night, or more like I don’t know what I want?
I don’t know.
Things which seem most unlikely to happen, is happening, right in front, my eyes.
I was speechless then.
I dislike this kind of feeling.
Thinking nothing but junk and rubbish, nonsense or you call that. Whatever.
I found myself blaming on God.
I know I shouldn’t, but I did that.
Who am I?

I am not the usual self today.

Stop thinking and go to sleep!

I write this because...

... I'm feeling bored ...

AND

I don't know what else to write.

- THE END -

Whack only.

I put every heaty food in my mouth today, when I have an ulser near my left throat, few at the tongue and gum.
I just can’t resist all those yummy tasty food, you see. Even though it was like oh-so-the-pain when I put all those food in my mouth.
Freshly toasted garlic and mix herd breads, fries, prawn and pepperoni with rich dip of chili sauce and Tabasco sauce. Ohh, I’m drooling again. =)”
I drank a cup of milk too! My all time favourite! Hehe.
This is what happened when the manager is not around.
On saja!
It’s partaayy time for everyone.!! Muahaha.
And also the time I can busybody in the bar, learn to make drinks and desserts.
I'm so extremely FULL now!!
Stomach loaded with all kinds of food, waiting to be digest.

~~~~~~~~~

There were this bunch of people from the so so so company came for lunch in Uno this afternoon.
Those people have good planning, though.
They wrote down all their orders and names on a piece of paper, and hand it to the supervisor when they came in to the restaurant.
Smart! Save time and energy for ordering, in the same time we won’t get mix up with their orders, cause got their names already ma.
What we did was just take the food and drinks to the table, and shout for their name. Lol.

Not long after that, came this Chinese man in his middle 40’s, I think.
He ordered lamb shank and ice lemon tea, I remembered.
I was walking passed the table, when I saw him smoking?!
Eh, hello Mr! This is not a smoking area! Can’t you read the sign while you were walking in?
Never mind about that. After he finish sucking his cigarette, he happily throw the left over on the floor, dirty the place. Like, what the heck?!
Uncivilized person!

At the end of the lunch session for them, that Chinese man turn up to be the one paying for the lunch, almost RM 700 for 12 of them. No wonder laa, everybody were so happy there, ordering desserts even though there were like super full from their meal.
Malaysian people… Tsk tsk…
As long as is not their money, they will just whack only.

Cheryl's turning 20th!!

CHERYL’S 20TH!!
Date: 24th October 2007
Venue 1: Pizza Uno Centrepoint
Transportation: Chan’s Innova
Picked from the menu: Aglio Olio spaghetti, Napolitana Spaghetti, Carbonara Fettucine, Pollo Lasagna, My Pizza large with smoked chicken, mushroom and cheese as topping, mineral water.

Venue 2: GSC in One Utama

Movie: Bourne Ultimatium

Pressie: The C.Union dark green jacket.

The movie was a wrong choice.

I was struggling when watching the action move, due to the shaky scene. Feel so dizzy. =/

Cheryl slept almost half of the show, course she was too tired and the movie wasn't really attract her much. Chan almost fell asleep, due to the not so interesting storyline.
Gracie wondering how me and Cheryl can watch sitting in the middle, course the camera wasn't stable throughout the show.

We should have take Brothers or Apartment 1303.

Btw, here are the very few pics we took.

We were too hungry that time. Lol.

Was actually testing the camera. =p

When Gracie was talking to me.

The Birthday Girl, Cheryl.

Glad that you love it!

Us in Pizza Uno Centrepoint.

The first ever in life.

If you happen to passed by Bangsar this evening and saw a girl in tiny red jacket walking along the roadside, be no doubt. That was me! Lol.

I went for the briefing of the Monsoon Cup Regatta at Bangsar today.
The initial plan was to drive to Bangsar and search for the place, but due to time constrain, I change plan.
I drove to Taman Bahagia LRT station, was very lucky to get a parking there.
The plan now is to take LRT to Bangsar then only I’ll try to find the place.

So, there I reached Bangsar LRT station, the watch shows 2.55pm.
I thought of, you know, by looking around see where the hell is the NST building, so that I can find the Menara Mutiara Bangsar.
But no, I can’t see the building. So, I go to the taxi driver, take cab easier. Hehe.

The taxi driver seems to be very friendly, he thought I was just asking for direction.
He was about to direct me, when I asked whether he go there or not?
I hopped in to the cab without waiting for his answer. Desperate, you see. =p
Along the ‘journey’, he tells me laa actually that place very near, then got laa asked why nobody came and pick me up, asked me why am I here alone and so on.
The first time I take cab myself!
Am lucky to get a friendly taxi driver. Phew...

The agency is People Dynamics, at level 7, unit 8-7-5.
There was only a girl sitting at the waiting place when I stepped in to the agency.
The place was rather small but organize.
Miss Guna came and introduces herself, and then I was asked to fill in the particular form.

It was another waiting session before the rest start coming in.
Then, the early birds are directed to go to the meeting room.
The meeting room was kind of small to fit in all of us, but we still get to sit on those big big and black balck director chair. Haha.

Actually, the briefing, really nothing much but just as what they wrote on the white board.

Monsoon Cup Regatta
Date: 24/11/07 – 02/12/07
27/11/07 – 02/12/07
Venue: Terengganu
Pulau Duyung
Transportation: Flight
Lodging, meal is provided.
Salary: RM125/day

Basically, the guy conducted the briefing was reading the whole thing to us.
Add in some other information like what we’ll be doing and also asked whether we committed any serious crime before? O.o
Everyone laughs.

When we were asked to state our availability, everyone go for 24/11.
Money is the matter laa of course!
I think only Nigel goes for the 27/12, as his father's birthday fall on the 24/11.
Then, the briefing ends.
Yea, that’s all. Really a very brief briefing.

Alright, after briefing, now the problem is, where to take cab?
I don’t see any cab around.
So, without any hesitation, I started walking down the street. Whack only. Lol.
There, I follow the train along the roadside, hugging my big bag.
Crossing the road, every passerby look at me as I was walking alone along the roadside.
They must be thinking what the hell is this girl doing here?

Then, after around 15 minutes of walking, I reached the Bangsar LRT station.
Feel so relieve then.

********

On the way back from Taman Bahagia, I turn on to the radio.
Heard this news…
‘Uncle Lim passed away in SJMC this morning……’
Goosebumps pop out from every of my skin, for a long time.
I don’t know why I’ll have this weird feeling, though.
A little startle, a little sad?
Let’s see how will the son runs the Genting laa…

Rest in peace, Uncle Lim.

I blackout this afternoon during work.

And I still feel dizzy until now. =/

The Melody of Life.

It's raining cats and dogs out there.
I'm suppose to go to bed.
But, now, I'm still here.
Listening to the raindrops, hitting the roof.
The Melody of Life.

I ponder alot about life.
I don't know why?
Somehow, I just seem to be pondering alot, lately.
And, I enjoy pondering, at times.
And, I dislike myself ponder that much, at times.

I want to be really happy, but I always let the same old reason knock me down.
I want to be one of the best, but laziness is one the obstacles that I can't seem to get rid of.

Sigh.
The mood swing, again.

I must sleep now!

Btw, here is my newly compose lyrics.
Tell me, if you understand what's the whole story about.

秋恋

为何不放手
为何还再优柔
为何还守候
那已逝的爱不会再有
回头

依然还会想起
那年邂逅秋季
枯秋叶片片掉落布满地
夕阳西下之际
我们紧握着彼此
秋风见证爱甜蜜

是否错的时间遇见错的对象
陷入这爱情的漩涡我并不想

不要再回首
要向过去挥手
无需再坚守

当心动不再 心痛主宰

为何不放手
为何还再优柔
为何还守候
那已逝的爱不会再有
回头

Nights, people!

Kimi Raikonen Rawks!!

KIMI RAIKONEN won the race!!!

*Yay yay!! He finally beat that ALONSO.

Now I'm Happy. *.^

Idiot who knows nuts!!

I remember I got something to say, but after trying to log in to blogspot for some time, I’m now totally forgotten about everything. Ish ish.

I really really find it very difficult to communicate with this new fella in Uno, Michael.
He’s worst than a donkey, cause even a donkey listen to its master.
This fella? No… He doesn’t listen at all! Everything that all the senior staff told him, never go into his brain!

Stupid idiot, ask him do this, he do that.
People talk A, he talk ABCDEFG. Crap so much and never can do things correctly.
Trouble maker he is one. Sissy and worst than a girl, ask him wash glasses, he make the whole place flood, sink is full with water, even the glass washer also can float on water. Wth!
Ask him take the tray with glasses, he says too heavy he cannot carry.
Hello?! Even Grace and I can carry, you got no balls is it?
Go around and disturb people, get whacking complain pain? Nevermind… But for him, special case. He whacked people, and he’s the one complain pain.
Fat ars who always think himself is good looking and fair, always stuck in toilet looking himself in mirror, ask colleagues whether he looks handsome or not?! And he only goes to girls’ toilet. Wtf!
Stop putting Oil of Olay Total Effects on your face! The different colour tone on your face make you look like shit! SK II or whatever cosmetic stuff which makes your face skin peeling, just stop putting cosmetic on your bloody sissy face laa… You memalukan the Uno’ians okay?

I can never find anyone who’s as annoying, thick face like you.
Don’t knock me with your fat body anymore, you bastard!
I hope you’ll get fire soon!
Uugghhh!!! You make me sounds like so evil now.
I dislike you to the FULLEST!

I’m really not in the mood today!
I never have my dinner just now, house got no food for me, I’m hungry and that idiot pissed me off!

Can anyone tell me?
When will he quit the job? Or when will he get fire?
Screw him laa....

Friends are great!

I just got back from the yum cha session in Sri Melur.
Me, Agnes, Beng, Cheryl, Chan, Gracie, Hann, Hun, Huangshi, Kwee, Mun Mun. Friends.
We were so noisy, busy talking about our campus and uni life, since we hardly got time to catch up with each other.
Out of no where, I, Cheryl, Agnes, and Gracie started talking about Uno.
From the food and drinks till the prices and staff, then this is when Gracie and I started kutuk'ing about Micheal, the sissy fella in Uno.

Agnes and Cheryl were kind of lost couldn’t get what we are talking, they ended up shift place, left both of us busy kutuk'ing about him. Hehe. Girls' power.
Oh by the way, we see other like almost everyday, but we seldom talk while working.
Now got time, of course must kutuk him kau-kau.

Oh, guess who I saw earlier in Sri Melur?
Guess laa.. Try to give a guess laa..
What? You don’t know? Sure or not? Have you really tried guessing? Huh?
Okay laa, I tell you…
Is M. Nasir, the Malay singer a.k.a actor of Puteri Gunung Ledang.
You know what’s the interesting part?
Some fella who sells pirated VCD and DVD approached him, and he with his family were like choosing and asking that fella about those VCD and DVD.

I was being kind of mean. Haha.
Keep staring at him laa of course, see whether he’s buying or not? Lol.
I wonder if that fella is selling his movie or not? Muahaha XD
By the way, he didn’t buy in the end.
Why? Is it because I keep staring at him? Honestly, I don’t know… =p

Another update for my part time jobs, after the cashier in Uno and home tutor…
I got the job as the facilitator for the coming Monsoon Cup!! Thanks to Nigel, once again!
Accommodation, food, air ticket, all are borne by the job agency. Wow!
Besides, the pay is quite high.
Briefing will be on next Tuesday in Bangsar, am now waiting for Nigel to sms me the address later. Hehe.
Hopefully everything will turn up to be fun and good!

I’m back in the position as a lyrics composer!
I got a new song in my hand, so am currently listening to that song, trying to fill in the lyrics.
Hmmm… I think I got the idea to write.
So yea, see ya people!

I went to pray at Ampang today!

Resident Evil 3. wth!

HECK!
I almost get heart attack from watching Resident Evil 3. =/
Was watching it from the lappy with my headset on almost full blast.
So, the sound effect was good and it scares my heart off.

Btw, I gave up watching laa..
It was like in the midnight now, and I'm alone here.
Hello?? Llo Llo.... *See? Only echo reply me here.
And, honestly, I'm a lil scare here.
First time, I gave up halfway watching movie.

I don't want to get HEART ATTACK!!! Haha..


*Update*
I finish watching Resident Evil 3!
Thumbs up. =)

They are all rubbish for me!!

I was almost late for the work this evening.
And when I reached Taipan, the parking was full, so I double park my car.
Then, as I was about to rush in to punch the card, I saw this lady putting stuffs in her car.
So, I thought of running in first then only come to move my car later.
Who knows as I was about to run, this auntie asked "Please move your car now!"
Somemore show me her sombong and the-so-nerd face.
But, who cares?

Reluctantly, I apologize and run inside the restaurant to punch the card.
Only then, I ran out again to the car.
What the?
It took her long to reverse her car, then just now asked me to move my car for what?
Blardy idiot!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Then, this Mr. R****** bring his bunch of friends to Uno this evening.
He's the most welcome yet unwelcome customer for all the Uno's staff.
Why?
Welcome him, because he's damn blardy rich and generous enough to give tips.
Unwelcome him, because he thought that as long as he's rich, he can do everything he wants in the restaurant.
Mind you, he and his gang of friends were being black listed by few of the restaurants.
They always go around to drink, bottles of bottles of Whiskey, red wine.
Then, after they are all drunk, they'll start acting like a piece of SHIT!

1) Want to smoke in non-smoking area, and when the waiter not giving him the ashtray, he'll start cursing.
2) Trying to throw chair at the waiter at Las Caresta.
3) One of his stupid friend kissed my ex-supervisor on her cheeks and hand after knocked down by alcohol, and he was trying to do that on me too! (Of course I run away laa, damn pervert! I should have pour some ice water o his horny face.)
4) The list goes on.

A waiter was placed just to serve his table for tonight.
Kesian Juadik, have to serve him and his bunch of idiot friends.
They spent for like RM600 on the restaurant, not including his bottles and bottles of Whiskey and red wine.
Sigh. Rich people.

~~~~~~~~~~

I was about to go back, when I realize this Mr. R's car was blocking my car. Damn it!
Make me turn and turn my sterling for what it seems like so long just to avoid my Little Kelisa from kissing his Big Pajero.
Can I just roll his car to the recycle centre? *pfft

Decision. I stay.

Little Marcus was being very hyper, naughty, playful, talkative for today's class.
From the beginning until the end of the class, babbling non-stop.
I put on my angry face, then scared him a little by raising my voice, a little.
I managed to make him concentrate, for a little while, before he starts with his story, again.
Auntie Sharon asked me to be strict with him, or he'll climb over my head.
I wasn't too strict with him, though.
Just not my way of teaching.

Litte Marcus is a very smart boy.
He get every Malay word or sentence that I teach him, in a very short time.
Even during the Ejaan I gave him just now, he manage to translate every meaning of the words while writing.
Haha. He just can't seems to close his mouth for more than 5 minutes, which make me kind of headache at times.

I told him that I'll give him a strawberry sweet ( He wanted strawberry sweet ), if he behave himself.
Well... He really behave himself a little after I told him that.
So, at the end of the class, as what I've promised him, I gave him a strawberry sweet.
He was so happy when he got that sweet and show it to his mom straight after class.

Kids.
They are just sooo cute! =)

***********

After a day of pondering, whether to stay and work full time in Uno?
I decided, after dicussing with the parents...
I will continue working there, not as a full- timer but remain as a part-timer.
With this, my time won't be tie up, because I can apply leave anytime.
And also, from the past experience, I know well that the manager is always nicer to the part-timer than the full-timer.
So people, if you want to work in Uno, only work as part-timer, if not, you'll really REGRET!!
Haha. No la. Just kidding. That was just my own point of view, you can always give a try in it. =p

By the way, to most of you who read my blog post all these while ( I doubt is there any of you, because I din really tell anyone about this blog home of mine, well, not till yesterday, though. ), to any of you somehow discover this blog home, to you who are reading this,

I'm sure you'll somehow came across witht the advertisement box, which I place it on the right hand side and also the bottom of this blog home.
*Edit*
The following had been deleted due to Nigel's warning, I scare later kena la wei..
Thanks to Nigel! =)

The Money Crazaayy Needs Your Help!!
Thank You Very Muchiee!!~~ ^^

So the tiring.

I cooked fried mee and omelette today.
Fried mee turn up to be tasteless, omelette surprising is so nice! Haha.
I put onion and chili tuna inside my omeltte. *yummy nyam =)’

I came back half an hour earlier from my work.
Had Mc’ds sundae as my supper while watching to Nana The Movie part 2 from cruchyroll.
The air-cond was on, the fan was blowing directly to me in high speed and I was eating ice cream.
Coldness tak terhingga.

I got the metronome from Juadik, I think I should really practice hard for this coming week.
I don’t want to screw my scale in the following week. =/

Tomorrow working morning’s shift and Marcus will be coming for tuition tomorrow’s night.
Hopefully I can take a cat nap in between, it was a tough day today itself.

……

I was thinking to go somewhere else to work, instead of staying at the same old place.
But, I don’t know where to go?
In the same time, I’m so used to job here. Sigh.
Decision. Am so so not good in it making decision.

Haih… I think I better go and practice first.

*Signing off*

Random babble.

HAPPY HARI RAYA!

.

.

.

My head is pounding. My face is pounding. That’s all because of the Sangria I drank just now, during work.
Face turned red as though it was burning, it was rather obvious.
Hmmm… I told myself, not to try drinking alcohol when I’m at work, in the future.

Today’s dinner I ate vege rice and Bolognese spaghetti, hehe.
Damn full now. Tummy round round. *rub tummy* ^^

But, I feel like my legs are not longer belongs to mine.
Are so numb, can’t really walk properly, kaki lemah.
Stand too long until I’m going to collapse anytime soon.

Parents are not at home for today, tomorrow, they were away to JB.
Am free! Am free!

-Tummy aching now- =/

Rainy thoughts.

Rain. Rain. Rain.
Hitting the roof and jumping playfully, forming the melody.
I love rainy day!

I was sitting at the dining table near the living room. Staring blankly on the book I’m reading.
Pondering and I wasn’t pondering. Confused.
I closed the book, just in time to hold another frustration formed.
I proceed to the TV set.

The thunder and the lightning are wild in action.
Oh, great! Now, I have nothing to do but to get back to the book I was reading, though I know I wasn’t in the mood to read.
It was 30 minutes later when I was sitting in front of the TV watching a concert.
Then, I slept.
The rain stops when I woke from the nap, finding myself feeling better.

The land was wet, the air was fresh, and the rain washed away the dullness of the greeneries. Everything looks so fresh and new after the rain.

I was out from the house, half an hour to stock up my contact lenses and saline. All together is RM 69.20. Another hole was burnt in the wallet. =/
Must really save up, even though I’m RM 100 richer for today. =) *Err, wait! Not exactly RM 100 richer, since I've spent them. Left RM 21.80 only. Sad.

Accident happened during work tonight.

I was being mandi ice lemon tea and lime juice. O.o
The whole incident occurred in between the fridge and cooler.
May was carrying a tray with 1 glass of ice lemon tea and 1 glass of lime juice, she came out from the bar.
Then, she ter’kick the ‘little divider’ which lie in between the fridge and cooler, she lost her balance, and so the tray…
I was nearby and was trying to get hold of the tray of drinks, but I failed.
The next minute, the tray of drinks pour right up on my arms, pants, shoes, customer’s back (kesian her), and lucky thing not on my shirt.

I know I was feeling warm, and the drinks were cooling, but, not this way that I wanted.
Well, this is not May’s fault laa. She was only here to help since Lucy and Mokthar are both on their Raya’s leave.
Then, the manager was unaware of what had happened.
Seeing her taking the bill from customer, walking towards us, as though nothing happen, until she steps on the wet floor.
Needless to say, she straight away orders us to clean the place, as she almost slipped earlier. Haha. But, she bomb at me too. =S

Ohh, btw, I’ll be working the 8 hours shift starting tomorrow.
Money is the main culprit!
I need money in order to satisfy my oh-so-the-long-things-to-get list. Lol.

Duit Raya.

I'm getting duit Raya!
RM 100. *yay yay!
From Pizza Uno USJ.

According to everyone, this is the first time the company distribute duit Raya to the staff.
Suddenly only the company so generous, wonder why ar?
But, don't care laa...
As long as I get the money, I happy already. Eheh =p

I'm thinking to work full time starting next month, to get more and more money!
To reload my wordrobe! It's been long time since I shop, and I missed the previous Mega Sales! Ish ish.
The coming one, I'll definately go for it!
Yet, I'm so poor.

I'm currently doing 2 part times.
A cashier in Pizza Uno and a home tutor. ^^
Being a home tutor really can make big bucks!
So far, I only got Marcus, auntie Sharon's son.
Hmmm.. Maybe I should start advertising, to attract more students. Lol.

*******

I wonder..
WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS STUPID FRIENDSTER'S PERSONALISE URL THINGY?
Keep popping up, annoying laa....

Soyuz - FG rocket.

I indulged myself with the New York Cheese Cake from RT Pastry, while watching the Soyuz -FG rocket launcher blasted off the clear night sky of Baikonur Cosmodrome at 9.23pm with Dr Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor and his crew members from US and Rusia on board.



I have this kind of funny feeling where my goose bumps all stand.
Then, the siblings, me, sis, bro, 3 had a stupid conversation when watching the launch.



Alice
Vivian
Ah Boy



"What if in the middle of the launh, the rocket explode? That Dr Sheikh got say anything about it or not huh?"
"Oh, got aa.. He said just let it be lo.. But, I wonder how he puasa when he's 'up there'?"
"Ohh... Eh, ya lor.."
"Eh, then that means he's going to calebrate his Raya this year in space laa.."
"Duh.."
"Wah.. Not bad le.."
*Speechless*
*Speechless*




The 10 digits worth of money was spent and the Malaysians were all have their points saying whether all these worth spending the money?
It can't be answered as everyone has their own opinion.
It's just all up to how you view this news?

Another historical moment made by Dr Sheikh when Malaysia celebrating the 50th Independent Day.
It is something to be proud of.
I think.



10/10/2007
A Malaysian step foot his foot (not really step his foot, though, more like float himself? ) in the space, or is it in the rocket itself only?
Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah!

I'm hungry but am waiting.

I reached uni like around 7.20am.
What I did was stay in the car for like 1 hour plus or so, took nap, reading book while listening to radio.
Then, when the sun starts appearing itself to the earth, I get out from the car.

I'm currently at uni's computer lab.
Yes, I know it's now holiday and that I don't have to come back here.
But, my sis who don't drive the car eventhough she got her license like 1 year plus ago, make me gotta wake up 5 something in the morning just to drop her to uni.

Well.. There was suppose to be lunch date with Cheryl. Now, she cancelled the date, cause she got something on last minute.
Hmmm.. Never mind. There's always next time though.

Am now, waiting for Alex to uni. Patiently..
Need to pass him the copy of CD that I burnt, the interview a month ago.

What Should I Do After This?

Where Should I Go?

.........

After what it may seems like an eternity of waiting and starving, the sis finally finished her class.
So, it’s time to feed my poor hungry stomach!
I so want to go this Pizzeria Bella Italia in SS2, am craving for Italian food lately.

A long long queue formed when I turn in to SS2, another dreadful waiting moment. Pfft..
The phone vibrates, call from Uno.
I picked up the call, then the manager’s greeted me with ‘hello Alice!’.
Alright, so she’s calling for help for tomorrow.
Well, since I’m not into anything, so why not?
Hang up the call.
A minute later, the phone vibrates again.
Ohh, sms from the Alex. ( Yes, you got it. He was rushing earlier and he forgotten about the meeting up. )
So, I have to go back to uni after lunch. But, it’s okay. Haven’t seen him for like a month or so, even though we are in the same uni.
It’s always assignments, exams, activities, and he’s in different course, and he the super busy man in uni.

Ohh, and he's the ex Student Rep, and he's my senior in UTAR. Lol.

I was very lucky to get a parking somewhere nearby to the restaurant.
The atmosphere was rather good, not those noisy chatty sounds like in Uno.
How’s the food taste?
Okay, after have a look on the menu. Give me a Hawaiian pizza set lunch, please.
It comes with soup, a regular pizza and drinks.
Well, the food was okay for that price…
But, the service was like… Unsatisfactory. For that particular lady waitresswho happened to serve us.
I asked for serviette, she heard it as service? *faint*

How you going to communicate with the customers laaa..
Heck! They charge me 10% of service charge.
Uno only charge 5% for service charge okay?

Then, back to uni to meet up with the Alex.
Passed the CD to him, then had lil chat about the holidays.
Last but not least, I reminded him about the photo taken during UTAR Idol, when I was helping him to promote the tattoo thingy, for the third time.
He’s a forgetful ‘old man’. Muahaha XD
Opps, sorry Alex. I don’t actually do that on purpose.
Just a reminder, I still haven’t got those photo, yet. Hmph!

Btw, people, this is him, Alex!

Since he's gonna graduate soon, which means I might won't be able to see him anymore.

Okay la.. 2 spaces given for your pics, Alex. =p

Hey! You're wearing my fav white white!

I wonder how you still be able to keep your hair so straight up?

Lost in thought

She reached the place and she parked her car in the basement.
Off she goes to the shopping mall.
Once she steps in to the entrance, an unknown feeling embrace her heart.
She's in the place, the place where they plant their memories here, once again.

She's here to get pressie for her friend, well, at least she thought so...
She walked around in the mall, alone, searching for the right piece of top, which her friend had been longing to get.
She walked to a concept store, a place where they shopped together.
She was randomly looking at those clothes, looking and searching.
Trying, and shaking head, wasn't happy with those tops. She couldn't find the one that her friend wanted so badly.
She groaned, because she can't get what she wants even though she search the whole store.
And, it's obvious enough that, they don't have it there, anymore.

She left the concept store, with her disappointed draggy footsteps.
She walked down the escalator, down to the street.

The autumn's breeze opens the arms, welcoming her, bringing the scent of him.
Standing in the middle of the street, she allowed herself to drown in the sea of memories that flooded her mind.
It's been long...

She walked to the building where the cinema located, but, she stops right before the floor.
The memory was sweet, she doesn't want to refresh them, and came to realize that she's lonely, now.
She then, passed by the restaurant where they have their romantic and funny dinner.
There's vacancies in the restaurant, she stopped and read at the details.
She walked away, that's all too much for her.

She has come to the sense, that, it's all over.

She left the place, and she left with a grin on her face.
Yes, time flies without she even realise.

She will, ambrace every bit of the sweetest ever moment, because...

She Loves Him.

TTY.

TTY = Thousand Thank You.

The surprise was really meant for you.
Am glad that they reach you.

A food for thought - The issue of organs donation.

The news of Teh Hui Yee undergoes heart transplant caught my eyes. Besides worrying about her condition, the issues of organ donation and transplantation also a part of the news which interest me.

How many of you guys out there have ever come across with this issue of organ donation? I wonder…

Organ donation, is always a difficult issue to think about, left alone to be talk.
Many don’t have the courage to donate their organs after death, some think that it is painful when your organs are to be cut out from your body. Some are lack of exposure to this issue and unaware of the importance of the role they are playing. Some are due to the family members are not willing to donate the organs of their loved one after their death due the pain of losing them and not willing to see their loved one to be operate, and want to them to rest in peace.
And, I believe people with conservative mind (not all, but most of them) have this thought of die with the complete body than donate them to the others.
This is just few out of the thousand reasons, and the rest of them, I don’t quite sure.

Let me bring you to the point.

Organ donation is the gift of one’s body parts after death for transplantation.
Transplantation is an operation which replaces diseased and defective organs and tissues with healthy ones from donors.
Organ that can be donate including kidneys, heart, liver, lungs and pancreas, and the tissues are eyes, bone, skin and heart valves.
Organs and tissues will be removed from the donor’s body when death has been confirmed by two registered doctors. The doctors involved with certification of death are not involved in the transplant operation.

Some may ask. What about the religious objection?
Well, don’t worry about it. That won’t be a problem at all because Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism and Sikhism recognize organ and tissue donation as the ultimate act of charity and benevolence.
And the process of organ donation will not delay the funeral at all. Following the removal of the organs and tissues, the body will be cleaned, draped and returned to the family within the shortest possible time.
Organ donation does not require any terms and conditions.
Anyone can sign up. If you are below 18, you will need parental/guardian consent.

How to get sign up to be donor?
Well, it is as simple as a piece of cake. Just complete a donor pledge form and forward it to the National Transplant Resource Centre. Then, you will receive a registration card from the centre.
One more thing, please inform your family that you are an organ and tissue donor.
This is a serious issue that will cause conflict when the donor signs up without the family’s knowledge.

After all those information above, I hope you people will more or less know about the organ donation.

Then, I would like to share my point of view regarding the issue.
Ever since I was a primary school kid, I have always thought of to donate my organs and tissues after I die. (Seriously... and I'm not blowing my own trumpet to have this thought when I was so young. At times, I wonder why I'll have this thought though when I was only a little tiny dot? Haha.)
I told myself I want to be cremate after I die, to save the land besides do not wish to trouble the family to clean the grave.
So, since all my organs and tissues will be burn to ashes during the cremation, why not I donate them to those who need them in order to survive?

I voice my thought to the parents last year after much consideration about it.
So happened there is this case of the 19 years old college students who donated his organs and tissues after he's dead due to the brain tumour.
In the school, few of the friends were thinking of signing up to be donor too.
However, the parents disagree with me, and yes, they are those who with the conservative mind.
And I fail to sign up to be a donor of course, because I was below 18 years old that time.

Now, I’m thinking of signing up as a donor soon, and I will persuade the parents to let me so.
What about you?

An issue to ponder about and decision is yet to be make...

Criticism and Praise.

My dad woke me up at 10 this morning.
Gosh, give me a break. I only slept for like around 5 hours and I’m working tonight.

‘Just wake up and hang all those clothes.”

Sigh. Got no choice but to drag myself all the way to the washroom and wash up a lil.

*Hang clothes with sis*

After that, just stuff some biscuits for breakfast and continue with my novel, If You Could See Me Now. Another book by Cecelia Ahern. =) [Ohh.. I’m done with PS, I Love You. Hehe]
Well, I find that the previous book attracts me more, but can’t judge it by now though. Just started with the chapters yesterday's night.

…..

I was reading China Press, came across with this news where a 16 years old secondary school girl lodged a police report upon being threatened by some stranger for her nude pics.
Initially, I thought those pics were taken secretly by that stranger la.

*Read the detail*
Okay, I was wrong.
She took those pics herself. Never mind about that, she actually got this habit of taking her own nude pics and will send it around to few of her close friends for them to see?
As I read further on the report, I feel like laughing my ass off.
The whole incident happened because she just changed her handphone not long ago and she’s not familiar with those functions in her newly bought handphone, hence, she ter’MMS at least 7 of her nude pics to the same stranger.
I was like… What the?
You ni dumbo ka or what? If not familiar with your handphone, why don't you go and read the damn manual or get familiar with it first before you start sending those nude pics around and get yourself into trouble.
Being threatened for your not so ‘hot’ body is such a…

Oops! *Zip mouth*
No… You hear nothing, I never say anything. *Looking at the far far side*
Teenagers nowadays, I tell you. Lack of attention. Tsk tsk.

I proceed to read on Nigel’s blog after the news.
Actually, I can’t recall myself ever talking to him in the class, more to like ‘hi’, ‘bye’, that kind of course mates.
But then, his blog is so informative, funny and interesting.
There is it, I’m now reading on ‘The Horror’, where he bumped into Si Ah Gua who happened to lives near his place. The story went on, and I was giggling while reading.

Dad walked by then he asked.

“Why are you laughing to yourself? Gila already ar?”
“No la, I’m reading on one of my course mates’ blog. He bumped into Si Ah Gua. Haha.”
“Oh, I thought you stare at the lappy’s screen and syok sendiri laughing there.”
“….. =.=”

Hello, dad! I’m not that crazy, yet, okay?
Just find that, Nigel’s blog is very interesting to read on.
*Thumbs up* ^^

It's 4.05am now

And my shoulder are freaking pain!!!

Old injuries.

Lacking of sleep is one of the reason, according to the Chinese sensei.

But...

I can't sleep, I still don't feel sleepy.

Hmmm...

I think I'll just rest myself on the bed, give my shoulder a break,

while waiting myself to fall asleep.

Nights!!

Lack of sleep lately...

Okay, I had very little sleep today compare to the previous days.

It was around 4.30 in the morning when I last look at the time, I couldn’t sleep. Grrrr…
I tossed and turned for the hundreds of million times, my brain don’t seem to want to have a break after the one whole day of staring at the lappy.
I was exhausted and tired, and I really need to sleep.

Somehow, I felt asleep after that.

I’ve been dreaming in my sleep for the past few nights.
Each night, my dreams are obscure images of the same few person, they are those who stand an important position in my life.
And each day, I woke up with questions in my mind.
I’m dreaming of them every night and it makes me miss them even more.
I feel like hugging all of them.

I move a lot for today, feeling the need to exercise in order to stay healthy.
Btw, did I mention?
It was because I was working at night. Muahaha XD
I’ve got no choice but to run around for bills.
……

Gracie’s back to her position tonight!!
And, I’ve warn her to be aware of the new guy.
Bingo!
I receive complain from her when I saw her online just now. Haha.
She can’t stand that fella, well, almost the whole restaurant’s staff can’t stand his attitude.
Even Deb complains about him, guess he’s been really acting like a jerk huh? *rolling my eyes*

Alright, don’t want to talk about him, wasting my time, and make my blood pressure increase. Uugghh!

Ohh, I tried the promo dessert - chocolate mousse cake just now.
I tell you, once I place the piece of cake in mouth, the burning sensation of the liquor is so… I-don’t-like-it.
It makes me feel sick, instead. Nevertheless, the chocolate taste good. Hehe.

Of lazinesss and ignorant.

First of all, I feel so like a fatty bomb bomb this week.

Weighting myself on the weighting machine, okay, the numbers increase, once again.
Never mind about that, it was the chocolate’s effect, I know.
But the thing is, I feel so lazy to even move my own bum.
Mind you, I can just stuck my bum on the place where I am for the whole day if I wasn’t ask to move.
A case in point, earlier I was charging my mobile in the living room, then I left it there la of course. After don’t know for how long, dad asked me to take it. I asked him to just leave it on the table, because I was to lazy to even walk ( It was only 5 steps of walk from the place I was sitting to that table.) Swt =.=”

Guess what?!
I found out that climbing the staircases of my house have become the ‘Mission Impossible’ lately.
Hey, don’t look at me like that! I know it sounds a lil over exaggerate, but it is the truth that I found out okay?
I feel it is like a difficult task to lift my legs when climbing the stairs, and I actually feel tired after climbing. It was like only about 20 steps.
Oh my, I’m so not in the healthy state, I guess.

…………

I was randomly browsing at some of my classmates’ blog and also their friends’ blog.
Then, I realize myself have been so ignorant about the world out there, whether from the politics, the current issue, the crimes, almost about everything, I know nuts about what’s going on out there.
I was actually feel kind of ashamed with my own self for being such ignorant and was so unaware of them, you know?
I’m currently a mass comm student.
But, God knows how long was it since the last time I came across to the medium called the press?

And so, I have this thought of making full use of the streamyx by reading online news.
Well, as usual, streamyx will let me go on some trouble before I successfully log in to the website.
Okay, so here I am, The Star.
Let’s see, what sort of interesting news happened today? (Oh, I mean, yesterday.)

I click on the ‘Most Viewed’ session, read on, and then after one or two articles, start trying my very best to battle with my almost close eyelids out of boredom.
*Yawnnn =O

I think, by now, I’ll just hop back to the book I was reading, PS, I Love You.
That is far way interesting than the news I was reading.
Yes, I know. I shouldn’t have this kind of thought.
But, err, next time maybe?
Next time, when I finish my reading, then I’ll find some time to keep myself update with the world out there. Lol.