Monday, November 12, 2007

Picking bone in an egg.

I looked inside the image in the mirror.
Dark circles formed under the eyes.
Tears.
The eyes tried so hard to restrain tears from streaming down.
Red nerves and watery eyes.
I managed to hold them back.
I managed to.

Many a times, I found myself not knowing my own value to you.
You need me, then you'll come to me.
When finish using me, you try to get rid of me.
You used every possible way to hurt me, words especially.
I'm just a human, with feelings.
What do you want from me actually?

I'm really tired, exhausted.
Stop torturing me!

I'm going to reconsider the decision of staying.
I don't see why I have to stay, anymore.
Since for you, I'm just someone who do nothing, so why do I have to bother about your business right?
Whatever.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Naughty tummy.

The stomach wasn't feeling too good for the past 2 days.

Air.

Filled the whole space of the stomach.

Stomach going to explode.

*Rub stomach*

I feel so uncomfortable. =/

If only there's a pump that can pump out all the air inside the stomach.

Let my 2 months old pregnant stomach become flat like normal.

Uugghh!!

The air hit against the stomach's wall whenver I moved.

Suffering.

I wanted to cuddle up myself in the corner of the couch and watch tv.
But, tomorrow I'm having guitar class.

I somehow got motivated to practise harder than usual, no idea why though.

Ohh, maybe I do know the reason.

Still, it's for me to know and for you peeps to find out.

Lol.

And I guess...
I must really work harder and work more part time jobs,
just so I can afford to buy a new handphone.

Sony Ericson!!

I wonder when will that day arrive?
Hmmm...

Saturday, November 10, 2007

That song.

OMG Alice! Samantha turned her head over me while cutting lemon.
It's that song playing through her strawberry red ipod suffle.
She feel sad whenever she hear that song.
It reminds her about her ex.
For me,
That song reminds me of the special someone.

Tonight,
I replay and replay, the same song.

I still remember the date. Clearly.

The first time I was told about this song.
Everything that we did on that very day.
I've never know I can calm that lost minded.

The hug secure me lots til I don't want to let go.
We were holding tight for a moment.
We weren't alone with each other's company.
A moment to remember.

I never stray away.
Not even once.

I felt loneliness in you,
no worries,
and it's worth doing anything ,
just to see that warm smile again.
I will.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

6 days without her.

5 something in the morning.

A clear knocking sound on the door.
The mom came in.
Reminding me and sis about something.
She's leaving for China.

I want to see her face.
But, she closed the door before I could beat the heavy eyelids.

6 days without the mom at home.

The house is so quiet, without her nagging.
The dinner was a lil pathetic, without her home cooking.
She's the one who always get the house chores done.
I miss her.

Hope she will enjoy the trip.
The first time she's on a trip without the dad.
A business trip.

She will be getting me some chocolates.
Yummy!

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Another briefing.

I turned in to the parking in Taman Bahagia LRT station.
The uncle who take care of the parking place lead me to a very narrow space.
I ran up to the station when I heard a very muffled announcement, didn’t quite pay attention to it though.
I went to the toilet, and I paced to the escalator.
The train reached, and I jump inside.
The door never close after some time, and then the announcement said that there’s some technical problem with the system, therefore it will move slower and will be late than usual.
The door closed 10 minutes later, I think.

I was walking along the roadside, walking towards to the NST building.
It was 1.30 p.m. when I reached the agency.
I was super early!
I wasn’t sure what time I should be here, so I decided to go there earlier.
Then, I was told that for my part, it will be at 3 p.m.
And so, I waited for another one and a half hour.

-One and a half hour later-

Me and few of the girls were in the meeting room, with Mr. Gopi.
We were brief on the part we will be covering when we’re in Terengganu.
We will be doing team leading, where each of us will be giving a team of sailor from 1 of the 12 teams from the 12 countries and we should make sure their daily schedule, get everything they need for sailing, arrange transportation, in short, take care of them like babies.
Ohhh, we might have to go airport to welcome them and take them to the hotel.
And, we will be appear in the Astro! Huhu. ^^
Other than that, the girls will have more freedom than the guys. =p
Each of us will be given handphone with sim card, a BMW 5 series and we don’t have to stand under hot sun like the guys. Lol. Kesian.
But, we might not taking plane to Terengganu, due to some issue between Air Asia and the company. =/
Hopefully they can solve it out, or not my bum will be soo flat when I reach Terengganu.
We will sign the contract either next week or the following week. Hmmm…

Another 10 minutes walk to Bangsar LRT station, I’m getting used to it. =)
However, I took the wrong train on the way back. O.o
Only realize 2 stops later.
I jumped out from the train and rush to the opposite. Haha.

I reached home safely, in one piece.
Can’t wait til the 27th!

Blessed by mist and rain.

The morning was fresh and peaceful, I took KTM from Subang to KL Central.
The meeting place is at Mc'Ds at 8.30 a.m.
I was half an hour earlier, and so I waited there for the rest.
Then, came Aileng, Wanyi and Weihong.
3 of them want to have breakfast while waiting for the other guys.


We wait until the other 3 guys, Dominic, Hongwei, Khaiyong came, then only me and Dominic and Weihong went to get tickets to Genting.


That time was almost 8.50 a.m.
Then, we were told that the next bus is at only 10 a.m.
We were thinking wether to take the tickets or not, then came another bunch of people behind us.
We have to call the rest to make sure, and so we called the rest.
After much discussion, everyone agreed to take the 10 a.m. bus.
But then, we were told that there's only left 1 seat for the 10 a.m. bus.
We took too long to decide, the tickets were all taken.
And, the next bus will be at 10.30 a.m.


We decided to take LRT to Gombak, then only we'll get tickets there.


We managed to get the 10.30 a.m. tickets at Gombak, which means that we will have to wait for another 40 minutes till the bus arrive. There's no other place to sit. The bus stops were full.


I suggested to sit on the staircase, some of them refused to sit at first.
I mean, nobody knows us, so sit only laa... Of course they sit at the end.

We got bored by just sitting there, doing basically nothing.

Some of them went to get some potato chips and chewing gum to munch and chew.
After they are done munching and chewing, the boredom haunt again.
SOOOO....

We started posing for the pics!
As usual, Hongwei will be the cameraman.
The first pic we want to show that we are really boring during the waiting.

Then, we decided to have a candid shot.


See...
We are good in posing, aite?
Lol.

Another thing that we did to fill the blank is, WE CRAP!
We crap about everything!
We talked about working life.
Wanyi told me about how both of them celebrate their birthday.
The bus came.

Aileng says this is the first time she sits cabel car.
Then, we were like trying to scare her, but in the same time telling her about cabel car. Hehe!
We told her about the announcement of the cabel car.
She thought we were kidding.
Then, someone asked whether the announcament will be conduct in Japanese?
Hmmm...

Unfortunately, nope.
There's no announcenent in Japanese.
Sad eh?


The journey up the hill will be taking appoximately 15 - 20 minutes.
I took up the camera.
I want to take pics again.
They are Weihong and Aileng, the sweet couple.

Nice right?
I take wan le... Of course nice!


Weihong took over the camera from me.
6 of us squeeze over to one side, and show our white white teeth to the camera. Smilez~ =)

Cheefei wasn't looking at the camera, cause he's afraid of height.

He was trying his very best to stay calm when the cable car going up.

Poor thing.

Hongwei wasn't in the pic, he needs to balance the weight.

According to Hongwei, some people who are really afraid of the height will yell and shout and start vomitting. =/





Outside, the weather was just nice.
The mist was not heavy.
In fact, the weather was so clear that we can see the view far enough.
We were so close to the nature green.
Everybody was all excited!












Me and Cheefei brought big bag which are inconvenient to bring around.

We rented a locker to put all the stuffs which we don't need them until the end of the trip.

We took a pic of the locker.

Incase, our stuffs lost and we fail to open it.


Now, who's idea was that actually?



Off we go to the theme park!


The first destination was the Pirates Ship.
I was the only who sat before.

Upon the past experience, this time I relax my stomach.

Don't want my stomach end up aching.

Hongwei calling from far.
Pose before our turn.
The other 3 don't feel like playing.












We found this baby boy wearing the very cute Tigger shoes.
We were waiting our turn for the flying elephant ( can't remember what's the name, though )










There we are, flying around.
Chasing for the long lost memories of the past, when we were still a little tiny dot.
Searching for nothing but pure happiness.

I swear I saw the baby Alice with sis, sitting on flying elephant.
Everything was 10 + years ago then.





There was a carp fish pond in between the play ground and the plane.
We saw few tourists feeding the fishes.



Have a closer look.

Gosh! Those fishes was so banyak!
Look at them! Fighting for food, each one with their mouth wide open.

Some of them even out from the water.







Til then we realize both the Birthday girls not yet taken pic together.

Peace for 19th eh?











I joined in after that.
The 3 girls in the trip.
I'm the eldest among us. Hehe.

I love this pic!











The next was the plane.
At last everybody get in and 8 of us each took one plane.
Haha.
Not many people that time, so we were allowed to do that. =p

Everybody was ready to fly!

Wanyi smile happily in her blue plane.
Dominic don't know he was in the pic.




The camera change its target to me.
I was ready to fly too!
With my lucky green plane.
I want to fly up high!

Whee!~









Aileng too with her blue plane.
Turn to face the camera.
Not forgetting her peace sign. v(",)













We can't let the cameraman taking only our pics but not his.
My camera is open to everybody.
So, Hongwei turn around the camera and took himself.










The plane started flying slowly.

Khaiyong tooks pics with his handphone in the same time.












We have our Cheefei on board!

He looked so blur!














Ohh, this is just soo great!

Green don't seems to be my lucky colour.

My plane can't fly!

I was left alone on the bottom, while everybody is high up!


NOT FAIR!
Sad sad already. =(







The swing swing!

Aileng wanted to play the swing so much!
And here we are, standing in front of the swing swing.
Looking at the crowd.
Good!
The queue wasn't as long as expected.
We don't have to wait long. Yay yay!







Okay. Everyone gets on their seat, all ready for the spinning spin.
Wait, not Hongwei and Cheefei.
That two don't want to spin along with us.
Ish ish.

Who's hand was that by the way?
Hmmm...









I'm sitting further front than the rest.
I want to sit outside.
Don't like being sandwich by them. =p
Just right before the swinging, I was smiling! =)




Right after the swinging, I felt dizzy. @.@
I came out from the swing swing, when others want to go for another round.
I joined Hongwei and Cheefei in a tea house opposite.
There are lotsa plant inside.
Nice nice and green green.
Orange and yellow. What else?


Hongwei is like our Doraemon.
See.
Camera with him.
Bottles also with him. 2 some more.
He's just soo nice!
Not forgetting Cheefei too!
He was holding Wanyi's pounch and my purse.




We went to Spinning parade after that.
You know?
Those spinning horses we used to ride with music playing along.
Yea, that's the one.
But, the one in Genting is double decker, with alot more other animals. Hehe.
We squeeze ourselves in this small space.
Everyone smiles happily!
I felt like we were back to the past.
Haha.





While this 2 lovebirds at another side.
He plans so hard for this trip, just to fulfill her wish.
She was happy.
Happiness is in the air.









Everyone ran down to the bottom.
Want to ride on those animals.


Here, Weihong is posing when he's on a horsey.
Hmmm, the pic is too small.
Can't really see his expression.




He can be like a small kid at times.
Haha.
Look at his happy face.






Me and Dominic were standing between the horses.
After 3 times of trials, this pic came out good.
At least, I think so.















You know? I really wanted to give another to the Solero Shot.
But, the queue was super long, as usual.
The rest, don't want to teman me.
Ferris Wheel is their choice instead.
It moves so slowly.





Cheefei joined along too.
So brave of him.











All of us wanted to play Go - Kart.
Surprisingly, the queue wasn't that long.
We were like damn happy la, of course.
Usually, here will be like damn banyak orang til you don't feel like waiting.
After we signed the so called agreement, we were given the shower cap for hygien purpose?
Look like dungu only wearing the cap.
Lol.

The rain fall right when it was our turn for the Go - Kart.
Great. This is just so great.
I don't get to play again.


After lunch, the mist was so heavy.
We left only the antique car to go.
This reminds me of the time when I was 5,6 years olds.
I was always the one who will 'drive' that car, while daddy taking pics around.
It was 13 years back time then.


My sun glasses was the guys' love.


We've got nothing better to do.
Come to think about it, this is the first time I take so many pics with Aileng and Wanyi, especially with Aileng.
The weather was so cold til I have to wear my sweater after I stepped out from the First World Plaza.




Aileng never 'drive' the antique car before.
This seems so interesting for her.
So cute la she.


Look at the mist...
Cold cold.









We past by this artificial water fall.
Wanted to get down to have a group pic, since the 4 antique cars were there.
When I was about to asked everybody to get down, the fifth car arrived.
=.=
I thought there was only 4 cars.







We don't have a proper group pic for that day.
We asked the lady who take care the entrance to helps us to take.
She rejected us.
Hmph!

Then, there's this sweeper was around, so we asked for his help.
Then, we realize, Dominic and Cheefei weren't in the pic.
Ish ish.






We saw this Aladin's jin somewhere near the archery.
The 3 of us thought of want to act some funny pose.

The only one group pic.

Aileng didn't know is other people who was taking the pic.
She was like so pai seh.
Haha.
Now you know.






Actually, the second pic was better.
But, I moved!
Got no face.
Hmph!














Lol.
We came out with stupid pose after that.
I feel like my waist going to breake anytime.

The battery died after this pic.














The swing swing was open again.
The only game that was open in the mist.
We went for it.

2 times.
So dizzy.











6.30 p.m.
It was time to go back.

We came down right on time.
Get to watch the sunset.
I managed to capture the scene.









We waved goodbye to Genting.
Then, Genting faded off from our sight.










THE END

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

I'm seeing stars.

I'm back from Genting!

Yea yea... I know I'm suppose to upload the pics up and tell about the trip.
But...
I feel like the world is spinning round and round and round.
The dizziness from the swing swing still in me, and it make me feel sick. =/

Alright, will update soon.

(Will be going to Bangsar for the Monsoon Cup screening tomorrow. Another walking session along the roadside? Hmmm... )

Monday, November 5, 2007

Upside down.

And I walk out of Affin Bank Taipan, pacing to CIMB Bank.
Lousy service and unprofessional staff. Hmph!
No wonder not many people want to go there.

Today, the cash register got not much coins left, so the manager asked me to change coins in bank.
Of course I went to the nearer bank laa, Affin Bank.
Once I stepped in to Affin Bank, I felt the coldness of the place and the staff.
Then I waited for my turn, I looked around.
The place was rather small, and empty.

I handed the RM50 in RM10 notes to the Malay lady, tell her I want to change coins.
The next second, she shows her very not happy face, says ‘tak ada.’
That’s all. My mouth dropped open. Wth?!
What kind of attitude is this?
Hello?! You as a service staff doesn’t know how to say sorry is it?
Affin Bank is black listed by me!

CIMB Bank is totally opposite of Affin Bank.
I was welcomed by 2 friendly staff who handed me the waiting number, in the very traditional Baju Melayu.
I looked around, the bank is packed with people.
I stopped at the paper writing ‘open house CIMB Bank’.
Alright, now I know why so many people are in the bank.

I managed to get seat in the crowded bank.
The man next to me was eating ketupat with rendang kari, while waiting for his turn.
Then, I can see a few aunty and uncle leaning on the wall, enjoying the food.
Some even take plastic and tapau. Ahah.
People watching is always so interesting.

Needless to say, the staff here are obviously polite enough.
Good good. =)


*******

Will be going up Genting tomorrow.
With the Claypot'ians and Emo'ians, the 2 gang of friends combine.
It's been so long since the last time Claypot'ians have the outing. Eversince that incident.
Of course I'm looking forward to this trip, I've always wanted this outing.
But, someone is going. Sigh.
Look like I gotta listen to him crapping,again.
It's do damn boring and stupid to have to listen and laugh at those jokes which are not funny at all, okay?

I thought I don't have to see that someone in this 3 months holidays. =(

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Loneliness creep in.

Time seems to creep so slowly when everything is not in the right path.
Tired and exhausted.
I need chocolates to stimulate me.
But, I don’t feel like eating anything for now.

The rain is falling. Still falling.
Crying for the heart.
The heart is too numb to have any feelings right now.
The door of the heart is closed and rejected everyone who is trying to come in.

I hugged my bolster.
I thought I’ll cry for this time.
But, as time goes on, I’m too numb to have any feelings anymore.
The hot steaming tears that used to stream down my cheeks had dry up.
No more tears.
SIGH.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

The old man.

The young man with old man’s mind is celebrating his 20th birthday today!
Wondering who is he?
He is Chan!

Dumb-founded. Lol.
The Birthday Boy was the camaraman.
The 'view'.
The Birthday Boy and his girl.
I love this pic!
Don't close your eyes laa!
Cheryl and Chan.
His Birthday cake.
Sealed with kiss.
Hey! Big boy don't play with knife!
The girls.
We were taking each other.
Las Carretas.

Me, Cheryl, Beng gave him a S & K belt, which manage to confused and tricked him up.
Old man really find it confusing. Haha.
*****
The sky was gray.