Saturday, June 28, 2008

Balik.

Hello people!
Will be going back to the hometown soon with the girls.
I'm the driver wtf!
I'm not really sure the way to go back actually...
Wish me luck!
Hahaha!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Whatever.

I think, I'm getting used to be the keep-quiet-than-telling-everything-out-me, since whatever I say will be misunderstand.
I've try very hard to keep everything on path, but yet efforts are being taken for granted and being twisted.
Ask yourself, how much have you contributed, before you start questioning!
So hell, I don't want to give a damn anymore.
Just please, bear in mind, I'll definately be the one who cope much better with the society!

To the bf,
Thanks alot for always be there for me, I know it's damn bloody annoying with all my problems, and yet you listen to me patiently eventhough you're sick of it (okay, sometime not so patient but still listen to me.) I appreciate all these and those choc bars. Hehehe.

To the other 2 gal friends,
Thanks for all the listen-to-me session, it's not easy for both of you too, I'm glad that you girls are with me most of the time.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

RAWR The Random.

Look at the pic below, and tell me what you see?


Rice with one egg and minced pork mushroom.
Guess how much is it?
Okay, I lazy to wait for your answer.
It cost me RM5.
RAWR!
I went O.o when that mix rice auntie told me.
I damn tak puas!
So damn bloody expensive might as well go rob bank.
2 dishes only you tell me why is it so expensive?
My save money plan failed.
RAWR!

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I'm not those who get offended easily, especially when it comes to words from the close friends. However, there's this friend that I don't think I can be that forgiven with what you said before. Seriously until now, I'm still keeping the distance between me and you. I don't know whether you still take me as your friend, but I don't think it does matter me anymore. I find myself being a hypocrite, I don't like this, yet, this is the best way I use to protect myself from being hurt again. I'm not a tool. Not the tool you use to get rid of someone, something. So, I won't help eventhough i do get advantage from it, at times. I have to learn how to be selfish, how to protect myself. Thanks to you, I'm progressing quite well.

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I'm so bored now.

Eversince the petrol price hike, I've tried every possible way to save petrol usage. Back to when I was still in form 6, whenever I feel stress from exam preparation, I'll just drive out, drive around the neighbourhood, drive to the bangalow area look at people's big big houses. Don't have to worry too much about the fuel price. Ohh, those days, sweet those days.

I went to bookstore to buy some rings to file the notes. I spent more than 10 minutes to look for those rings. Okay, actually I just like to stay inside the bookstore for nothing.
haha.

I think my shoulder old injury is back.

I just ate the last biji of Fererro Rocher, which was my last Christmas pressie. Lol.
The mini snickers left 2 bars. Bf, please stock up my choco bar for me. Lebih bermakna if bf buy, HAPPIER! =)
*big wet eyes*

I just burp and fart.

Yess, I burp again.

My youtube is loading so slowly again. Sigh.

I think I should start arranging my notes.
Midterm in 2 weeks time wtf.

I miss those time when I brought the threes to shop with me.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Eyes closing.

I went to uni as a HAPPY promoter. Over-sized Orangie HAPPY tee and Orangie HAPPY bag.
Now, I was joking only. The bf asked me wear cause he found his Greenie HAPPY tee under his pile of notes yesternight. Lol.
Off to uni with the sunshine look, damn striking, from far can see me cars won't bang me. Huhu^^
My tee seriously very the over-sized, the bf tried to convince to sell the shirt to him, cause Orangie much more nicer, but I won't sell cause I like the tee. Bwek =p
The tee and bag have got message printed on it.
My tee is 'smile', bag is 'less sugar, life's pretty sweet already', the bf's tee 'I'm Happy and I'm constagious'.
Very meaningful...
Jason asked why the couple tee looks so over-sized, oh well, it's free, can't expect much.

After class, went to watch Get Smart in MidValley.
First time I laugh so loud thorughout the whole show wtf its so damn funny I just had to LOL.
Nothing special with the story line, nevertheless its worth watching. Add in some laughter for the dull busy life.

Then, as I was walking with the over-sized tee and the bf happily wearing his new jacket outside, we walked pass the Calvin Klein perfume booth. They were promoting some new perfume I think.
You know I was like so curious and wanted them to spray on me,.
But, I walked pass the booth for so many times also they never spray, righ in front of the promoter okay?
Not fair!
T_______________T
The bf said maybe it's cause of my over-sized tee make me look like a promoter. Hence, the promoters will be thinking no point spraying on another promoter too.
=________________=


And finally, after a week of Handosme Hunting, we finally found the Mr. Handsome we've spotted since weeks ago in Foundation block cafeteria. Recruit him in as our main character will be a credit for us. That was what we were thinking when we first found him in the Foundation block, or so we thought. Seeing him right in front of us, of course we see that as a chance that cannot be miss. I went to do the talking, but as I walk near, he don't look that handsome after all. =________= What worst, he was so damn arrogant telling us there were another group wanted him to be the main character too. Then, some other lame excuses which I don't even feel like continue the conversation with him. Puh-leaze... only us looking for you. We were the group who left message on your car. Basically, is the same group that looking for you larrr..
Arrogant boy, hmph!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Insanity.

I tell you, I really really HATE PMS like kaukau. Seriously, I feel so damn emo. I damn sensitive giler until a little changes on your facial expression also I can emo dy.
I scream at people for no reason. I merajuk for no reason. Basically, I emo for no reason lar...
(I am so gonna shoot that stupid fly that keep flying around soon wtf damn annoying)
I eat alot, really damn alot, like pregnant lady.

Then, I've been having tummy problems for the past week.
First, I got diarrhoea, so I went to get some pills that stops diarrhoea and cramp from Watson. One thing about this pill is it really will stops my diarrhoea but the side effect is I'll constipate for 1,2 days.
I really constipate for the following 2 days. No matter how hard I try, the stubborn shit just won't want to come out okay? Torturing I tell you. My tummy damn bloated till I think I look like some 1 month-old pregnant lady.
=___________=
2 days later which was yesterday, I'm back to normal me.
But, this morning, again, I was greeted by Mr. Diarrhoea. My tummy damn pain, I wish someone can just knock on my head and make me faint or sleep. So that, I don't have to feel that pain.
Speaking of which, period suppose to come in few days time.
*Prays hard that my period cramp won't be as teruk as last month wtf I HATE period!*

I want to become guy seriously this is my wish since don't know how long ago.
Guys won't get PMS, period pain, won't get rape (at least not in Malaysia), can go for late outing, how ugly also got girls like. *big wet eyes
I want to become a guy in my next life, a handsome looking guy.

The auntie next door said I look skinnier dy.
*ZOMGWTFCILIPADIBANANA! Faster rush to the weighing machine*
Eh, really the diarrhoea effect got on me dy. Lost weight again wtf. But, I still look the same right? *Ohmmmn
Where got look skinnier? My hands muscle getting power cause every morning also exercise with the sterling.
*Show hands muscle*
See... I'm getting muscular... -__________-"
Haiya, whatever la... As long as my boobs don't shrink together, cause damn flat dy wtf why am I so tak tau malu.
Huhu ^^

Saturday, June 21, 2008

What is this lar?

On the way to Pyramid, I overhead the program in MY FM about the opinion and how the DJs feel about the disaster happened in Myammar, Sichuan.

I overheard this quote from DJ Meiyan.

"People in foreign countries feel insecure due to unpredicted disaster. We Malaysian feel insecure due to unpredicted crime."
I couldn't agree more.

This morning when the mom woke me up, she told me about the neighbour was robbed last night in front of her own house, around 9 something.

9 something?!!! O.o

Tell me, has the world become so dangerous or what?
It was only 9 something, not 12 midnight, she was back from the work. And my area is like one of the safest in the whole USJ. I feel so so.... Speechless.

The crime rates has obviously increase as how it was predicted when the petrol price increase.
The female are the target, always. The lucky one may just lost their belonging or injured a little, the unlucky one may got serious injuries, coma or even lost their lives.
Goosebumps all over me whenever I think about this.

So sick okay, everytime also have to afraid of break-ins, kena rob, kena rape, late outing seems so impossible for me dy.
Damn stupid wan la..
The ruling government, can you people please do something on the super inflation or not?
Everything also over-priced, so expensive but salary never increase and so many people are jobless.
Then, the female especially will be the targets.
Puh-leaze, do something before all the female in Malaysia die of shock and all these nonsense. (No, I'm serious!)
RAWR!

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Loading......

I wind down the window and turn off the music.
To let the breeze, refresh the messy mind.
To let the engine sound, calm me down.
It's the second time since I used the way back.
The long highway, the long straight line.
Sped all the way as I wish.
Come in my way and I shall honk you!

What happen to the sky?
Why is it so gloomy?
And it reflects exactly just how I feel.

Rain, rain, rain, please stop and come again another day.
I remember the very first time.
When I received this in the inbox.
A broad smile was carved on my face.
The heart was beating unexpectedly fast.

I digress.

As old as one may sounds, that person will perhaps the one who most not wise.
Throwing tantrum, being ignorant, how I wish I can be just like that.
Give and take, take and give, part of parcel of the life.
If only, this happen to me.
If only, I can just throw tantrum whenever I like.
If only, everyone stops being selfish.

I can just drop flat and sleep.
Tired.

What is Provoke???

Search through the online dictionary and got the meaning.

Provoke:
1) To incite to anger or resentment.
2) To stir to action or feeling.
3) To give rise to; evoke: provoke laughter.
4) To bring about deliberately; induce: provoke a fight.


Yesss... I'm damn dumb.
I will ask no more.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

What a coincident.

After the Editing class, went to One U to the bf cause wanted to watch The Incredible Hulk a.k.a Hulk Perkasa a.k.a 绿巨人 and shop around.

The worst meal part was mentioned in the bf's blog dy, so I'm not gonna talk bout it.
Aiseh, Aglio Olio spaghetti in Pizza Uno still the best. *slurp*

Anyway, initially we wanted to watch movie in Cineleisure but since we anyhow also have to get back to One U to shop so only we decided to just stick to one place.
This is where the most coincident incident happened in my whole entire life like really damn kau-kau the macam sudah ditakdirkan dijodohkan that we will bump into Kim and Sean.
I was coming out from the washroom when I saw this pair of couple.
I was looking at Sean, hmmm, familiar, this guy very familiar looks like Kim's bf.
Then, I look next to him was Kim, the round round who I'm suppose to meet up in this coming Sunday or next Tuesday.
I called her and ran to her and hugged her.
She was so blur like wtf who's this girl who hugging me?
Then, she said she thought some mad woman ran to her and hugged her.
Why la Kim you say I'm like a mad woman? T________________T
I happy and excited ma can see you.
Then, then, then, we were watching the same movie.
Then, then, then, our seats were only next to each other. Hahaha!
I was asking her for double date before that but no news from her, now tak pasal-pasal double date dy. =D

***********

Our shooping plan failed today.
His jacket hunting failed cause its either the color/size/design/price went wrong, then at the end he settled with a black polo tee from Plastic. Mati-mati pun don't want to go back with empty hands konon.
As for me, I wanted to go Jusco look for cheap bras wtf no money ma go for cheap bras first laa bwek =p
Mana tau kan, Jusco tutup! O.o
What the... @$#!$%%#$!%#$!$@!#
Out of so many days, they close at the day I want to shop.
Apala..

***********
Before balik, we dropped by The Cocoe Tree to get chocolates, cause since I din get anything, the bf wants to get me something. So nice right? *Big wet eyes
(No la, actually I since don't know how many days ago dy bug him for choco bar, then today pretend forgotten see whether he remember or not? Mana tau he really remember. Hohoho ^^)
I took mini Snickers, cause the rest were way too expensive like please la my bf don't print money at home. Lol.

Too lazy to continue.
The End.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Circle or oval?



Today, I skipped the world most boring class, Pendidikan Moral and stay at home doing some other more interesting stuff.
I read few pages of Mass Communication Theory. *wahh.. I feel damn proud padahal its only the introduction that I was reading. Lol*
I practice the Illustrator, drew the eye. I don't know why I just not good in all these software. Sigh. Seriously I damn kau slow always cannot get what the tutor teach in tutorial. Last week, tutor sat next to me and she kept on scolding why I so slow as though I was some standard 1 student. I feel so dumbdumd.T___________T
By the way, check the eyes and guess which is mine?
*No prize for those who guess correctly. Bwek =p

There you go.
Give a guess yah?


Haih, of course the uglier one is mine laa..

I'm so seriously need to get my bumbum to start working on my cup mee design and content.
Oh well, I'm just being the usual not creative self.


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Called the grandma to tell her about the shooting in hometown and overnight plan and stuff.
I tell you my grandma is the bestest in this whole entire world!
I'm supposed to go back hometown with some of the groupies to select 2 boys as our talent, look for shooting spots and also cari makan hahahha.

The parents were asking better not to stay overnight next week as will trouble grandma later she has to clean the bedsheet pillow case all.
But, when I called her just now, she asked to stay overnight. Somemore somemore she said will bring all of us go makan on the shooting week.
I was so touched speechless dy sobsob.
I miss her so much and I can't wait to go back next week to see her.

Jelebu! Here I come!

Monday, June 16, 2008

Happy pieces.

I'm being quite productive these 2 days. *proud of self-achievement lol*

Today, is the day to review the Music Video proposal that get chosen. The class however was started with a list of production guidelines, tips of production, editing guidelines and etc.. Cause we have to wait for the tutor as well for the grand revealing wtf. After she was seated on the stage, Mr Beh the Broadcasting II lecturer continue giving us suspense pulak. He bla bla bla out of nowhere talk bout some group suggested to use kids as talent O.o Nevermind about that, as he continue talking some so-call-to-not-so-realistic-scenes like using animals like cat as part of the production, my confidence on the proposal start shaking a little. Why? Cause both most pantang characters also from our proposal T_______T We were quite confident with the proposal somemore. Nigel and Frankie laugh non stop asking whether I want to ba beast master wtf why my bf laugh at me like that? Eh, Mr Dear, you should console me wtf not laugh at me make me so sad like don't know what dy.

So yea, after all the great suspense I was like so down so down confirm cannot get the proposal dy. First group was Cerenna's group. Second... I was so damn gan cheong still hoping that our group will get chosen sigh I think sometime cannot put too high hope on something cause damn suckie my heart was beating so fast and my body shivering dy. Ohh btw, second was us, my group. I was kinda stoned for awhile cause memang la after Mr Beh said like that, sound so no hope but still hope for it and when really got it dy pulak don't know how to react. As I walked out to give a brief presentation on the idea, this Mr Beh started laughing again just like the other day when we presenting he kept laughing and interrupt me all the way. Today, as well, so I told the whole class that my group will be the one using cat and kids for the MV, which as predicted, everyone laughs.
=_________="
Why got so funny ka? Make me so kelam-kabut don't even know what am I talking already somemore Mr Beh said my presentation today was so lousy. T_______________T
RAWR!

The bf's group also got chosen!!!
CONGRATS!

Soon after that, we recruited other classmates and sort of explain the idea to them and gonna plan when to go back to mua hometown before Mr Beh was being potong and call for lecture again.
Mr Beh, why you like that wan?
-_________________-"'

One thing that make us so excited and all that our proposal got chosen is cause we are eyeing on these 2 handsome looking guys from the foundation to be our main characters. Both also suit the characteristic of our main characters. One of them is Grace's housemate. Omg tell me how not to feel excited. Huhu ^^
After class we went for Handsome Hunting thought want to ask whether the other handsome is interested to involve in our MV shooting but we waited for more than 1 hour also din see him. Sigh. Mission failed. Try again next time.

Somemore somemore I went to meet up with Chan and Gracie and friends at Kluang Station before the bf came. Chit chat for while then went Old Town to tapau Mc'Ds before I realize I left Ying in PA forgotten to fetch her back. !@##$%%!$@@% Tell me why I so dumb dumb can forgotten about her. I was telling Nigel about her on the way to the car still can happily hop into the car and brooom away just like that. I tell you I'm so forgetful these day. Where is my power memory? =/

The bf downloaded Alien Vs Predator 2 and so we thought of watching together since got time today. Happily reach home, after all the woo haa both us sitting in front of the computer then the bf with his super sad and bengang face told me he cannot find the file. Don't know whether he saved at other place or kena deleted. After searching through all the files, he soon declare that the file is gone. No movie for us. =( I tell you, he was so stoned and sad and bengang till he din walk me down to my car eventhough it's so near but I still happy if he walk me down. Sad..

I saw Domino's staff standing at the divider near traffic lights distributing flyer to riders and drivers who stop in front of traffic light lol.

P/s: Pssst... Pssst... Hello bf, can I follow you on at least one of the production days? Please please please.... *biggest wet eyes in the world* *I know my eyes are small, shadap!*

Sunday, June 15, 2008

I miss the time when everything is at the pretty beginning.
Faith is what I have and I'll hold on to it till the heart stops beating.
Cause this is me, yours truly.

This PMS mood swing really got on to me recently laa...
I don't like PMS wtf.
Always make me so emo so negative so sad so stupid so weak wtf I hate PMS!
I want to turn back the clock and become the newborn baby again.
Then I don't have to go through the PMS and period pain.
So suffering I don't want can or not?
Haiya, let me just go for transexual and become a guy, handsome looking guy wtf lol.
Hmph!

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I'm having sleeping problem recently and it always hit right on days when I need sleep desperately.
I tell you this is so suckie!
Yesternight as usual I'm having this insomnia thingy, and so I camwhore for like half an hour in the dark (with flash on la of course if not how to see me in the dark wtf)
As I was looking through all those pics, to my horror, pimples and dark circles clearly defined in those pics.
How la how la how la?
Tell me what's wrong with me recently?
I look so like a zombie even with make up on, people still say I look sleepy and zombie-fying.
My eyes are like without spirit in them, it's like they are not even belong to me.
I just look dead.
T______T

Any suggestion on making those dark circles disappear or not?
Besides sleepin early wtf I have insomnia so it's not possible for now...
*RAWR*

Karma wtf.

I tell you, I feel so sick now.
I feel like pang sai (which I have already did just now, but still feel like going later), and vomit and I'm having headache somemore.
T______________T

And actually I think I quite cari pasal.
Today is the family celebrated Father's Day earlier as tomorrow the parents won't be at home.
So yea, being the good daughter I paid for dinner.
Nevermind about that.

You see, I paid for the dinner, of course I must eat alot alot only worth the money I paid marrr...
After dinner I was so damn full full and I drank hot chinese tea, quite a lot of small cups.
Then, we went to Summit to jalan-jalan.

One thing I must eat when I go Summit is the waffle over there.
Butter and peanut butter waffle.
*slurp*
So, the greedy went for the waffle despite I was so full from dinner.
Damn piggie la me.

And now, I'm complaining my tummy bloated and feel like vomiting wtf.
You say I cari pasal or not?
The hot chinese tea make me so semangat and I'm not sleepy at all now.
It's almost 2 in the morning and the bf is going off soon.
Tell me how now?
Boohoo!

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Little baby boy.

I was flipping through the baby album yesternight.
Saw this little baby boy pics.
So cute, so cute, so cute!!!
I cannot resist but to scan down all those pics to show all of you.
Want to see how cute is the little baby boy or not?
Huhu ^^

JENG!

JENG!


JENG!

So chubby till I feel like pinching him dy.
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Omg, look at his expression.
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The bear is like his loyal companion.
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Nigel says he looks like gangster baby boy cause of the hair. *melts*img033

How I wish I have that smile.
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Baby always has the right to cry at anytime, anywhere.img047

Give him one big choco bar, he happy dy. Awww...img048

The precious smile. =)
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Caught in action playing antique phone toy.
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Little chubby baby boy with the grandma.
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Yo yo yo! Check it out!
img039

Say arrrr....
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"See... I got 2 eggs!"
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"But, I'm not giving them to anyone. Hohoho!"
img043

Hehehe!
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Eeeeee? The cake is as big as him.
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Baby boy trying to climb his way up to the window.
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Ta da! Climb up successfully!
img046

Sometime, baby do get annoyed.
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"Let me play you a song."
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"I'm a little pianist.Lalala..."
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I like babies candid pic.
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Baby boy looked so biggie when sitting next to his baby sis.img053



Tell me, you think this little baby boy is cute, then I'll tell you a secret.
Tell me kay?

Okay la... I know you all sure curious who is this little boy?
Faster guess before I tell you.
Fast!

Fast!

Fast!

Okay the end, I'm not telling you now.














If you think I'll end the post just like that, you're WRONG!
The little baby boy was actually...



我!
M3!
SAYA!

That baby don't look like me at all right? Hehe!
Nigel also thought that was a baby boy, some more with the gangster hair style
.
And and and...
I was so chubby and square in the first pic, but now, I'm not as chubby at all!

Wonder why ah?

I asked Nigel to say that I was handsome when I was a baby boy, but he refuse to. =/
I asked Nigel to say that I'm cute eventhough I'm 20 now, he says that. =D
Oh oh oh, I finally know why I'm so happy when I see choco bar. =p

Then, I look like girl when I have long hair later. (still look quite ganster though.)
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Lion King long hair.
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I was a little chubby baby boy hahaha!

No more please...


Everyone looks high on me, eversince the very day I was born.
Being the first child, the first grandchild in the whole family, I was the princess who everyone shower their love, care, whole-heartedly.
Back then, I used to a perfectionist, try my best to excel in studies and sports, because I know everyone will be proud of me.

I wasn't who I am today.
I was a smart and hardworking lil girl but with hot temper, selfish, not understanding, super high ego and (insert any negative attitude that you can think of)
I make sure myself won't get bully and I used the one who go around bully people wtf.
I used to be the leader of everyone, and I remembered asking one of my friend to punch another boy who make fun of me. Wtf.


That was those old time.


Now, I'm no longer the 'big-bully'.
I've lost my strength to defense myself, I'm becoming weaker and weaker and weaker.
I smile eventhough I'm emo.
I hold my tears eventhough I'm a cry babe.
I think for others before I think of myself.

I think.
This is the process of growing up and also the reality.

I'm not that strong seriously, not as strong as how you people see from ouside.
I need people to pamper me once a while.
I don't want people to expect too much from me.
I sometime wish I can just laugh and cry follow my own feeling.

I'm tired.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

The pathetic.

My dinner was just 2 pieces of bread.
Few ulsers on the same side of the tongue.
Tummy bloated since afternoon.
The lack of sleep.
And the worst worst is the PMS is here.
=/

Multimedia Tools idea sketches.
I. Have. No. Idea. What. Am. I. Goin. To. Sketch!
Somemore this Nigel finished sketching all his ideas.
*pouts*
How now?
My ideas are not even relevent.
I'm just not the creative one.
Sigh.

********
Me and the bf are recently addicted to block breaker 2, a hp game.
It comes with multi players too, where both us get to play the games together.
Our latest free time hobby lol.
Today we got like more than 3 hours break time and also the most boring lecture class.
Guess what?
We played until the hp battery low.
It was full bar before that.
Hahaha!

Okay la, I think I should back start with my sketches.
Boohoo!
T____T

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Good Time.

Thanks to the bf for downloaded Edward Scissorhands for me.
Watched with him today.
Eventhough this is like the third time I watch the show, I still can become so emo at the end.
Sad la okay?
This show is like 18 year-old by now.
Today, as watching it, I can still remember some of the scenes and was trying so hard to not tell them to the bf, cause he said he'll hentam me if I tell.
*zip mouth straight away*
I want to watch again, so touched.
*big wet eyes*



Had one of the best moment hanging at his place with him, eversince the uni started.
Assignments so banyak and with all those group problems and he was sick and etc, you people should look at his stoned face and when he was so strict and cold when nagging. Ish ish.
I have to think before I talk to him or go near him, scared kena hentam then fly to don't know why. (People tend to be stronger when they are mad. Lol.)

Why is my bf like that?
Why he don't layan me that much?
Why I cannot manja with him nowadays?
Seriously, I've got so many question marks in my mind for the past weeks.
I've been asking myself the same thing over and over again, and of course, no answers were given.
Maybe it was just me being over sensitive.

Wtf sound so emo like don't know what.
Anyway, since he so nice massage abit for me, be my cushion, let me sleep on his bed, woke me up right on the time eventhough I never tell him.
So, he was forgiven.
Seriously, I'm not asking much from the bf okay?
Just to spend some quality time with him is enough.
I know we see each other in uni almost everyday, but as the workloads getting heavier and heavier, I doubt if we have so much time to talk or spend time with each other.
*Go go go! Negative thoughts please get out of my way!*

Hmmm...
I have bad feelings that the bf will hentam me after he reads this post.
So yea, goodnight people.

*runs away before Nigel reads*

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

To be honest that,
I AM QUITE EMO.
Sigh.

Monday, June 9, 2008

Monkeys in Bukit Gasing said 'don't pray-pray'. =D


After2 of brain-juice consuming lessons, I was already blur and sleepy.
After class, Me,Celine and Susan continue with the discussion on the MV proposal that we are presenting on Wednesday.
We saw the 'cute guy' we planning to take as one of the main characters.
But, we didn't ask contact numbers from him.
He noticed us keep staring at him.
Lol.

After that, got the bf to teman me up to the Sivam Temple, Bukit Gasing, to snaps few of the possible location for the music video shooting.
I find the place suit the theme quite well.


Took the road used to uphill/dpwnhill.
The place to lean while chit chatting?

Just a few snaps actually, and we are about to leave after that when the bf spot something funny.
A Naza Ria was stopping at the road side, a mother and a lil boy and a lil girl were feeding monkeys, look like a happy gathering.
While there are 2 guys were enjoying the view or discussing when is the best time to rob the family. I kid.
Then, there's one of the monkey decided to try on something fun, and walked out of the monkeys gang, jump on the motorbike and start playing with the helmet. I think, the helmet must be too heavy and with the stinky sweat smell of the rider and hence not long after that, the monkey lost interest and join back the monkeys gang.
Another monkey then climbed up and start looking for something more interesting than the helmet in the basket. It then, found a packet of cigarettes and tried so hard to use its mouth to open the packet. While the monkey was on its way to open that packet, the packet fell on the floor. The monkey then found another packet of cigarettes in the basket and this time both the guys are done with whatever business they were up with and walking back.
By that time, the monkey has already realize their returning and make his way to the nearest branches with a packet of cigarettes.
The 2 guys came back found out the 'damage' done by the monkey and start cursing already. The y look around and saw the main culprit. They then pick up some nuts on the ground to try to exchange back their cigarettes pack.
LOL.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

No longer proud.

I was trying to understand what the hell is the article of this Comm Theories telling, when the bf send me the blog link to read.

Read and you'll know why I'm so bengang now.
Dah la the petrol price increase like don't know what, and same goes to food, electricity rate, basically eveything!
Thanks to those dumbass politicians, corrupted like don't know what. All they know is to take money and make us suffer.
To hell with all the subsidies for private vehicle under 2000cc. What's with that RM625? It only last my lil kelisa for 2 months laa. As for those proton car, don't even hope this small sum of money can help much. Makan petrol like don't know what. As for the ban, its now demolished and foreigners are all welcome to pump petrol as they wish. Hello to all these politicians yang dibencikan, have you all even think with your brain or not? You let foreigners come to Malaysia to pump their cars, yes, they are all happy this and that, but how are the Malaysian? Aren't you people suppose to think about the Malaysian than the foreigners? The Malaysian are not earning much, some are struggling so much due to this petrol price hike. Okay. I know, public transports can be the alternate option as you people said. Now, let's look at the public transport system in Malaysia. Lousy like shit! How you people expecting us to take public transport, when public transport are always not on schedule. Please la be more understanding before you politicians make any decision. Malaysia now is getting lousier please. The petrol price hike is gonna lead to the increasement in the crime rates. Soon, you'll see.

Okay, I digress a lil.

If you have read the bloglink I provided, I'm sure you would be shocked with the news.
What on earth is going on with Malaysia?
Why is all these things even happen in Malaysia that so call multiracial living peacefully and harmony under the same roof?
This trademark that once make all the everyone proud of it is no longer exist.
To hell with those corrupted police, too. (Note: this is only to those corrupted police)
Lazy and fat and irresponsible. I don't know why we need those police with the biggest belly on earth and not doing their job.

Sigh.
I think, besides staying in a disaster free country and a nice food heaven, I'm no longer proud to be a Malaysian.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Crapz

Sometimes I seriously think I'm quite a very cari pasal punya orang.
I'm like so lack of sleep this few days, yet I still stay up till very late night.

The next day, I'll usually look like a zombie when I reach uni.
Maybe, I really have to start a healthier sleeping habit.

*******
Went out with Susan initially to take some location pics for the MV's proposal, which at the end I took 2 pics that are so irrelevant.
I wanted to take the pics of the Guan Gong Temple, but kena shoo by beggars outside pulak.
And I was being so dumb, cause actually I can take without they even realize.
-___________-
Sigh.
I'm becoming stupider and stupider as time goes on.

During lunch time, one girl approached me and talk about this donation thingy for some kids.
I wanted to ignore her, but then like not so nice if do like that, I listen to her.
Then, I donated RM10 and get one receique, look like below.


I damn lazy and tired to blog.
Nah, show you all the only two pics that I took today.



Thursday, June 5, 2008

Life won't be as easy anymore.

My bus taking to MidValley plan tak jadi due to the bf hasut me not to take and we were too lazy to ask which bus to take.
And so, at last also I drive there.
=_____________=

But I must say that I kinda like to be one of those who be in the mall at before 10am, where only those who work and some random people.
No need to look for parking, too. =)
So nice can kacau the bf, pushing each other, bang his butt, annoy him with my lame-ness.
Hahahah.

I appreciate all these random moments of us.
Hmmm...

Btw, Grace suggested to drive like 60km/hr, don't step on the accelerator so kaukau, which omg I can't do that.
I'm always rushing, you see...
*In the midst of thinking more ways to save petrol*

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Petrol crisis and I want to....

Throw any of Nigel's shoes to the one who announce this, cause his shoes is bigger, dirtier, smellier, hence the possibility of hitting the target's face right tepat will be higher than throwing my shoes.
The difference between shoes size 3 and size 10 wtf.

Today was out to Susan's house to discuss about the music video proposal.
Had the brief idea and chosen the song.
The rest will be discuss on tomorrow's break time.
Hmmm...
After that, we gossip a bit.
Dig out damn banyak of old news, which surprisingly came out to be some things that we are quite agree with.
But, anyway, my problem was solved during the gossip time.
Hehe. =p

It was still drizzling when I send Celine back to her condo and that's when I saw the petrol kiosk at seksyen 17 was so damn bloody jam like some kinda big thingy happening in that tiny petrol kiosk wtf.
-________________-
Then, I receive call from the mommy inform that the petrol price gonna increase up to RM2.70/litre start from tomorrow.
ZOMGWTFGILERBABIOHMYMYTHEBANANA!!! O.o
Increase again?!
Wtf I thought they say won't increase till August in yesterday's news?
Damn it. Cannot trust what those government fella said, all tipu want to kena people.
Lucky thing I was smart enough to pump my car full tank.
Yea laa, I know it can't really save much, but better than nothing.
Hmph!

Now I have to become super stingy in saving petrol cause daddy complain already.
Let'e see what I can do.

Here you go a list of how to be super stingy in saving petrol. Lol.
1. No air-cond when driving in the morning/night/rainny day.
2. Don't drive as often and take public transport as well.
3. Stay at home and don't step out from the house!
4. .......
5. .......

Will update the list when I think of more.
And I'm taking bus to MidValley tomorrow!
First time okay?!
*Clap your hands people clap your hands!*
XD

Btw, I got my pay.
So, I'm like around 800 bucks richer.
*shakes bum bum*

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

My lappie load youtube and tudou damn fast after I upgrade the ram.
*happy*

Monday, June 2, 2008

I've always tell myself everything they did is nothing, just don't care about it so much, eventually I'll get used to it.
Many a times I came across with this, have I really get used to it so far?
Well, it seems I have certainly not.
It hurts alot when someone who you take as friend take you for granted.
I. hate. this.

If only I have the guts to tell you people that I fucking HATE the way how some of you treat me.
Am I a tool that you people come for resort whenever there's a need?

Heck, some even ask whether I'm the class rep for Tutorial 1?
No, I'm not. I'm just a dumbo from Tutorial 1 who do things without getting myself any credits.
Please don't take advantage over me, I seriously can be mean.
Its just the matter of whether I want to be mean or not?

******

I'm sorry to the one and only that this issue upset you a lot.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

3 months.



I know it's damn bloody hard to get you to say those THREE words.
So, I'm not even trying now.
Hmph!

It's been THREE months.
I LOVE YOU, Backside!

Farewell, Taipoh.

The gathering was on Friday at Taipoh's house.

Played card games and dinner and card games.

Initially, staying over was suppose to be one of the plan but ended with me and the bf staying overnight only.


When Taipoh was giving her 'last speech', seriously I was so damn emo kaukau like don't know what.
3 months isn't really enough to judge the friendship, but I do cherish this friendship of us alot alot...


From the first day I met her, from don't know each other till sharing lil story till the heart-to-heart talk.
I seriously appreciate every piece of advice she gave, and, I will keep those in mind.

I couldn't really sleep the whole night then.
Tossed and turned, besides frequent disturbance by mosquitoes, memories flashes back.
Sigh. Okay. I was so emo.
The next day we woke up quite late and brush teeth and shower and wave goodbye to Taipoh.
I wanted to give her a hug, but then I know myself better.
A pretty goodbye wave is better than the ugly break down.

Haiya, I also don't know how to express my emo-ness in words wtf.

Taipoh, I'm missing you dy.
Sob sob.