Sunday, September 30, 2007
Me feeling content.
Waking up at almost 12pm, online, lunch, online, dinner, TV, online, sleep at almost 4 am every morning.
But, today were a lil different.
Spent the whole afternoon reading book, doing house chores like doing laundries, hang clothes.
The book I’m currently reading is PS, I Love You by Cecelia Ahern.
It is a bitter-sweet story recommended by Jo dear, and of course I got the book from her. Thanks her! This book is really nice, and make me don’t want to stop reading it.
At least, I’m reading some book. Close enough with my initial holiday’s plan. Hehe. =p
Well, I do really enjoy reading after all.
Mom went out today, so I have to settle my own dinner.
Basically, just have dig out some food from the fridge and heat them up using the microwave oven.
There’s fish, tofu, sea cucumber, and then, I saw this!
My favorite, sambal petai!!!!
Yea yea, I know some of you are showing the face and thinking ‘yuck’, smelly.
But then, those fat, greenie thingy just look soooo tempting, you know?
They just taste so so yummy, seriously.
You guys out there should try petai one day. Lol.
Then, something welcome I back from work tonight.
It’s the moon cake! (Yea, I know Moon Cake festival was 5days, but who cares? I love moon cake. =)’’’
Super white lotus and Violet temptation from Tong Kee.
I’m the big fan of their moon cake.
They do really make yummy moon cake. =)
I feel so content today. (",)
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Stupid customer.
After don't know how many times I click on the F5 button, since yesterday's night until just now, only I get to open the page. Wondering what's going on? Hmmm...
*At night*
I want to complain about the customer, Audrey!
Stupid idiot you!
Don't think that you have some blardy money with you, then you talk like some shit!
Dah la talk so soft until I couldn't hear you, then suddenly raised your voice for what?
Didn't I told you that your food will be deliver to you in 45 minutes to an hour time, you deaf or what?
Called and simply scolded me.
Hello! The time was only passed 40 minutes, don't sounds as though you waited for like an hour plus or so, I did jot down the time you called okay?
You think the restaurant is open only for you ka?
Complaint to the manager that I was being rude, blardy hell.
You're the one who don't bother listen to my explaination in the first place.
Spoiled my mood only.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
My girlfriends.
It just feel so nice to have them around me, they brighten up my day. We talk about everything, about everyone. I became chubbier, Kim notice that. Yes, this is so so true! Most of my friends notice that too. Choc effects, I told them.
After lunch, Lynn going back with her boy boy. Kim going for badminton with her family, so she lefts with Sylvia. Me and Jo at first want to go Taipan’s Mc’d to have some chat, but end up we think that might as well we stay in Parade, easier.
So I tell her about everything, what happen recently, and all about yesterday.
I can’t help but to lead down tears in the middle of the conversation. Too many things happened, it just fell so warm having her to listen to me and always be there for me. Thanks Jo for being my company for this whole afternoon. I appreciate it, a lot a lot.
I will surely miss you girls always!
Jo dear.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Take me to you, God.
It pissed me off to the max! I feel like cursing like there's nobody's business.
What is so wrong now?
It wasn't my fault! Not at all!
Why am I always the one to be blame when things happen?
Just because he's younger and he get to escape from all those shit he did?
WTF! Screw it man!
What's going on with the blardy snail connection?!
Stupid! Make us pay for this dumb connection, damn slow like... Forget it!
Can't do anything at all! My lappy is so lag now.. Grrrr..
It is so noisy at this place.
I just feel like having a break out of here, to run away from all the annoyance and look for the freedom out there.
I just can't bare it anymore!
I know.. If he's reading this post, he will be worry about whether am I doing okay?
I'm obviously not, I was whack by them.
I'm shivering, now. My hand was shacking, cramp.
My heart is aching. Am very disappointed.
Me not being understanding?
What's the point of me working part time for?
Save and avoiding going out?
Huh?
Why?
Why is this happening to me?
Can someone tell me why?
Sob sob sob ='(
My heart is dead.
I'm not longer belong to this place. No longer.
Take me to you, God.
I'm dead, today.
26th September 2007.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
I Love Mooncake Festival!
It was raining out there.
What a day, Mooncake Festival ends with rainnie.
By the way, just came back from the BBQ session at Samantha's house.
Had lots fun with them.
3 months break, am so gonna miss them lots!
Everyone were busy talking.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Say Goodbye To Year 1 Sem 1.
I'm currently multi-tasking.
Typing quotation for dad, but he's now the phone now, so here I am. Hehe.
Feeling extremely sleepy.
Have not take my nap nap ye... Oh wait, I did. For like 15 minutes before I went to guitar class. Yet, it is not enough. Hmmm..
Finals officially over!! *yay yay!
3 months long break here we have, quite long eh..
Pengajian Malaysia was the last paper.
Everyone was so not in the mood to study, unlike the previous papers, where they struggle til the very last minute.
I went in to the hall, sit down, open the paper.
(Take note : I went in with my Form Six half plus six knowledge)
As expected, I know nuts about the questions asking, crack my brain out of it with those crappy theories and histories and facts? =S
The exam supposed to ends at 11.30am, but, I came out at 10.30am.
Self declare merdeka! =p
This is what we did while waiting for the rest to came out from the exam hall.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Turning Point.
I really really love this!
Chocolates brighthen my day! =)
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Piggy Day.
I slept at 3 something in the morning, and woke up at 10 something.
Mokthar belanja one-one and roti jalar.
Zarni belanja me milk.
Jem belanja me 3 pieces of garlic bread.
Huhu. ^^ Full full. Dinner settled.
Friday, September 21, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Mc'ds for lunch.
UNIVERSITY MALAYA's 7th Tanglung Festival.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Broadcasting 1 is..
Today is BROADCASTING 1.
It wasn't that difficult actualy, but...
I should have take SPINNING GASING instead of THE 3C's. =/
I'm so dumb enough to this. Ish ish.
After exam, went to Bangsar to to have lunch.
11 of us, went to some mamak, don't know what's the name though. Hehe.
Mohan and few of them meet Craig Fong over there.
They ask for his autograph, took pic with him. He even gave them his name card! With contact number and email. So nice~
I had nasi goreng. Huhu^^
After lunch, me, Gracie, Jyin went to One-U.
There's a mooncake promotion there.
Mooncake festival is around the corner. *Yay yay!!
I want to eat mooncake and light candles and bring tanglung go walk walk!
Samantha having BBQ at home on Tuesday.
Oh yes!!
Partay time!
Tomorrow's going UM for the tanglung festival. Will be meeting up with Cheryl. =)
Got DJ's talk too.
Can't wait for that.
Lalalala.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Endless chain.
I want to know:
How can one tell someone that they love them so much, and say that they love them no more the next day?
How can one pretending to be nice to someone, and back-stab them when they turn over?
How can one get attracted by someone, and pretend like there's nothing when they are with them?
How can one not loyal to the someone they love?
How can one hurt the someone they love?
Why is one telling someone that they love them, when they are just pretending?
Why is one break out with someone, and act as though it's all someones fault?
Why is one so childish, and so stupid things just to get people's attention?
Why is one doing nothing, but get credits at the end of the day?
Why is one choose to lie, and never tell the truth?
There's too many unsolved questions in this world.
Too much of what, who, whose, why, when, which, where, how.
I have a lot of question marks in my mind.
I'm always wondering stuffs, which lead to the insomnia.
There's never be a day that I stop wondering, stop thinking, stop cracking my brainie for answers.
It's all an endless chain.
Another sleepless night to go~
Saturday, September 15, 2007
I was killed by my Japanese exam. x.x
Listening test was killing me!
Dah la the hall was so freezing cold, then the narrator talk so fast and I can't get those Japanese words at all. That's it man! Give back all the marks to sensei.
Worst than MUET's listening test. Gosh! =/
Lunch went to Sri Murni, all of us ate nga poh lou xu fan. Haha.
Out of curiousity, we asked the boss whether he's a Chinese or Malay?
Then, he told us, "I'm Malaysian." =.="
Susan san straight away speechless. Haha.
I read the mail.
Kinda worry about you.
Take care alright?
My dear Da Ge.
He's going back to UK.
Sob sob ='(
So gonna miss him!!
Alright, will be sitting for Japanese exam later.
Gambate kudasai!
Aza aza fighthing!
*Hopfully can get some aura from da ge's call just now. Hehe.*
Oyasumi~
Thursday, September 13, 2007
I'm stuck!!
It's been 3 days. 3 days!
Darn.. Can't seems to proceed from there, can't seems to remember what I've studied.
Japanese exam is in this Saturday, and I'm stuck here.
Mamamee!!!!
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
How to write a
Have to send the draft to Ms. Mai like before tomorrow's evening. =/
I have no idea what should I write in the letter la...
Anyone can teach me what to write?
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Earlier, I went to the farewell dinner for Khai Yang.
He will be leaving to UK for tomorrow. Another friend fly away. =/
We makan in SS15. Ate crabies.. Haha.
Guess what?
I sapu most of the crabbies.
Talking about our recent life and back to the past, about all the stupid things we did during high school time.
It's been half a year since we last gather, and will be meeting up in another 6 months time when Khai Yang back for holiday.
Next destination : Telok Gong!!
Khai Yang will be the one pay for the dinner by then. Lol.
After dinner, we went walk walk in Subang Parade, to teman Loo Peng shop for clothes in the same time.
We went for TOYS "R" US, stayed inside and played with dolls like some small kids. Haha. Then, we left there only when people closing shop.
I had Mc'Ds sundae choco on the way back. *Whee~ =)
I feel extremely sleepy now, but too full to sleep.
Need to wait for my stomach to finish digesting all the food first.
I'm still struggling with the letter. Argh!
-1.30am-
I finish typing the letter already!! *Yay yay!
Just have to hand it to Ms Mai, wait for her to check through.
Then, send it to ASTRO,wait for their reply. Huhu ^^
Hopefully, I can get in la..
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
I miss him.
I miss him.
Miss those time when we burn midnight oil together.
Miss those time when we keep each other awake.
Miss those time when we reminding each other on everything..
Miss those time when we crap around.
Miss those time when we do everything together.
Miss those time when we imagining the future.
Miss those time when we hang out together.
Miss those time when we sms each other just because we heard 'D' song.
Miss those time when we do silly things and have fun like there's no tomorrow.
Miss those time when we were still YOUNG.
Miss those time when I can refer to him on things I don't understand, like a little girl girl.
Miss those time when he takes good care of me.
Miss those time when he will always be there for me.
Miss those time when he wipe away my tears.
Miss those time when he asked me to trust him.
Miss those time when he call me as sor mui.
Miss those time when he smiles happily.
Miss those time when he merajuk like a small boy boy.
Miss those time when he surprise me in all ways.
Miss those time.....
I guess there's too much of the past that I missed about.
I miss him as being who he is, who he always do.
I miss him for making me feel REAL.
But, I think..
I have to get used to these days without him around.
Without him keeping me awake,
Without him reminding me it's time to go to bed,
Without him taking care of me.
Going through everything on my own, and will do my best!
Monday, September 10, 2007
To Do List.
I have a list of things that I have do here.
1.Type the resume.
2.Practise on the Japanese.
3.Finish up reading and memorise all the subjects.
4.Get recommendation letter from Ms. Mai.
5.Collect Japanese mid-term paper from the classmates.
6.Sleep at 12am later. =.="
7.Remember to bring exam slip for exam.
8.Pack my stationeries.
9.Stop thinking nonsense.
10.Get back to revision after this.
Stupid self and lousy time management. Screw it. =/
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Alice, the Kecil @ Chickeedee.
"Kecil!!! Bil for table bla bla bla please.."
"Kecil!!! Tumpang lalu.."
"Hey chickedee! How are you?"
It's been one month plus they, everyone in Pizza Uno call me kecil, chickeedee.
Now, I'm so used to them calling me this way. Hehe.
One day, I was talking with Mokthar, the supervisor.
"Eh Kecil, your weight got more than 40kg?"
"Nope, about 38kg la."
"What?! less than 40kg?! Fuyoh! You memang kecil aa.. How about your waist?"
"Hmmm.. 23 I think."
Then, he went to tell others pulak. =.="
What so kecoh about me underweight? I wonder.
Then, today when I punch card time, he came and pull my pants up, trying to lift me up.
Gave me a shock, I thought what happen? Ish.
Samantha, the new waitress told me that,
"Wow.. You can talk on the phone with customer while cashing out the bills. That impressed me the most!"
Well, for me, I guess, Practise makes perfect.
Working as a cashier in Pizza Uno need to be very fast, that's one thing I lack in myself when I started working.
Always get scolding by the manager for doing things too slow. =/
But now, all those part I've gone through, and now I'm way faster compare to those time.
Today is last day of working for Yang, the stupid boy. Bwek. =p
He asked me for a kiss when I left jut now.
Yea. I told him "A kiss on your cheek I will.. Not give. But, a KICK on your butt I will. You want?"
Haha. Stupid boy who always disturb me. All the best to you!
I'll surely miss you. I mean miss you as in you being my helper, ngeh ngeh. =p
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Our song, and it will always be.
The time struck at 3am, me, tossed and turn on my bed, having difficulthy in sleeping. =/
An unexpected reply I got from him, haha, real unexpected reply. I wonder... Was it true?
Anyway, no matter what it is, am really glad to hear from him.
There's a song came along with the mail, our song, he said.
He wants me to play the song while reading the mail, but, I only saw this song when I finish reading. =.=" pai seh.
Anyway, I played the song after that.
Turn out to be, hey, that's my fav song too when I was young. =)
The lyrics are real meaningful, here, I post it along with this post.
Read it and try to understand it if you understand chinese. Enjoy!
Friday, September 7, 2007
Love*Faith*You and Me
I chose not to believe,
There may be true,
May be false,
But I don't care,
Have faith only in you.
Seeking the truth in you,
Along the journey,
Sweet memories and hardship,
We've gone through,
No matter what happen,
Nothing can shake me from loving you.
Time is what I need,
To know myself more,
And to know you better.
Understanding and communication,
Keys to the everlasting relationship,
I miss playing badminton!!
And so, I bet with sis that I won't online for one day, which means yesterday. If I online means I have to pay her RM100.
So susah to wait for it til 12am, now I'm here. =.= "
Lights of hope coming from out there.
Keep going.
Lack of fingering exercise lately.
Yesterday sleep until 12.30pm only I woke up, mommy was screaming there. Huhu. ^^ pai seh..
4 more days to finals, and 17 more days to end, then come with the 3 months loong loooooong break. What should I do by then?
But then, am going for badminton later. Weeee~
It's been ages since I last play, missed it!
The coach not here... Nobody train me. =/ Sure karat.
Working later at night. Don't think so got time to study, there goes 1 day of the study week.
Arrrrrr!!! Lousy time management I have there.
Alright, time to go kau kau ju.
ZzzZzzZzz~
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Songs @ Memories.
Afternoon time went back to uni, it was so quiet and peaceful unlike the normal time. Parking are everywhere, no need to double park and search for it.
I went to the library, everyone is quietly doing their revision on their own place. Look like, everyone is into the study week atmosphere already. I sat down at one corner and start reading through my Introduction to Mass Communication notes. Then, I look at people around me, some of them are reading library’s books which remind me of I wanted to borrow some Japanese revision books from the library. So, I walked to the book shelves and start looking for the Japanese books. I found 2 books only, after borrow then I continue with my revision until Bey Chee and Cai Ping came.
Teman them to mamak to have their lunch, then back to library until almost 5pm.
Need to go photocopy some of the notes and documents, so off we go to photostat shop.
There’s this Malay guy in the shop who ask us a lot of questions, was kind of pissed off with him. Look down on the course we are studying, say we can’t find jobs next time this and that. As if he has got a very good job over there, never think before he talked. Ish ish.
~ On the way back, jam….
What the? Jam again… I was randomly switching the radio channel, and I stop at Mix FM. Then, they play this song, No Promises by Shayne Ward. Follow by this song is When You’re Gone by Avril Lavinge.
When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
New hobby?
Accumulate all my clothes then iron them in one shot! (Actually is me being lazy. =p )
Not bad though, feel kind of fun doing so.
But then, tiring when finish iron.
And so, I play with the digital camera.
Don't feel like saying much today, so will just post some pics here.
Looking forward to the future..
Monday, September 3, 2007
A promise to myself.
I woke up at 12pm today, after months of lacking of sleep.
Study week officially start from today, or should I say? It actually started on last friday.
I've been working on the Japanese language for this few days.
Enjoyed it alot alot as I'm learning new stuffs with every exercise I do. Hehe. =)
But, but, but... Sensei told us that the final will be very difficult. =/
Difficult ~> Fail???
No way!!!
Will not let myself fail in any of the exam. Not anymore!
I want to be like sensei, get scholarship and go Japan!!!! Huhu ^^
Will work hard to achieve the dream!! (Eee yerrr, can't believe I say this, so kolot.. haha.)
This is a promise to myself!
Will prove to everyone that I'll make it!!
Alright, time to get back to the books.
Tata~
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Just for HIM.
I was asked to collect the scrap book from his house.
I went during the evening, before I went to work.
Had conversation with the auntie.
Updating my uni's life and also his uni's life? Haha.
Say goodbye to the anutie and went in to the little cutie kelisa.
I open up the scrap book and start reading.
What come to the eyes was....
Alice's Life.....
With my butterfly logo, and also with all the memories we've been through together drew out on the very page.
Can't help but I've broke the promise as I cried while reading the pages.
Tears of touched~
As I was flipping through the pages, more and more words came across my eyes.
The sketching of pics of mine, with my signature on it.
I couldn't ask for more.
Thanks for everything!
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Pizza Uno's Anniversary Dinner.
And, I'm so so full now!
Had Mc'Ds ice cream for opener. =p
Then, aglio olio spaghetti, fish steak.
Then, bread and butter pudding for dessert. huhu. ^^
Evryone was so hyper, even the manager also join us.
She open wine for the staff, the guys were all so happy and enjoy drinking like there's no tomorrow. Haha.
Not long after that, can see everyone's face red red already.
I tried one sip of each of the red and white wine.
Yuck!
Wonder why those people like to drink wine?