When emo song played...

I don't like how I feel now.
Clueless, helpless...

But..
I'll just wait, and wait, and wait, and wait...
Haih...

Where is my investigator's mind wtf?
T________T

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I recently love this song 远远 by Rynn Lim Yu Zhong

或许我不再出现,
Maybe when I don't appear anymore
爱才值得你怀念.
Only the love is worth to be miss by you
你也不想见,见了也不变,
You don't want to meet, there's no changes even when we meet
你痛苦转身的局面.
You turned and walked away heavily
或许我放的坚决,
Maybe I decided to let go for real
你才允许让回忆浮现.
You then let the memories to appear
是苦还是甜, 想起我的脸,
Bitter or sweet, When think about my face
希望不是眼泪的咸.
Hope its not the salty tears
我只好离你远远,
I can only stay from you far far
却已伤害你遍遍.
But still I hurt you all over
我不配,你的美,
I don't match, your pretty-ness
竟把你爱得狼狈.
But my love cause you feeling so miserable
可是我离你越远,
But as I leave you further
你越近靠在我眼前.
As you're nearer right in front of my eyes
已不见,你幸福爱我的脸.
It's gone, your happy face that love me
或许我放的坚决,
Maybe I decided to let go for real
你才允许让回忆浮现.
You then let the memories to appear
是苦还是甜,想起我的脸,
Bitter or sweet
希望不是眼泪的咸.
Hope its not the salty tears
我只好离你远远,
I can only stay from you far far
却已伤害你遍遍.
But still I hurt you all over
我不配,你的美,
I don't match, your pretty-ness
竟把你爱得狼狈.
But my love cause you feeling so miserable
可是我离你越远,
But as I leave you further
你越近靠在我眼前.
As you're nearer right in front of my eyes
已不见,你幸福爱我的脸.
It's gone, your happy face that love me
还欠你太多誓言我已没资格实践.
Still owe you alot of promises that I'm no longer can fulfill
为我紧紧贴着你的从前,
You that follow me closely last time
而现在的我 只好离你远远,
But I am now can only stay away from you far far
却已伤害你遍遍.
Still I hurt you all over
我不配,你的美,
I don't match, your pretty-ness
竟把你爱得狼狈.
But my love cause you feeling so miserable
可是我离你越远,
But as I leave you further
你越近靠在我眼前.
As you're nearer right in front of my eyes
已不见,你幸福爱我的脸.
It's gone, your happy face that love me
在远远,你幸福我会看见.
From far far, your happiness I will see.

This song is so emo and I've been playing it over and over again.

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I don't know who can I talk to.
I know, I said the same thing so many times.
Can you let me walk in to your heart?
Cause it's very cold outside here...
Very very cold...
Mini bolster, can I hug you tonight when I'm sleeping?.....