Smiling Pasta and my love. =)

After having trouble on playing the very calar DVD on my lappy(wondering how Ai Leng manage to watch those 2 sets of DVD til that level?), after all the trouble of ejecting the DVD for every approximately 8 minutes to wipe it with tissue, after all the time waiting for the 2 hours plus for youtube to load on just a 10 minutes show, at last, I finished watching the Smiling Pasta by Nicholas Teo and Cyndi Wang. Phew..

It is the sweetest drama that I've ever watched. *melts*

Everyone who knows me would have know that me definately is a extremely big fan of Nic. Extremely big!
Just can't seem to take my eyes of him whenever I see him (In TV or newspapers or magazine, or when I hear him in radio. That's only once during the autograft session I saw him in person, and I was hoping that the time will just froze there, for me to, you know? Just to stare at his charming smiley eyes, do make my day.)

This show makes me love him even more, and I just can't stop imagining him as my the other half. Muahaha =D
He acted as a super star in that show, which is so like him.
Soft and gentle, his charming cutie smiley eyes, the way he act cool in front of his girlfriend, Cyndi in the show, the way he care about her, the way he being so protective and will always appear in time to save the girlfriend from dangers. Basically, everything he did, whether in show, or in real life, I just love him so so much! He's simply just so so cute laaa.. Once again..

*Melts*

I was telling sis that how I wanted to have a boyfriend like him, how I will do everything just for him, how i'm going to love him, how I will always be there for him, how I wish my boy will be like him as in will not spoil me that much, how I wish my boy will be as protective as him, how I wish my boy will secure me like how he did, how I wish....

Yea yea.. That was just me imagining stuff again.

But, came to think about it.

No harm of me imagining all these right?

It could be happen to me one day, who knows?

Believe... And there's miracle!

By that time, I'll be the happiest lady in this whole entire world.

Drunken in the love river. That's just so so great to think about it.

No.. I wasn't lacking of love.
I am just waiting for my Prince Charming to come to me, and love me as much as I love him.
I want to cook pasta for him.
I'm gonna make him feel fortunate to have me as his other half and make him as a happiest man in the whole entire universe! Lol.
I will, I have faith in myself that I can. Whee~

Love really drive one's world around isn't it?

I always wanted this pretty piece of hers.

Did anyone tell you guys and girls that I'm a very professional day-dreamer? Ekeke =p

^Logging off^

Remembering Him Today.

I thought of bertaubat and so I went practicing my guitar.
Non stop for an hour plus or so, and now, 5 of my left hand fingers are all red and swell, pounding and aching. =/
I just don’t seem to press those chords correctly, out of tune. Sigh.
I should have practice more often instead of online and watch TV that often.

Auntie Sharon wants me to give tuition to his son, who will be going standard 1 next year.
I dropped by Big Bookshop to check out Bahasa Malaysia exercise books for that lil boy just before I head to my guitar class.
Came out from the bookshop, time seems too early for me to be there.
And so, I went to 99 Speedmart to get myself a bar of VAN HOUTEN chocolate with roasted almond in it.
RM 5.85, it is so much cheaper here. Hehe.
Then, I went to Guardian as well, to check out some facial stuff.

Off to guitar class.

Faisal was smoking his cigarette downstairs when I reached.
He asked me to go up first, but he himself followed at the back just when I step on the stairs.
The door was locked and Mark wasn’t at the counter.
I stare at him then he pressed the door bell.
One time, nobody came out.
Second time, third time, fourth…. Then, this electric guitar teacher came out to unlock the door for us, and both the teacher went talking when I went to the room and start tuning the guitar.

Faisal wants me do the scale thingy, I look at him shaking my head.
So sorry, I was so concentrate practice on the confusing chords changing and totally forgotten about the scale thingy. Darn.
He gave me an endurance test just now, which make me, went confuse and mix up everything, end up staring at him because I lost track with the tempo.
Look like, I really got to practice hard this week. Hmmm…

I’m feeling extremely sleepy after the dinner.
I put the headset around my neck and then I went to catch on my nap, on the table.
It was awhile when I woke up from the nap, I heard a song.
You’re not alone by Shayne Ward. Interesting… Of all time, I hear this song when I’m sleeping?

Then, I have this itchy feeling on both my foot.
Never really care about it, what I did was just keep scratching them until I can’t stand the itchiness and take a look on both my feet.
Place I scratched swell and so red as though it was burnt by fire.

Oh, noo…
Rashes are ‘back in action’!! Argh!
It’s been long that I get rashes, and I really really hate getting it.
It makes me feel so uncomfortable and keep scratching like a monkey. =(
Guess.. Staying up late every night does make my body defense become weaker, which lead to the rashes.

*Remembering him*
He won’t let me scratch when I get rashes. He will always rub and blow my hand gently until I stop complaining.

Fingers are still pounding and aching, but my feet are not so itchy cause I control myself from scratching.

I JUST MISS HIM SO MUCH!

Me feeling content.

Days were spent meaninglessly ever since the long break started.
Waking up at almost 12pm, online, lunch, online, dinner, TV, online, sleep at almost 4 am every morning.

But, today were a lil different.
Spent the whole afternoon reading book, doing house chores like doing laundries, hang clothes.

The book I’m currently reading is PS, I Love You by Cecelia Ahern.
It is a bitter-sweet story recommended by Jo dear, and of course I got the book from her. Thanks her! This book is really nice, and make me don’t want to stop reading it.
At least, I’m reading some book. Close enough with my initial holiday’s plan. Hehe. =p
Well, I do really enjoy reading after all.

Mom went out today, so I have to settle my own dinner.
Basically, just have dig out some food from the fridge and heat them up using the microwave oven.
There’s fish, tofu, sea cucumber, and then, I saw this!
My favorite, sambal petai!!!!
Yea yea, I know some of you are showing the face and thinking ‘yuck’, smelly.
But then, those fat, greenie thingy just look soooo tempting, you know?
They just taste so so yummy, seriously.
You guys out there should try petai one day. Lol.

Then, something welcome I back from work tonight.
It’s the moon cake! (Yea, I know Moon Cake festival was 5days, but who cares? I love moon cake. =)’’’
Super white lotus and Violet temptation from Tong Kee.
I’m the big fan of their moon cake.
They do really make yummy moon cake. =)

I feel so content today. (",)

Stupid customer.

After don't know how many times I click on the F5 button, since yesterday's night until just now, only I get to open the page. Wondering what's going on? Hmmm...

*At night*

I want to complain about the customer, Audrey!
Stupid idiot you!
Don't think that you have some blardy money with you, then you talk like some shit!
Dah la talk so soft until I couldn't hear you, then suddenly raised your voice for what?
Didn't I told you that your food will be deliver to you in 45 minutes to an hour time, you deaf or what?
Called and simply scolded me.
Hello! The time was only passed 40 minutes, don't sounds as though you waited for like an hour plus or so, I did jot down the time you called okay?
You think the restaurant is open only for you ka?
Complaint to the manager that I was being rude, blardy hell.
You're the one who don't bother listen to my explaination in the first place.

Spoiled my mood only.

My girlfriends.

Had lunch with Jo, Kim, Lynn, Sylvia at Subang Parade’s Pizza Hut in the afternoon. All of them will be going back to their uni after the break. Singapore, Germany, UK. They are all around the world.

It just feel so nice to have them around me, they brighten up my day. We talk about everything, about everyone. I became chubbier, Kim notice that. Yes, this is so so true! Most of my friends notice that too. Choc effects, I told them.

After lunch, Lynn going back with her boy boy. Kim going for badminton with her family, so she lefts with Sylvia. Me and Jo at first want to go Taipan’s Mc’d to have some chat, but end up we think that might as well we stay in Parade, easier.

So I tell her about everything, what happen recently, and all about yesterday.
I can’t help but to lead down tears in the middle of the conversation. Too many things happened, it just fell so warm having her to listen to me and always be there for me. Thanks Jo for being my company for this whole afternoon. I appreciate it, a lot a lot.

I will surely miss you girls always!

Jo dear.

Take me to you, God.

Today is just so not my day. Things are totally going hairwire.
It pissed me off to the max! I feel like cursing like there's nobody's business.
What is so wrong now?

It wasn't my fault! Not at all!
Why am I always the one to be blame when things happen?
Just because he's younger and he get to escape from all those shit he did?
WTF! Screw it man!

What's going on with the blardy snail connection?!
Stupid! Make us pay for this dumb connection, damn slow like... Forget it!
Can't do anything at all! My lappy is so lag now.. Grrrr..

It is so noisy at this place.
I just feel like having a break out of here, to run away from all the annoyance and look for the freedom out there.
I just can't bare it anymore!

I know.. If he's reading this post, he will be worry about whether am I doing okay?
I'm obviously not, I was whack by them.
I'm shivering, now. My hand was shacking, cramp.
My heart is aching. Am very disappointed.

Me not being understanding?

What's the point of me working part time for?
Save and avoiding going out?
Huh?

Why?
Why is this happening to me?

Can someone tell me why?

Sob sob sob ='(
My heart is dead.
I'm not longer belong to this place. No longer.
Take me to you, God.
I'm dead, today.

26th September 2007.

I Love Mooncake Festival!

It was raining out there.
What a day, Mooncake Festival ends with rainnie.

By the way, just came back from the BBQ session at Samantha's house.
Had lots fun with them.
3 months break, am so gonna miss them lots!

Fab says he can't see, so this pic went off a lil.

Grace, Jyin, Alice.

Everyone were busy talking.

Suddenly only this Jason appear from behind.

Kevin.

More pics to come after I got it from Fab, Jason, Kel.

We went walk walk with our tanglung, singing Mooncake Festival's song (the melody of Happy Birthday song, just change the lyrics a lil). Got few version somemore, 20 plus of us walking around the residential area, across the road to the field. Walk passed some mamak, everyone were looking at us. Haha.

Supposed to go to USJ11 to meet up with another gang of celebration.

But, too bad when I reached there, start raining pulak. Sigh.

Then, I was dumb enough to never put my gear to 'P', which make me can't start my car engine. =/

I came back without meeting up with them.

They want to go yum cha, I have to go back dy, sooo, never mind lo.. There's always next time.

Happy Mooncake Festival!!!

Say Goodbye To Year 1 Sem 1.

I'm currently multi-tasking.
Typing quotation for dad, but he's now the phone now, so here I am. Hehe.
Feeling extremely sleepy.
Have not take my nap nap ye... Oh wait, I did. For like 15 minutes before I went to guitar class. Yet, it is not enough. Hmmm..

Finals officially over!! *yay yay!
3 months long break here we have, quite long eh..

Pengajian Malaysia was the last paper.
Everyone was so not in the mood to study, unlike the previous papers, where they struggle til the very last minute.
I went in to the hall, sit down, open the paper.
(Take note : I went in with my Form Six half plus six knowledge)
As expected, I know nuts about the questions asking, crack my brain out of it with those crappy theories and histories and facts? =S

The exam supposed to ends at 11.30am, but, I came out at 10.30am.
Self declare merdeka! =p

This is what we did while waiting for the rest to came out from the exam hall.

Our very first pic! Jyin.

Peace. *v
Sweetie Sze Yen.

4 guys and 5 gals. ^^

Wrong mode la.. Lulu

The symbol of box? What's that?

Shy shy Kar Lim.

Left.

Front.

Right.

Having fun with the camera.

Turning Point.

I've never thought of getting anything,

From you, the person I've put my trust on,

You turn your back to me,

You ruined the only good thing in my life.

I'm sick with your pretending face,

You make me feel so miserable,

With everything you done,

I lost trust on you.

I see an U-turn in front,

I made a turn,

And it turn up to be,

A turning point, of my life.

I always thought that, I can forget about what you've done to me.

But, I was wrong. I just couldn't find a way to forget all these 'dirty footprint' that you left in my memories.

In a way back, I've put on a pretending face too when facing you.

I hate this!

This is so not me! Sooo not the Alice!

Anyway, I should thank you too.

I've become more mature, because of you.

I've got a bunch of dear friends who stand by me, because of you.

I've got him who care about me more than you do!

It is all because of you that, I'm now happy with what I have.

I'm proud of myself, at least I do treasure my friendship with every of my friends, and love them than betray them!

I really really love this!

Chocolates brighthen my day! =)

I am who I am!

Stay if you love me!

Leave if you hate me!

Piggy Day.

Today have been a piggy day for me.

I slept at 3 something in the morning, and woke up at 10 something.

Thought of revising Pengajian Malaysia after breakfast.

The tv set was very near to me, I end up watching Tom and Jerry. Hehe! (So long never watch already, missing those time when I was young.)

After tv, I don't know how? But somehow, I felt asleep.

From about 11.30am til 1pm. When siblings were making noise there, only I woke up. Haha.

I had fried chicken for lunch from ss14. *nyam nyam =)''

After lunch, at last start with revision.

At the same time, my eyes getting smaller and smaller and I felt asleep, again, on the table. =/

Another half an hour gone...

Then, have to get ready for work.

Guess who I saw in Pizza Uno?

I was doing my work, then customers came in, I say "Hi.. Goood....".

I look at the customer who I was greeting, very familiar, what's her name a?

She smile to me, she can recognise me as a formal Seafield'ian, I guess.

Ohh! By the way, she's Pn. Chong.

Pai seh. It took me a while to recall her. =p

The manager went back very early tonight, before 9.30pm.

After she left, everyone starts partaay. =)

Jideh belanja me kuih lapis.
Mokthar belanja one-one and roti jalar.
Zarni belanja me milk.
Jem belanja me 3 pieces of garlic bread.
Huhu. ^^ Full full. Dinner settled.

Life can be really simple as how you want it to be.

Enjoy and have fun!

The speed was sooo slow til I fed up and give up!

I wan to fly!

Fly up high!

To the heaven.

Mc'ds for lunch.

Me and bro had Mc'ds for lunch.
I was too bored.
Took some random pics with him.
Its been long since I last took a pic with him. Hehe.

Alright, revision time.

Bye.

UNIVERSITY MALAYA's 7th Tanglung Festival.

UM tanglung festival was fun!

Tanglung street.

Me with the 3 displays at the entrance.

Poser as usual.

Nic! Syok sendiri.

Tanglung tower

Jyin,Susan, Grace posing at the entrance of the exhibiton hall.

Susan and Alice back to The Three Kingdoms.

Guan Yu

I see 3 lines =.="' on the cameraman's forehead. =p

I like this!

This is nice!

I feel like climbing up.

Take a break, have a group pic. =O

Jason and Mei Yan, DJs from MY FM.

Thirsty thirsty.

President and Jason.

President and Mei Yan.

The talk was worth going, we learn lotsa things.

Overall, there's still a long way to go.

Today was FUN!

*Update soon*

Broadcasting 1 is..

Today is BROADCASTING 1.
It wasn't that difficult actualy, but...
I should have take SPINNING GASING instead of THE 3C's. =/
I'm so dumb enough to this. Ish ish.

After exam, went to Bangsar to to have lunch.
11 of us, went to some mamak, don't know what's the name though. Hehe.
Mohan and few of them meet Craig Fong over there.
They ask for his autograph, took pic with him. He even gave them his name card! With contact number and email. So nice~
I had nasi goreng. Huhu^^

After lunch, me, Gracie, Jyin went to One-U.
There's a mooncake promotion there.
Mooncake festival is around the corner. *Yay yay!!
I want to eat mooncake and light candles and bring tanglung go walk walk!
Samantha having BBQ at home on Tuesday.
Oh yes!!
Partay time!

Tomorrow's going UM for the tanglung festival. Will be meeting up with Cheryl. =)
Got DJ's talk too.
Can't wait for that.
Lalalala.

HAPPY 20th TO ANNA!!!

I LOVE YOU~ =)

Endless chain.

I guess.. There's a lot a lot of things I want to know, but I just couldn't get the answers?

I want to know:
How can one tell someone that they love them so much, and say that they love them no more the next day?
How can one pretending to be nice to someone, and back-stab them when they turn over?
How can one get attracted by someone, and pretend like there's nothing when they are with them?
How can one not loyal to the someone they love?
How can one hurt the someone they love?

Why is one telling someone that they love them, when they are just pretending?
Why is one break out with someone, and act as though it's all someones fault?
Why is one so childish, and so stupid things just to get people's attention?
Why is one doing nothing, but get credits at the end of the day?
Why is one choose to lie, and never tell the truth?

There's too many unsolved questions in this world.
Too much of what, who, whose, why, when, which, where, how.
I have a lot of question marks in my mind.
I'm always wondering stuffs, which lead to the insomnia.
There's never be a day that I stop wondering, stop thinking, stop cracking my brainie for answers.
It's all an endless chain.

Another sleepless night to go~

I was killed by my Japanese exam. x.x

Japanese exam was so screwed up!!
Listening test was killing me!
Dah la the hall was so freezing cold, then the narrator talk so fast and I can't get those Japanese words at all. That's it man! Give back all the marks to sensei.
Worst than MUET's listening test. Gosh! =/

Lunch went to Sri Murni, all of us ate nga poh lou xu fan. Haha.
Out of curiousity, we asked the boss whether he's a Chinese or Malay?
Then, he told us, "I'm Malaysian." =.="
Susan san straight away speechless. Haha.

I read the mail.
Kinda worry about you.
Take care alright?

My dear Da Ge.

Da ge just called me.
He's going back to UK.
Sob sob ='(
So gonna miss him!!

Alright, will be sitting for Japanese exam later.
Gambate kudasai!
Aza aza fighthing!

*Hopfully can get some aura from da ge's call just now. Hehe.*

Oyasumi~

I'm stuck!!

I'm stuck in Chapter 7!!!!

It's been 3 days. 3 days!
Darn.. Can't seems to proceed from there, can't seems to remember what I've studied.
Japanese exam is in this Saturday, and I'm stuck here.
Mamamee!!!!

How to write a

RECOMMENDATION LETTER?!

Have to send the draft to Ms. Mai like before tomorrow's evening. =/
I have no idea what should I write in the letter la...
Anyone can teach me what to write?

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Earlier, I went to the farewell dinner for Khai Yang.
He will be leaving to UK for tomorrow. Another friend fly away. =/
We makan in SS15. Ate crabies.. Haha.
Guess what?
I sapu most of the crabbies.
Talking about our recent life and back to the past, about all the stupid things we did during high school time.
It's been half a year since we last gather, and will be meeting up in another 6 months time when Khai Yang back for holiday.
Next destination : Telok Gong!!
Khai Yang will be the one pay for the dinner by then. Lol.
After dinner, we went walk walk in Subang Parade, to teman Loo Peng shop for clothes in the same time.
We went for TOYS "R" US, stayed inside and played with dolls like some small kids. Haha. Then, we left there only when people closing shop.
I had Mc'Ds sundae choco on the way back. *Whee~ =)

I feel extremely sleepy now, but too full to sleep.
Need to wait for my stomach to finish digesting all the food first.

I'm still struggling with the letter. Argh!


-1.30am-

I finish typing the letter already!! *Yay yay!
Just have to hand it to Ms Mai, wait for her to check through.
Then, send it to ASTRO,wait for their reply. Huhu ^^
Hopefully, I can get in la..