Bullshit

Yesterday was a Friday.

Yesterday was the last day for Y2S2.

Yesterday was super duper jam all the way from Digital Mall to SS2 and also Section 13 wtf, around 2pm.



Want to know why is that place so jam?

I think some of you may have already figure out more or less the reason that cause the jam.

Its a Friday, so yea, double park along the roadside isn't big deal near the mosque.



I'm not trying to create some issue here wtf. (Note: Just incase I get myself into trouble by saying that, I'm not trying to be racist. Bwek.)

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, WHY ON EARTH THEY DON'T GET SUMMONS WHEN THEY PARK OR DOUBLE PARK THEIR CARS ALONG THE DAMN MAIN ROAD AND CAUSE MASSIVE TRAFFIC JAM? WHILE WE UTAR STUDENTS GET SUMMONS WHEN WE PARK ALONG THE ROADSIDE WHICH DON'T REALLY CAUSE ANY JAM?

I think everyone can see that clearly that our Police Diraja who with Tegas, Adil, Berhemah as their slogan are good for nothing.

Like Nothing?

Can't they work harder on serious cases than issue summons everyday to the poor students?

Why don't they issue summon for those who block the main road every Friday?

Alright, I know the reason is damn obvious, but WTH, I thought Polis Diraja goes by Tegas, Adil, Berhemah?

Pyramid Jusco Day.

The day has come after the long wait since One Utama Jusco Day.
Finally, its Pyramid Jusco Day.
Hohoho!
To welcome this day, I've already registered myself a J Card yesterday heh.

Me, sis and the bf reached there around 10.45am.
By then, a lot of people finish shopping and heading home.
After settled my car at CP6, off we go joining the crowd.

The crowd was not as powerful as One Utama Jusco Day, at least I still can breathe properly wtf.
My mission was to get some shirts for dad and get myself some tops and bottom.
After spending ages on the male department, I got dad 1 tee and 4 shirts, which 2 of them were too huge for dad after he tried on later. ><

Sis was rushing to work, so she left those lingerie she took for me.
Being the auntie me, I wanted to accumulate everything then only I settle the bill one shot, and so I carried the lingerie walking around wtf.
No trolley and basket as aunties sapu all lol.
But, it seemed like I have no luck on lingerie or clothes.
So, move on to branded handbags area, trying my luck there.
Then, we saw there's this Polo handbag, original price was RM109, after 50% discount was RM55.
I actually wanted to get one Polo handbag for some time.
But, I couldn't decide whether to get it or not?
Then, the bf said quite worth it wtf.
I tried on, put back, few minutes later, went back to the place and take wtf cause too kiasu, what if later I want then no more how?
I carried the handbag walking around to look for other stuff as though I've paid for it lol.

Just went we were passing by the bags, a pink colour guy shouting with his 'speaker' (I don't know what you call that.) that 'ITS HAPPY HOUR! 80% discount for all bags.
You know, I waited for this hour so long cause I missed the one at One Utama.
Of course, I straight away throw my stuff to the bf and squeeze myself in those crazy aunties crowd with sis lingerie still in my hand wtf.
Managed to grab a bag for mom, but wtf it was the 70% item.
So, I went back to the crazy aunties crowd again, and hohoho, I got myself a black Benedetti Polo bags.
Mom joined the crowd later and she managed to another 2 bags wtf.
The bf managed to take some pics while waiting for me lol.

Anyway, did I mention that, mom paid for my black Polo bag while the bf sponsored RM30 for my white Polo handbag.
Huhu.
So syok.
Wtf.
Byebye.

Natio oh Natio.

Eversince a classmate presented on the topic WHY WE SHOULD STOP BUYING ANIMAL TESTED COSMETICS, I start checking on all my cosmetics and skincare wtf.
Not every brand is listed online though.

And so, I need to get a new set of skincare products eventhough I have 2 sets of Laneige skincare samples that can last me probably 1-2 months, cause they are without cleanser.
I was considering between Shiseido and Skinfood.
Shiseido cause their packaging white white colour very nice and their products are suitable for Asian skin.
Skinfood cause many been telling that their skincare products very nice.

The problem now is, after googling, I found out that Shiseido is a animal tested brand from here.
As for Skinfood, Mandy told me that many Korean brand do test on animals.
Another option was Z.A (A lower range company from Shiseido wtf.)
I was in dilemma.

*****
Went to Sasa with Cheryl to check on price for Z.A.
The promoter then recommend us the brand, Natio from Australia.
The brand is under promotion now.
My set of skincare only cost RM86, but if that promoter said purchase more than RM98 then can get a set of free gift.
Being the auntie me, of course la I want the free gift wtf.
So I bought their body scrub at RM37, which highly recommended by the promoter.
All together I spent RM123. O.o
I searched online again for the brand and its free from animal testing .
Hehe so yay for me.

Silver pouch that comes along with the skincare. The pounch that comes along with free gift. Heh. Jeng Jeng Jeng!
Cleanser, tonner, moisturising cream, body shampoo, lip treatment,
MASCARA!
(I got 3 mascaras now, 1 year plus no need to buy mascara dy lol)
Body scrub huhu.^^

Lonely, I'm so lonely...
WTFWTFWTF.
That's what happen when you have to share your bf with his second, third, forth love.

******
I think my A for Public Speaking no more dy. ><

No news from job application yet.

I don't know what am I typing.

I think I'll just go watch some show.

Shopping?

Yesterday morning Alice, Grace, Ying reached Sg. Wang at 10 ish for some mascara exchange thingy in Sasa, cause they are kiasu like that wtf.
Alice got herself 3 things.

Item 1: Kiss Me Heroine Make Volume + Curl Mascara
Price: F.O.C
Story: So they reached Sasa very early. 10 ish. They went in and asked if they can register their name first, which the promoter said cannot have to wait for 12. They went walking around the very quiet mall cause not all shops open that time. They were very hungry that time but Teppanyaki still preparing to open shop. They then went to some random Japanese cosmetic shop and Alice, Grace asked Ying to try the mascaras there as she didn't make up. Those mascaras sucks. Lol. That's the conclusion. Then, they decided to hang around Watson and play with mascaras, eyeshadow over there, but by the time they finish playing, it was only 11am. Alice suggested to go Sasa next door and continue playing with cosmetics. She tried Kiss Me Heroine Make Volume + Curl Mascara and Long + Curl Mascara. Both also nice. Grace asked the promoter whether can start changing at 11 ish as there were a bunch of guys holding mascaras came in and got to exchange. The promoter still insist have to wait until 12pm. Grace was thinking, okay nevermind, maybe those guys know someone from Sasa. By the time it was 11.30am, they can see so many people filling form and collecting mascara. Grace patiently asked the promoter one more time, she still insist they can only start at 12pm. WTFBBQ. They straight away approach some girls who were filling form and asked them. Those girls don't dare to tell them that they were filling the registration form wtf. Lagi kiasu than them. After they found out the truth, Grace stormed to the counter and asked that girl whether they can start collecting the mascara cause she said they only can register at 12pm. 3 of them were staring at her with our charcoal black face. She said oh ya, fill in the form please. -__________-
Seriously, promoters in Sg Wang Sasa got attitude problems. The supervisor also one kind wtf. Black list by us dy. Oh well, at least they managed to get the mascara.

Item 2: Nose Heels
Price: RM27.95
Story: Ying wanted to looked for some black heels she saw in Mid Valley. Alice sat down only cause she didn't plan to spend money on heels as she just bought one pair recently. Out of nowhere Grace holding one pair of heels and walked to Alice, asked her to try on the heels cause the pair of heels is cheap and nice and its from Nose wtf. So yea, after much persuasion by Grace and Ying, Alice bought this pair of heels as CNY heels wtf.

Item 3: Some random brand so called blazer/kot
Price: RM25
Story: Grace and Ying were looking for dresses while Alice walking around randomly. Then, Grace saw this particular blazer/kot and show it to Alice. Alice wanted to get a blazer/kot since long time ago. Despite the size look a little bigger, she grab it. Oh well, its not that bad after all for a RM25 blazer/kot.

*****
So now, minus 3 items from my shopping list.
The latest shopping list will be:
- Skin care products

- Black shoes
- CNY clothing

- Handbag
- Facial Scrub
- Formal wear
- External hard disk

Please let me get some job soon.
I need more money to do CNY shopping.

UTAR Kampar.

Woke up 4 ish in the morning yesterday and went to UTAR Kampar with the family to look for sis accomodation in Kampar.

First thing first I reached Kampar campus, I was amazed by the super nice environment, the campus life that I wanted all these while.
But but but, I know I will never get to study in this campus wtf so sad.
T__________T
The security guards also 10 times nicer than those in PJ campus.
Basically staff in Kampar are quite friendly and nice, unlike those in PJ wtf.

Went to the toilet in Block A, near the Admin.
Much nicer than those in PJ wtf. (Yea yea, I'm comparing PJ and Kampar, which everything in Kampar is much nicer than in PJ.)

Walking out from Block A.

Heaven of car park.
RM260/year, I think.
Damn cheap!
PJ charge RM90/month wtf.
Can you see the difference, you tell me.


Side of Block A.


Entrance of Block A.

Bicycles are everywhere in the campus.


Right side in cafeteria facing the lake.

Bike parking.


The lake that seperating campus and hostel.


So nice. *big wet eyes*


Those houses are hostels.
Rental so damn cheap also with table, closet, bed provided.
Students get to send their laudries to the dobi in the hostel for free, limited to 7 kg per week though.
Van will send you to dinner for free.
UTAR bus drop you right in front of your house.
So nice right?

Seriously, I wish I get to study in UTAR Kampar than UTAR PJ.
><

Fire burning in me.

I'm very very angry and emo and feel like crying now.
Stupid UTAR!
What is wrong with them for releasing the timetable so late that I missed Monsoon Cup this year.
Final is 9 days after the event wtf.
The deadline was just now.
I missed by just that few hours.
Heart broken dy.
My people, sea breeze, 1k all gone.
T___________T

Believe... And there's miracle.
Someone told me that before.
You know what?
I'm hoping that, some girl pull out from the job and I can take over wtf can get to enjoy sea breeze.
Oh well, no harm dreaming right?

Hopefully can get the PC fair job now.
My only hope.
Yes, I'm that desperate now.
People, please recommend some job for me.
Thanks!

Wtf.
UTAR sucks!
Screw UTAR!

Freeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

Like finally, all Public Speaking presentations are done!
Today was the las presentation, Demonstrative Speech.
We didn't really practice but it turned to be not that bad, according to Mr. Kuru.

Before the presentation, he gave back our midterm paper, surprisingly I managed to get 20/25 which I'm happy with it.
Hehe.

Ohhh so this time my group's topic is SIMPLE TOOLS, EASY LIFE.
We make it like some kinda live show wtf.
Managed to get lab coats from foundation juniors and with specs, we looked like so proffesional.
But before we started our presentation, Celine, PeiTing they all were saying Jyin looked like real doctor, Susan looked like psyco doctor, Ying looked like psycho flasher, while I looked small kid curi adult lab coat to wear.
=___________=
Very creative classmates I have.

Alright, since a picture tells a thousand words, there you go.

Nerdy Smarties' dance wtf.

Smartie Jyin explaning interesting uses of hairdryer.


Ying teaching us how to wash alcohol stained top with milk.


Susan demonstracting how to fold paper hat.


Me die die try to brush away melted fabric stain with toothpaste and tooth brush wtf.

The end.


Nerdy Smarties with our beloved Mr. Kuru.


Once in a life time we look a lil like doctor, so its a must to camwhore.

Or unless we are actress in the future, to act as a doctor in a show wtf.

Still tak puas want to take more.


Drama Jeng Jeng Jeng!


With Grace Han the bar tender.
(Note: Miss Han, do you want to give me any credit for the vest or not? Hahaha wtf.)

End with self potrait bwek =p

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After our group, there was mocktails and diet meal demo.
We mixed our own mocktails with the left over, sabor the diet meal straight after the presentation until Mr Kuru looked at us sweating there.
He haven't give his comment on that group wtf.
All of us were too hungry and rush to the food and sabor all finish lol.
This is what happened when you're stuck in a class where almost 90% of the population are girls.
Hahahahah.

Omg, I cannot imagine after tomorrow, this short sem is consider over for me.
What should I do with my free time?
A point to ponder.
Hmmmm...

Missing.

Kat and Rach messaged me asked if I'm going to Monsoon Cup this year.
Sigh.
It seems like all of us cannot make it for this year.
The local uni gang all graduated and working now, UTAR gang all cannot confirm attendance by deadline and hence missed the event too.
Boohoohoo!
I miss my darlings.
T__________T

A couple of things happened today that make me change my perception and my view to certain people.

And.
Some Subang drivers are seriously brainless, especially those so call adults.
Never follow rules on the road and they still pointing fingers warning you or honk you for blocking them to break the rules.
Just because I have 'P' stickers sticking on my mirrors doesn't mean I'm a P driver wtf.
For the first time in my 3 years of driving, I pointed my middle finger up to an auntie who scold me in her car just cause I stopped with my signal on wtf.
Enough.
Patient reached its limit.
Very pissed today.
Stupid stupid stupid.
RAWR!

Hentam!

Seriously UTAR office is good for nothing.
Am so pissed after I went to the office to ask for the exam schedule.
Everything also don't know.
By right the timetable should out by now.
Screw them, now I can't confirm my attendance to the Monsoon Cup 08.
My 1k also fly away dy.
Uuughhhh!!!
I damn tak puas!
There's another PC fair job offer also I can't confirm cause of the lousy arrangement.
Wtfwtfwtf!
UTAR please release the exam schedule soon.
-_____________-

*******
Ohh, my paycheque is out tomorrow.
Wtf at least some good news to brighten up my day.

Ohmmmnnn~~
Bad luck please go away!
Shoo shoo shoooooo!!!!

Mascaras.

I found this Miin Mascara in Sasa today.

Don't know when they start selling this brand also.

Tried it.

Seems ok.

The effect even better than Dejavu Fiberwig.

Volumize at the same time hold curl and can be remove easily.

Am considering add it to my shopping list.

RM59.90.

Hmmm...

Above is CANMAKE Curling Jet Mascara.
Got good review about it and its not that expensive I think.
Maybe I should go Sasa and try it first see whether its as good and can be remove easily or not?
Very takut with mascara that can't be remove easily.
Am a mascara freak but very takut those mascara that will make my eye lashes getting lesser and lesser.
I tried Majorlica Majorca today too (lol. I walked around with one eye with mascara one eye without mascara until I reached Sasa) and the removing process was a disaster.

Anyone got nice mascara can recommend or not?
Sorry..

No Maybeline (It doesn't dry easily), No Loreal (Bad review from Manday and Grace), No Fasio and Majorlica Majorca (Super Duper hard to remove), No ZA (my eyes swell up after I used), No Dejavu Fiberwig (Not as good in volumize)

Other that these brands, you can tell me any other brand that you think its good.

Better Not Clash Together.

*Ding Ding Ding Ding Ding*

This afternoon, when I was pathetically having my so call lunch, which is few biscuits and a cup of oatmeal, I received a call.
Guess who called me?
The People Dynamic!
Why?
Asked me if I'm interested to join them for the Monsoon Cup 2008.
OMG OMG OMG!
Of course I want!
But but but, there's this one thing.
I'm not sure whether the schedule with clash with the one and only final exam.

I really really really want to go to the Monsoon Cup 08.
I miss the sea breeze, the chillax moment at the dock, and at the end of the race my payment!
What?!
I'm broke.
T_________T
I need more cash.
Please the final exam is not on the 8th December.
If not I shall officially declare my hatred to this Multimedia Design & Application wtf.
Cause this is the only paper that I have to sit for this sem.
The tutor is not replying my message about the date for final.
The UTAR management is still taking their own sweet time in posting the timetable up.
Nobody that I can actually refer to about the date.
I have to confirm my attendance latest by Monday.
HOW HOW HOW?

RAWR!

I can only dream.

Unless there's miracle.

I still remember this quote, Believe... and there's MIRACLE!
Is that so?
By just believing, and every impossible will turn to become possible?
I need surprises.
To sparkle up my life.

Too numb to cry.
I know I've grow stronger in the journey of searching myself.

Thanks to Nicholas' drama.
Never fail to make me laugh.

Goodnight world.

Is that what you call stress?

Dad nagged a little over the dining table that I've been eating quite little recently.
He was asking me whether I'm below 40 kg.
I wonder what's his reaction when he find out that my weight is dropping ever since I don't know when.
I find myself been eating a lot of junkies though.
Can't help.

On another random note, please everyone, do not use Sunsilk hairfall control shampoo, the one with gold colour with soya and ginseng extract.
Haiya I forgotten what's inside, but please don't use the hairfall control shampoo from Sunsilk.
My hair dop like cancer patient after I used it.
Drop even more than before I start using.
Like wtf, my hair not as thick, in fact its super thin.
I think if I were to continue using it, sooner or later I'll become botak.
=____________=

Anyway, I finish reading Where Rainbows End.
Omg, I cannot imagine if I have to wait for my true love til I'm 50 when he's been around me since I'm 5.
Sometimes fate just can't stop meddling...
I have no book to read til Jasmine bring another one on Monday.
Can't wait til Monday.
But I think by that time I have to study for the mid term of Multimedia Design and Application and also start doing my assignment.
Hmmmm...

And and and, I just started watching Nicholas Teo's new drama- Invincible Shan Bao Mei.
He's cute as usual, but he's kinda mean and garang in the show. ><
Okay, am gonna continue watching the show.

Toddles.

Emo Queen.

Am currently reading Cecelia Ahern's Where Rainbows End.

I am feeling emo, and I'm not gonna hide it.
Maybe its cause of the story.
Maybe its cause of some blogs that I've read.

I don't know.
I've always wanted a best friend.
What I mean is, a best friend that treat me as his/her one and only best friend.
I have few close friends I know.
But, they have their own close friends too.
They can't be possibly cater all their time for me.
I know that pretty well.
That's the fact.

I know my first impression to most of you is always negative.
I don't know why.
Maybe I'm too noisy.
Maybe I'm always over-react in some minor stuff.
And I always will leave that to time to do its job.
For everyone to mix with me for a longer just to realize I'm not the one when you first set an eye on me.
Its either you like me or you dislike me, nothing in between.

I realize my social circle is getting smaller.
I think a lot of people think that, when I have a bf, I don't need my friends.
I have bimbos telling me that I neglected my friends.
Do I really neglected them?
I don't know how people see it that way.
Apart from not sitting with them during lecture, I still think I'm with them most of the time, in person and soul and mind.
I'm never that kinda of person who please everyone, but, I find myself pleasing people nowadays.
Its not even making my life easier or whatsoever.
People still take me for granted.
I'm always the one who people come when they face problems, and the one who being forgotten when there's something good.
I guess, life is never easy.
I'm sucks in this game, or maybe I should just quit the game and be myself.
Who cares about those who take me for granted?

I hate to see that, a friend who using another friend get all the compliments, just cause that person knows how to please everyone and playing the game well.
There's still alot for me to learn.

Who want to be my best friend?

Snakes Dream.

I dreamt about snakes for 2-3 times in 1 week time, and it bother me in a way.
My snakes dream usually revolve different types of snakes in different colours and sizes.

I remember the first dream was when I was walking down from the stairs in dark.
I suddenly felt something 'flew' in from the door crack and I heard some hissing sound.
I turned on the light.
To my horror, I saw alot of different types of snakes, but mostly cobras and those snakes that vibrate their tails whenever they move (I don't know what you call that).
I screamed and screamed and screamed til my whole family came down and saw so many snakes.
Then, I don't know why those snaked seemed to be killed by my dad easily.
When I looked out from the door crack after that, I saw some kids laughing and ran away.
Wtf.
Why the kids so bad want to scare me like that la? =S

Another snakes dream that just happened during my evening nap.
I was in some living room (not own house) with family when suddenly alot of snakes crawling in to living room from the kitchen.
I saw a smaller version of python crawling up to sis bag.
Then, suddenly those tiny green snakes started jumping up to the chairs and furniture and on me wtf.
So scary la I almost cry cause one of them bit my finger when I was getting rid of them.
T________T
Anyway, I din get killed.
I ran out from the house, feeling traumatized.
A helicopter appeared from the sky out of nowhere.
The pilot told me something, but I couldn't really remember dy.

Jumping to another frame of dream, snakes also. =S
Someone keep some horse in a room with bed.
I went to visit with friends and sis.
Then we were nagging the person to not keep the horse in the room and help to tidy up the bed.
Those snakes appear again wtf.
All of us jumped on the bed and screaming but the snakes couldn't reach us.
But, the poor horse. I forgotten what happened to that horse, I think kena kacau by the snakes.
After that....
The end wtf.

Cause dad woke me up for dinner.

Oh God,
Please don't let me dream about snakes anymore.
I want to have proper sleep, not sleeping in fear.
I is very scared.
Sob sob. ='(

Header wheee~~~

I've finally done with my persuasive speech.
It wasn't as smooth and as good as I was expected.
My speech was over by 30-40 seconds, which I think it makes me lost 6 marks.
=(
My ending sucks!
I didn't get to present the whole ending and I had to end my speech rather abruptly.
Sigh.

Anyway, its over now.
I shall not think about it anymore.

Ohh ohh ohh...
Anyone realize that I've change my header?
Hehehe.
Tutor said he likes this header of mine when I modify a picture he gave the other day during class.
He said he will pay me RM0.20 and belanja me ice kosong if I sell him the picture.
=______________=

Tell me tell me tell me my header is nice laaa...
Bwek =p

Wtf.
I is feeling bored.
Dot dot dot.....

It's been so long since we last talked about the past.
The first time he msn me, what we chated in the first msn session, how I always wait for him to come online and for the taskbar blinking the name of evilsifu and many many more.
Its all these histories that contribute to our love story.
*melts*

I Feel LOVED.

While I was happily checking my mail and thinking how to arrange my points for the persuasive speech, I saw the reply from Mr Kuru regarding my topic.

Hi! Your topic seems ok but the points that you have provided are rather weak. You may want to look at some other points specially the one on job discrimination.
Regards and good luck.
Mr Kuru

O.o
How now how?
I'm supposed to due the speech outline and present the speech on Wednesday.
I is feeling so stress and stress and stress!
I don't know how I want to present as the video I downloaded was quite low quality and so far I cannot find any replacement for that.
T______________T

*********

Wheee!!!~~
I IS SO HAPPY NOW!

My problem consider solved!
A billion thanks to Dear, Cheryl, Kim, Lynn!
I'm so excited now and I just knocked my hand to the door frame.
*Ouch*

I LOVE YOU, YOU AND YOU!
*hearts*

My Multimedia Design and Application Tutor Sucks!

I'm sure many of you know about it, but I haven really talk about him yet.
He is the MOST LAZIEST tutor in my whole entire UTAR life wtf.
Okay, I know I'm only a Y2S2 student, but I think nobody can compare his lazinesss.
If there's an award on THE MOST LAZIEST TUTOR IN UTAR, he sure will be the person who receive the award.
No doubt at all.

How the hell he get the tutor job also I don't know.
I guess, its the usual sucky UTAR management, too desperate for tutor til they just take whoever who applied for the job.
Sigh.

I don't know why am I attending the class when most of the time he just ask to google up the info.
Even when he's teaching now, we understand zero but copy paste some of the Java script.
=_________=
RAWR!

8 bulan wtf.

We are officially 8 month-old!

*****
The bf found this website.
And he's happily flirting with the robot Alice instead of teman the real gf Alice.
Dam backside.
Ish ish.

******

And no, we didn't celebrate or do anything.
To anyone who think I'm a very clingy gf,
PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU EVEN SAY THAT TO ME.

We hardly go out, usually we go out only during friends' birthday celebration.
Besides that, the only time we see each other is when we are in uni, that also during lecture class and we don't have lunch together.
For this sem, one week we will only be seeing each other twice.
Is that what you call Alice is Nigel's very clingy gf?

HECK?!
I don't understand why people never see the whole picture before they conclude the story.
I shall just assume people say that out of jealousy and bimbo-ness.
Go get yourself a partner then and don't say anything if you don't know what is the right thing to say.
That would do me a favour.
Thankqiu.