Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Rawks!!

Congrates to KY and KJ!
Get into the final of the song composing competition! =)
All of us will go and support you guys! Hehe.
Broadcasting rawks!
KY rawks!
KJ rawks!

Tomorrow got 2 presentations. Broadcasting and Communicative English.
Feel so not well prepare and yet like got nothing to talk about.
Hmmm.. Have to wear formal attire.
I'm lack of formal clothes. =/
Argh! Need to go shopping already.

Okay. Ah Ming is so naughty.
Always give me naughty idea.
No. Not for this this time, dude.

Am going to PC fair this Saturday.
Need to get a printer from there.
Anyone interested? ^^


Monday, July 30, 2007

Phone calls and smses.


Phone calls and smses flow in non stop today.
From Singapore, Sarawak, Bandar Sri Damansara, Subang Jaya.
Til just now.
I'm so touched! =')

Today's presentation discussion was fun.
Eventhough we did nothing much, but I enjoyed it lots!
Doing things that we love to do.
Sing song, listening music, watching Detective Conan(trying to analyse the show but I failed to =p).
KY taught me one song with keyboard. Song for Grade 1. Haha.

Kim and Jo,
Really glad to hear from you girls!
Though it is just a short conversation we had, but seriously, it meant alot to me.
And sorry that you girls have tp call me for like so many times only I pick the call.



Sunday, July 29, 2007

I love ya'll!!


I talked to Jo.
I talked to Vind.
I talked to Ming.
I feel much.. Better.
They make me feel the friendship.
By always be there for me when I'm in need.

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I went to Subang Parade today.
Suppose to send my Nike shoe to the repair shop but end up didn't la.
And so, I went to look for Ming in Carrefour.
Learn lotsa facts of life from him.
And we talk alot as thou there's no tomorrow.
Really had fun crapping with him.
We were thinking to have reunion once in a month.
Hmmm.. Wonder if this works?


Just receive message from Vind.
Even when he's so far away, but he never fail to give me advice and support when I'm really running low of spirit.
Always make sure that nobody bully me.
And all the caring and concern parts.

He's the best kor I've ever had.
Love him lots!
And I miss him too.

Kim and Jo.
The best jimui I've ever had.
They are now in Singapore.
Thank God!
The canggih technology keep us in touch.
Can't imagine life without both of them.
Who understand me more than anyone.
Who listen to all my nonsence eventhou they have lotsa lotsa things to do.
Love you gals!
Am counting the days to September.


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Will be going to KY's house tomorrow.
For Communicative English presentation's discussion.
Hoping that we will come out with something fun and creactive.
Hope to see KY play his piano and keyboard. ^^
And, I'm bringing my guitar for him to tune.



Am starting my guitar class. Next month.



P/s : Vind, thanks for letting me know that I'm a great person and you do appreciate me lots!




You torn my heart.


I didn't know.
I was a burden for you.

If I know this will happen since the very beginning, I wouldn't have treat you as the No 1 friend in the gang.

I was still thinking to save the friendship.
I tried approach you since you are kinda emo lately.
But, you were being so cold.
I don't know what to do anymore.

I care bout you so much.
I didn't want the friendship to end that way.
I told myself before, not to let any friendship to end in a stupid way.
Try to save it, no matter what.

Now, I don't think so that I have any choice.
You had make up your mind.
I respect your decision.

You promised me that you won't leave me.
You promised that you will accompany me when I'm pms.
You promised that you will help me to find the way to heaven.
Now.
It's all turn to be lies but not promises.
No longer.

I trusted you so much.
but,
You torn my heart.
The friendship is dead. For real.
After 2 weeks of strugggling..

I won't do anything anymore if this is the way you choose to be.


Saturday, July 28, 2007

I'm sorry.


I want to..
But, I just can't.

After an outing with him,
I think.
I know what I want.
Maybe, its not fair for him.
Maybe, I shouldn't make up my mind. That soon.
Sorry that I have to be unfair to you, boy.

I'm lost. Really really lost.
I miss Kim and Jo.
All my friends who's in overseas, outstation.
I miss them. Very very much.
Sob sob. ='(
I want to talk to them now.

Harry Potter 5 wasn't that bad after all.

Friday, July 27, 2007

A chance.


Listening to Jazz music played in Light and Easy.
I was driving on the road. Alone.
I wind down the windows and let the breeze of air wash away the emptiness of my soul.
I feel much better.

He ask me out for movie.
I accept his invitation.
I'm going out with him tomorrow.

Giving him a chance.
Giving myself a chance.
Giving you a chance.
Giving everyone a chance.

~Tomorrow will be a better day......

Thursday, July 26, 2007

You still have me here.


Happy Birthday to Dominic.
I'm sorry that I've spoil a little at the end of the celebration.
Am very very sorry about that.

Everything seems to be not in the right path today.
All plans gone wrong and beyond my control.
Feel really really tired and exausted.


"Don't worry. You still have me here." He said.


I don't know how to react.
He's been so nice to me.
So nice to me until I'm confused.
Confused. Confused. Confused.
My brain's not functioning well already.

~ Not many know what happened behind the planning.
I'm glad to meet you here.
Having you beside me, make me feel safe.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Konyaku Jelly.

I make konyaku jelly today. First time. =)
With mommy's help.
Hmm.. Don't know taste nice or not?
Not yet try it out =p




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Been walking alot for today. Alot. With my slipper.
Up and down in campus.
From campus to PD.
Then, climb the stairs. Almost kill me. So tiring.
PD back to campus. Campus to Seksyen 17 somemore.

On the way back from Seksyen 17, we have to cross the road.
Seriously, I don't know how to cross the road.
Almost bang by car.
Luckily, KY was there and he hold me.
*Phew~

And now.
I got blister on both my toes.
So irritating. Feel uncomfortable =/

No slipper for me tomorrow.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Falling to the another you.


Hmmm… I wonder what day is today ?
I saw 2 cars with no bumpers? In just 10 mintes time. Lol.

Today were pretty busy. Busy with the hard news assignment.
It sounds exactly like the topic. HARD!
Spend the whole morning cracking my brain off. Confused.
Manage to finish it however.
First time in my life I do my assignment on the due date, unable to understand why I’ll drag it til now when it’s already postponed from week 6 to week 9.
Just plain lazy. Sigh.

Sorry to Dominic and KY,
For not in the class when you guys presenting. Sowee. =/
But, I heard a lil of your presentation, KY. Good job!

Was busy doing assignment until the P.M class end, realized I miss out some details.
Went to the class and talk to Aileng, then also to complain to them. Haha.
KY teman me go back to the computer lab, he so good. =)
‘Tapau’ for me when know I can’t have lunch with them. Thanks, KY!
But, me too very good to you right?
I give you my grading paper. =p

Ohh, ohh, one thing…
He said ‘hi’ to me. OMG!
My idol says ‘hi’ to me. Muahaha =D

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

You know what?
I think..
I’m falling.

Falling to the another you.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Assignments


Assignments. Assignments. Assignments.
Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow.

Assignments + Tomorrow = No solution

Tomorrow is deadline for the hard news assignment.
As usual, am going for last minute work.
Am suppose to check for the some news reported in local news and also International news.
But, I'm ending up stuck here =p

I don't know?
How to start?
From where?
About?
Compare or analyse the news?
Or both?

* Yawn.
I've try my very best to search for info needed..
I found them.
Still, won't be writing now.
So sleepy til I almost fall from the chair.
Am going for a cat nap now.

ZzzZzzZzz.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Increasement.

"Alice, how much is your pay per hour?" she asked.
"RM4.50."
"Alright. Then it would be RM5 per hour now."
"Okay."

Wow! Increase of my pay. Yay yay! =D
Was waiting for this for so long. Haha.
So so happy!
More money in my account from next month onwards. =)

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I will be waiting. Right here waiting~

Mission Accomplish!!

Mission accomplish! =)

He actually still recognise me. Muahaah =D
Nothing feel better than that.

UTAR ball night.
It meant alot to me!

~ I'm feeling happy ! *yay! =D

Friday, July 20, 2007

My Laptop!

Forgetful me.

Almost got heart attack.
I left my laptop in the campus cafetaria!
GOSH!

Only realise after 10 minutes I left the cafetaria.
And my first reaction was

*RUN!!!!!!

Was wearing heels. But, can't think much.
My laptop. Argh! =/
How can I forget about my laptop?! Stupid me.
Then,
I saw it was safely remain at the place where I left it.
Thank God!

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Today,
BC1 had public speaking presentation.
Everyone can talk on any topic they want.
I choose to talk bout
"Experience dealing with childrens"

I brought along the pics I took with those childrens in kindi.
Most of the classmates saw,
And...
What they say to me is,
"Eh, I thought you were one of them?"
Ish ish. I where got as small size as them?

Anywayz..
Am waiting my turn to present on next week =)


Thursday, July 19, 2007

=)

OMG!

He sms-ed me. After 2 weeks..
But, unfortunately.. I din notice it.
Reply late. Haha!

Anyway~

It's great to hear from him again =)

I Want To Go la...


I want to go tomorrow!


I want to go la...


I want to go la...


I want to go la....

But, daddy don't let..

='(

So mean. Don't let me go.

I want to go meet up with my friends also cannot. Sad already.



Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Emo.


I am extremely emo now. Yes. Extremely emo. =/

I was suppose to tune in to MY FM!
But, I did other things instead of this.
I missed it. The interviews.
I missed the whole 3 times. Argh!

Too many things are bothering me. Right now.
I need a break. Just give me a break!
Things are driving me crazy!

I NEED A BREAK~ BADLY..


How can I missed it?

If Only...

The friendship died.
Unable to save it.
Everything happened in a blink of an eye.

*Plang~

I heard the broken sound of the Claypot and.. My heart.
They remind me that. A failer. I am one.

If I'm able to turn the clock, I won't let this happen to us.
It was too late. I guess.
The friendship is dead.

Sorry to all the Claypot'ians..
I'm not a good CEO, not able to do anything, anymore.

If only...
I could turn back the clock~

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

No longer.

For the first time in my life, I say..
What the f*** you want from me?
Can you please don't be so L.O.A?
I was torn. Torn to billions pieces. Can't you see?
We are going no where. Not working as a team.
We had argument. Really bad one.
I guess it's all over for us. The end of our friendship. If we continue to be this way.
I remember you promised me you'll accompany me whenever I'm PMS.
And now I am. PMS'ing.
You weren't there for me.
Or you did? PMS'ing along with me?
I just want you back. =(

~ I wana lie on a garden full with WHITE roses. Sleeping peacefully. Forever~

Monday, July 16, 2007

Nicholas Teo's Mini Concert.

It was an awesome night!
At last, I get to see Nic with my own eyes after sooo many years. =) [A day to remember]

I was supposed to study for my mid-term and also rushing for all the presentation and assignment.
Then, Saturday KY called and asked how many tickets I want to get for Nic’s mini concert. Nic’s mini concert. Sound so tempting!

And so, at the end, I went. With Kim and Jo. I drove down to KL. The mini concert took place at Sg. Wang 4th floor car park.

When we reach the car park, Nic starts singing the first song, ‘Prince’. We were busy searching for the entrance. Missed his performance. Darn =/
Then, we found it! Showed the security our tickets. Okay. Get in. Wow.. Quite a lot of people are there already. Some of them stand and watch from outside.

People in front are all so tall! I have to jump in order to get a better view. I tried to squeeze in between people to get to the front to take his picture and to record down his performance. Thanks to few of the kind hearted fans who give place to me when they see me taking pics. Haha. They are so tall, I’m so short. =p


The best I can take



Interaction between Wen Kang and Nic



When Nic's performing



Appreciation Session: Henley to Nic

After his performance, is the autograph signing session. Priority was given to Nic Fan Club (NFC) members. They are about 140 of them. So many =/ The queue was so long. I waited for almost half an hour before the queue start moving.

He was getting nearer and nearer. I was like so excited! Man, he’s so so cute.
I look at him signing my album of his. Then, he look up and say thank you and smile to me and shake hand with me. Aww, his smile so ‘sunshine’ish’. I was frozen on the spot. Haha. Guess it is the normal reaction for people like me.


Autograph signing session =)

My precious Nic's autograph album!

Prince Nic


Really had fun! ^^


Saturday, July 14, 2007

Adventurous Saturday.


Had an adventurous day!

Went to Sg. Wang to shop. Haha. And, the best thing is...
I don't know how get there but driving there by looking at the signboard and common sense. =p

~I reached there! Muahaha =D

Meet up with the guys. 10 of us and start our shopping session.
I told them I want to buy heels. Khai Yong, the tour guide bring me and the gang go to all the ladies shoe shop. While me and Bey Chee went in to look for heels, 8 of them standing outside and wait for us. Haha. Like our bodyguards. Kesian them.


Went to all the shop but couldn't find a nice one. Expensive, no size, not nice. =/

Then, next destination..... TIMES SQUARE!



Still the same, can't see any nice one. Sigh.

Just when I almost give up in searching for shoe shop, I saw ESARLI.
So, I went in to try my luck.

*I found it!

But, no size =( sad...

Then, I saw this pair of heels ----->







And now, it belongs to me =) My fav white white!


Finish shopping, it's time to go back.
Haha. I don't know the way back, eventhough daddy explain to me through the phone.
So, I simply go explore around KL again. Hehe.
I came out from the carpark. I turn to Jalan Imbi.
Then, I simply turn left and right. Wow, I'm out from KL and heading to the Federal Highway! Lalala.


Gotta drop Bey Chee to PJ before I go back. So, follow the signboard all the way straight. I went up to the fly over.
Oh no! Wrong one! Ish.
I make a turn to go back to the highway. But, it's heading back to KL. How a?
I turn left. Kerinchi Link. (where is this way heading?)
Then, I saw the signboard. Damansara, Ipoh. Hey, is this the place where he sesat before? Hmmm..
It seems that Damansara is the only place I know. So I follow the lane. Paid RM2.50 for Tol. And then, we reach Seksyen 17, somewhere near uni.
Ohh, Thank God! I'm back to place where I'm familiar with. =)

Friday, July 13, 2007

I talked to HIM ^^


*Biting Snickers bar

I talked to him today! Again! Haha =p
As how I have promised him yesterday, I brought around 10 of my friends to go to his stall. But, actually only 2 of us buying the bookmarks. 1 set got 5 of them. Only RM1. Okay wert =) Quite nice.

ASSIGNMENT! PRESENTATION! MID-TERM EXAMS!
Everything come one shot! Argh! Which one to do first? All also so important.
Look like.. I gotta burn more oil already. =/

But, but, but.. Am going to Sg. Wang and Times Square tomorrow. Haha. To shop for the coming UTAR's prom. Sigh. Of all themes, they set masquerade. No mask, no enter. Ish ish. Want me waste money buy mask. Am so so poor already la.

Anyway, forget about it. Will just try to enjoy that very night. ^^
Wana take lotsa pics of everyone, and also... Hehehe. His. *winkS~ -.^



Thursday, July 12, 2007

12 July 2007



It was great to have a 'short outing' during the break.....



We were too bored after the morning lecture by AH BEN.

Siew Yee suggested to go Coffee Bean at Jaya 33.



*Off we go!~



Reach there...

Alamak! Only Siew Yee and Ai Leng buying drinks. The rest of us? No money la.

And so, 10+ of us sharing



------> [Royale Choc,Caramel and Mocha. ]

Haha. A bit the weird but we did enjoy! =)

Went to Mc'Ds too after that. Upside down Mc'Ds with our craziness! =p

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Think the coffees left effect on me. I feel sick already.

Continue with AH BEN's class. I was lying at the far end corner of the lecture hall. Felt terrible =/

"I need sweets or candy. Badly." I told them. Then, I lie back on the desk again.

"Alice.. What flavour you want?" Dominic asked.

*Blur~ "Huh? Ohh, I want sweet and sour. Why? Who's on the phone?"

"Wei Hong. He's going to the cafetaria to get you some sweets and candy."

Aww.. Isn't he very sweet?

Halfway during class, he went to get candy for me.

Thanks Wei Hong! ^^

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Today, during Japanese class, sensei give us small test. Again.

I din really ready for the test. I hope the results are not too bad. =S

Anyway, Japanese is fun! =)

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Random.



I'm a lil lost today.
Tired, exausted.
Listen to all those emo songs, make me feel lagi emo.

One of them is

My Baby You – Marc Anthony


As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
And the purest one
I'll own Know you'll never be alone

Chorus:
My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And 'cause of you I don't have to wonder why



Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive
Though these words I say are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground


repeat chorus

I will soothe you if you fall
I'll be right there if you call
You're my greatest love of all


repeat chorus

Arianna I feel so alive



Love this song alot alot!

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IPTA offer letter

Fuyoh! Sounds as though I'm so geng got offered by UPM and KUTPM.

Both also don't have the course I wanted. Cheat me ='(

Give me all the lousy course. Hmph!

WE are sick. =/

TAKE CARE PLEASE!!!















Tuesday, July 10, 2007

I need a space.



I saw it. So what? Like I care..

Sometime, there're just some people think they own the whole world. Wana take control of everything, everyone.
Never leave a space for people around to breath. So tiring to even just think of them.

God is very fair to everyone. HE took something from us, however, HE'll give us something in return.
Yes. HE may have took away my feeling in loving someone anymore, but in the same time, I've gain friendship with this friend of mine. A PURE friendship between us.
Many of you don't know and don't understand about our story and the deal we had, so please SHUT your mouth instead of trying to interfere and make the situation worst.
The hidden truth is for us to know and is not like what you people see as how it looks.
It is always so tiring for us to think about this issue, that's too much for us. Too much to take it as we clearly know that we are innocent and just doing what other normal friends are doing.
Giving support, care about each other feeling, to always be there for friends.
It is just all these normal things that we are doing! Why wana make a big fuss over small thing?
Really.. Am having hard time in understanding one's mind. Too complicated.
If you are reading about this, and you feel 'OUCH!'! Yes. That's you who I'm addressing to.
By the way, no hard feelings, am just expressing my feeling in this tiny space.


~ I need a space. A space to breath.


I Dream of HIM Yesternight

I copy and paste it from my previous one. Haha.


We were in a car park. Few of us.
I was all mad and yelling like an insane person.
He grab hold of me and hug me from behind. Trying to calm me down.
I can feel His body heat flow into mine. So warm.
He hold my hands. Assuring me.
I look into His eyes. And I know, He's the one.
But, who is He?

I dream of HIM yesternight.


Monday, July 9, 2007

UNIVERSITY MALAYA.


She told me she'll be free from 12pm til 5pm. I was in Uni that time.
I went to pick her up after Music Club meeting. I went sesat. I called.
Then, I reach the entrance.

UNIVERSITY MALAYA.

I went in. Looking around while driving. Hmmm.. Where's Faculthy of Science?
I went round and round. Searching...
Oh, there it is! Faculthy of Science! UM is sooo big!!

We went for lunch. Had a litle chat on both of our Uni life.
We went to Digital Mall. She bought a headset with mic. I bought a hp battery for sis.
We went back to UM.
I sneak up to her hostel. Met with two of her roommates.
We were talking about blogging. She's joining soon. Haha.
She told me to use this instead of the previous one. So, here I am. =)
She is my bestie. Cheryl Khoo.
Her first day of class in UM. Am proud of her!
Glad that we didn't get seperated too far. Still can always meet up with her.