Friday, November 20, 2009

Time to sleep.


I think. I need to save up some money to get that watch.
Found 2 nice watches today when go for watch shopping with Stephy.
One from Fossil. One from Delvina.
Fossil's too expensive. T__T
Delvina's is like 1.5 times cheaper than Fossil, but I damn suka the design also.
Oh My My!
No income these days, how la how la.
Hopefully the watch is still in the budget corner when I get enough cash. ><

*********
And I can't wait for Boy to cut his hair.
Hohoho.
Remember what you told me ah!!!
The next time I see you means short and nice. ^^
Am missing you guys here!


Monday, November 16, 2009

开心时,发自内心的笑


看着实习期时拍的一些照片,才发现,自己好像忘了怎样发自内心的微笑。
而最近,即使碰到多难过的事情,好像都不怎么能哭得出来,都将情绪往心里面塞。
那一份忧郁感,又再次像洪水般掩盖了我的理智。
心,好像渐渐的麻木,失去感觉。


因为开学而无法继续参与摩哆拍摄,心里有说不上的觉得空虚。
这份空虚感一直到现在都还在。
开学5星期,一点加油努力的动力都没有。
看着一堆堆的报告,和一天天逼近的deadline,心里还是有些什么没放得下来,而忽视了身为学生的责任。
整个人最近都过得颓废,沮丧,漫无目的的过着日子。

我要的是什么?
这句话,重复问了自己第N次。
答案仍然不明。
或许,自己根本不想去知道。

冷冷的风,打在自己的脸上,闭上了眼睛,不想再去想些什么,似乎又想逃避。

老爸走过来,摸摸我的头然后轻轻的亲了一下。
一股暖流,穿过身上的每一条神经。
我还在忧郁什么?
其实,很明白自己什么都不缺。
只是,在成长的过程中,我仿佛迷失了自己,一直盲目地追求着不知所谓的欲望。

快乐,其实真的很简单。
一个动作,一句话,一个人。
满满的,幸福。

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Years later


The best thing out of the busy and stressful week was to get up early in the Saturday morning, go for badminton session with the Form 6 gang and sweat like pig.
Its been long since the last time we had so much fun together.
Back to Form 6, we used to go for badminton session like every week. Sometimes, twice in a week.
Man, those were the days we were all energetic and semangat badminton, and STPM can go to bla cause we were cool students like that. Lol.

One thing that never change through all these years, is that I still get blue black and scratches here and there on my knee whenever we play badminton. -.-
I don't know why I always squat or kneel or even lie on the floor whenever I can't hit the shuttle, but then that's me, the clumsy Alice, I guess.
The rest were laughing and jokingly said maybe we could ask for discount for the court as I clean the floor for them. (Right, good try, guys. ==)

And to save money, we usually pay for one hour and play till they off the light.
Then, we will sort of borrow the light source from the next court to continue our game.
As for our last game today, we shifted like 4 times in a game.
Running here and there across those courts.
The management must be cursing us seeing us like that. Haha.

After badminton session, was the mamak session.
Bump into Wen Dee, the primary classmate, still the same pretty girlish girl.
While me being the very 'chor lo' girl (boyish girl?) looking very messy after badminton session. *shy
Hair and clothes damn messy boo when can I be as girlish and gentle? Haha.
Updated each other bout ourselves and the other friends.
Seems like everyone is doing quite good. =)

Alright, enough crapz....
Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you the good old days!




And we were all so young. *big wet eyes*

Friday, November 13, 2009

缘分,真的很奇妙




炳丰老板、Stephy,

祝你们生日快乐!
‘牛一’的你们,应该放假一天,暂时抛开工作功课,好好狂欢!
哈哈!
一年一次嘛!
愿你们快快乐乐的!


让欢乐延续下去!


黑色星期五,可是心情却异常轻松自在。
整个人很自在。
虽然说,有很多东西要做啦。。。

而且,今天还是好姐妹莹的生日。

“莹,我们可以多拍些照吗?这已是两年半前的照片了啦。。。” ==
“还有啊,我们都没那么圆了。哈哈!"

肉麻的话我们私底下说好了。
我在这里等着你回来哦!
加油吧!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

半清醒


好像病了。
不,应该说,真的病了。
一整天喉咙疼、头疼、全身发热。
头疼又不是说普通那种头疼。
就是那种走路或工作到一半,脑袋就会传来一陈陈被针刺进神经线的痛。
脸部会马上抽搐一下,按着脑袋瓜个10秒。
大约每20至30分钟,重复以上动作。
这种感觉,很难过。
然后又觉得有点冷,等下要穿青色猴子外套了。
陪我走过山洪的它。

超级无敌想要。。。撒娇。 =.=
人啊,往往在病倒时就会变得格外脆弱。
你现在轻轻用手指点我一下下,我立刻马上倒下给你看。

以后绝对不能随便说:“我很久没有生病了!”
dot dot dot

Sunday, November 8, 2009

以不同的角度,写同一篇故事


很开心!
因为终于打破了纪录!
漂亮的开始,还算不错的结束。
好久没有这样发自内心的傻笑了。
这真的是一份很宝贝的礼物。

总是爱钻牛角尖。
明知不可能的事,明知会伤害到自己的事,却爱往那里钻。
然后就会很伤心的哭,或忧郁很久很久,或打锣找新加坡那两位好姐妹,向她们诉个天南地北。
可是,往往如果不放胆尝试,就不知道结果啊!
所以,不管啦。。。
我就是不想要后悔!
虽然快乐,有时只是短暂的昙花一现,但毕竟曾经拥有。

我和蔡蔡,有着这么一个理论。
虽说活在当下,享受当下,却偏爱活在过去。
因为,我们可以选择性的活在过去的快乐记忆,却不能避免当下遇到的挫折。
听起来,是不切实际的,但这些都是我一直以来的原动力。
偶尔回味一下下,就足以驱走头上那片乌云。

好久没像那天酱,心跳快到吓人。
我的心好像不属于我的,跳得很快,不规律的心跳率就像我当时七上八下的心情。
整身热热的,像被一团火围着。
真的有够力紧张。
然后又发现了一件事,解开了我心里一直以来的谜团。
应该没错吧?!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

不懂请别装懂

当自由被剥夺
剩下的只有麻木的灵魂
不断地坠落

无法随心所欲的
就搁在一边
让时间的风
把它吹入梦乡

待与周公相遇时
再一一述说



Sunday, November 1, 2009

好想

总是很开心,如果能梦到想见而无法见面的人。
但,梦醒来后,回到那一片空虚,难免会有多少的难过。
想念,很强烈的霸占思绪,把人带到崩溃边缘。
有些人,不是说想忘记就忘记,想不理就不理。

沿着月光走,看着自己倒影的同时,仿佛看见了另一个倒影,过去的倒影。
开心的笑着,闹着。。。