So quiet.

This CNY was super duper quiet compared to the previous years.
The usual house visiting among primary school mates tergendala this year.
Everyone seems to not in the CNY mood.
The streets are not as busy as previous years.
I didn't eat any mandarin oranges in hometown, ate very little cookies, drank only 3 cans of 100 plus, and as usual no gambling for me cause I'm boring people like that.
=_____________=

I basically spent my time napping in grandma's house.
I sleep at 12 ish every night and wake up 9 ish every morning.
Then I napped at least once throughout the day.
Highest record was 3 time in a day and that was the second day of CNY omg.
I watched TV til fall asleep like how can I be so tired?
Not only that, on the first day of CNY when I was in the bestie's house, I almost fall asleep when waiting for parents to pick me up.
Its CNY and everyone looks so bored and dry at home lol.

Ohhh, so I was reading Aud's latest post.

Googled “sleeping disease” and this is what appeared:
Narcolepsy is a neurological condition most characterized by Excessive Daytime Sleepiness (EDS), in which a person experiences extreme tiredness, possibly culminating in falling asleep during the day at inappropriate times, such as at work or school.
gasp! that’s me!
People with narcolepsy may visibly fall asleep at unpredicted moments (such motions as head bobbing are common).
oh noes! all the time!
Narcolepsy has its typical onset in adolescence and young adulthood.
young adult! possible!
The most common symptom of narcolepsy is excessive daytime sleepiness, even if you slept well the previous night. A person suffering from narcolepsy may fall asleep at inopportune times, and naps are uncontrollable and can last anywhere from 1 minute to 30 minutes.

Copy paste from part of her post which I think it does sounds like what I was facing.
Oh my my, hopefully after uni start I'll be back to normal.
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Anyway, Ah Ma told me something she told the uncle when he was about to start working.
Ah Ma repeated what she said to uncle.
'When you're coming out to work, buy a hen cause it will lay eggs. Keep the eggs up and eat only a little when you really want to eat them. Slowly, you'll have a lot of eggs.'

The message she was trying to tell was save as much as you can when you're young and not to spend all money on unnecessary stuff like those branded clothes.
There you go, my uncle is now a millionaire.
I must really start saving and that shall be my resolution 09.
Lol.

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On the second day of CNY, the aunt came back from Johor with her family.
The family that I miss dam kau kau cause I only get to see them one year once during the CNY.
Then, also this time, I'll be meeting the baby cousin for the first time.
So yea, excited like don't know what.

Chong Yvonne who got super super wild imagination
and far too mature thinking as a std 3 kid.
She cling on me just like how I cling on her mom last time.
The cousinnie-bonding.

Baby Joey, the new family member.
Chong mummy, who I threaten to buy Vitagen when I was 6
cause she had to go Malacca for college and
I diedie don't want to let her go.
Then, I asked her to get Vitagen the next time she come back from college.
Oww, how time flies.
I still remember I was waving to her when she was waiting for the bus.
And now, she's the mother of three.

Huhu. She's so cute.
When I want to take her pic, she straight away stare at the camera.
First time I get to carry baby for so long.
Til my arms muscle aching lol.
Its all worth it!

I personally think she looks like baby me when she stone. Lol.
Oh oh, and she looks like baby boy just like how I was. Teehee =)

The End.

'Moo Moo'

Hello Wello People Yo!
Happy 'Moo Moo' CNY!
Enjoy yourself during this festive season yah!

Alright, will be away til Thursday or Friday.
Til then.
Jia Neh!
=)

The pic.

A primary classmate suddenly post this pic up to facebook.
When we were standard 5.
Out of nowhere all the long lost contact classmates start adding each other in facebook.
Some even suggesting a gathering after years of not seeing each other.
Now the very headache part is the meet up date.
Everyone is everywhere.

I wonder how everyone looks like.
Year of not meeting up and we have all grown up.
How time really flies.

No holidays.

Chinese New Year is around the corner like less than a week time.bus
Everyone is the class is practically in the CNY mood.
A lot of the classmates had book tickets and transports to go back to the hometown to celebrate this festive season.
However, just when everyone is so in this mood, we receive a really bad news about our TV production assignments.

We were told that, we might have to start the production on TV filler next week.
Yea, next week! You got me right, the CNY week.
Now, with everyone in hometown, its not possible for us to meet up left alone start the production.

The reason why we have to start earlier was due to the insufficient equipments for all the students.
The tutor told us they will be students from other courses need those equipments.
=______________=
Stupid UTAR!
Cannot get more equipments is it?
Where are all those fees we paid?
Dah la the equipments are not as good, now not enough and want us to start production during CNY.
You think got anyone want to layan you or not?

None of us discuss anything about the production yet.
Proposal is not out yet and we haven't get any approval.
Besides the production, I still have to do research on Communication Research Method.
Presentation is 2 weeks after the CNY week.
Production will be around there too.
With all these coming along, I don't know how am I going to celebrate the CNY.

Oh God, please bring me good news tomorrow.
Hopefully we don't have to start production during CNY.
That will be so no life then.
SUCKS!

Goodbye, CLK.

As reluctant as I was, the day has finally come, where I have to send you away.
The traffic was heavy on the way to the destination.
For the first time, I wish, the jam will never end.
There were a lot of different pictures playing in my mind, each one carrying different memories that we've been through.

Everything started on 03/07/05, the first time I get permission to started hanging out with you.
I remember the brothers were laughing at me being the blur one when bringing you.
It took me a year to transform you from the unfamiliar slow kura-kura to the super heart attack roller coaster.
Twas a get-to-know-you-better year.

You were all fine throughout the first 2 years.
With your company, I went to form 6, Petaling Street, Zoo Negara, took the STPM, camwhore session and at last passed the 2 years trial.
It was until 8 months after the trial, I accidently hurt you.
From that day onwards, your body started to protest.
'Pimples and scars' started forming on your face due to the lack of treatment from the previous previous injury.
Despite feeling unwell, you still make it up for the biggest project.
At the end, you were down with fever and further to high fever which last for quite some time.
It was my fault for not taking good care of you.

It was hard for me as I have to be there to send you off.
I didn't want to cause I was so used to having you around and can easily drag you out with0ut worrying much.
Eventhough you look so much older after following me, I still appreciate everything that you contributed in my life.

You served me well.
All the best in your future and hope you'll get a better owner than me.

Ownership ends on 16/01/09.

The one and only picture I have.
I miss my CLK.
Sobsob.

More and more and more...

After a week of lateness, finally 'the auntie' decided to pay a visit.
I can now relax and not tension and worrying all day and night anymore.

Class started on Monday but nothing much cause everyone is still on holidays mood.
I'm still continue watching dramas and shows everyday.
Being the outdated me, I continue watching Prison Break Season 1 recently since my connection is fine nowadays and allow me to load the show.
Yea la yea la, I know now Season 4 is out already.
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God knows what's wrong with me that I started reading manga in very slow pace after the bf send the link to me heh.
I shall finish reading 'Can You Keep A Secret' and get 'Twilight' from Xiao Chin.
Can't wait getting Forensic Heroes II from Jasmine too.
Oh my, why am I so outdated?

Just give me more time to spend on all these new hobbies wtf.

Silver? Uughhh!!!

I had this dream where a kid died falling in the drain when she was trying to jump across.
I was in the dream helping with the funeral, where all of the sudden I cried.
I woke up from the dream feeling so sad and I cried for awhile.
I don't know who was that little girl but I just can't help but sob for while before I fell asleep agian.

I checked the dream dictionary.
It stated:
To wake up crying, represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.

Don't know how true is this?
But, I'm feeling kinda blue now.
And actually this is not the first time I dream about people dying.
Everytime, I'll wake by the dream and sob for while before falling asleep.

After I fell asleep, I dream about myself driving and lost in a jungle.
This is what I found:
According to some psychologists dreams about being lost frequently symbolises the beginning of a new phase of life and expresses the anxiety of leaving behind the familiar. Your dream may also express your worries about having no direction to your life. At times like this, it is wise to make a simple written list of the things that you want to achieve in life. Set yourself an attainable goal; set a deadline; and go for it!

This is kinda true, though, for both the answers.

Why do I always dream of all these?
=___________=

Waowwww...

It's been few days since I last update the blog.
Busy busy busy.
This is the busiest holiday I've ever have.
Been working and watching dramas non stop.
When I say non stop, I really mean its NON STOP!

Just finish my job this afternoon, hopefully everything goes well and I don't have to go back to fix the piece of laziness masterpiece report and cacat pics.
This job that I took was about merchandising, basically doing some maintenance job on Sandisk rack, check stock, talk to the person in charge in certain IT outlets around Digital Mall, Ikano, Cineleisure, Low Yat, Sg. Wang, and The Mines.
Call me Super Girl lol.
Been driving here and there this few days, carrying heavy stuff and deal with different people. (Thanks dear for the 2 days.)
And I'm telling you those eco bags that I have to carry weigh 253638473463 kg wtf.
First day I was being so stupid that I carry the whole bag and the person in charge didn't want all those brochures and I have to carry the super duper heavy bag back.
My hands were red and rashes attack!
Then, the following days I'm smart enough to divide the weight and bring lesser brochures wtf.
Overall, the job was kinda interesting minus meeting with sombong and rude person in charge which is 1/12 and the count stock part.
Lol.

I just realize my luck for job is so damn teruk. (Errr... Okay, this is according to the bf laa..)
You see...
When I'm broke and need a job desperately, there isn't any job available.
When I've got job on my hands, people all start calling and asking if I'm up to work.
Speaking of which, I just turned down 3 jobs in 2 days time.
Not cause I'm too busy, its just that, I've been working and didn't really rest properly during the holidays.
I so need my precious rest for the 2 days left before Uni starts on Monday.

******
I can't wait for my paycheque to come.
Money money come!
Yea, I'm that mata duitan wtf.
I love money!
Okay, and my family and friends and of course my bf lol.
Oh well, my heart is HUGE!

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On another super random note, my class didn't get Alex Woon as tutor for Media Planning! O.o
This is so unfair!
The bf's class and BC3 get him.
Wuwu.
T___________T
My motivation for Media Planning gone. Completely GONE!

Should I go to bf's class and tumpang class?
Hmmmm.....

I'm feeling very very very the uncomfortable, emotionally I mean.
A little will pissed me off and make me yell like some mad woman.

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Results is out.
My results is as expected.
No A for Public Speaking.
I swear I missed the A just by a few marks.
Wuwu.
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2009.

HAPPY 2009!

My connection is back to acceptable speed after several complaints I emailed to TMNET.
So happy now that I can load youtube fast, at least don't have to wait for an hour just to load a 10 minutes clip wtf.
Email is more effecient than calling them cause they will just ask you wait and wait and wait when you call.
Now, let's just hope the speed will maintain or increase to better speed.
If not, I shall complain again.
HMPH!

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The new semester is going to begin in 1 week time.
Gosh, seriously I already can feel the stress now.
There's even a night I couldn't sleep when I thought bout those pile of assignments that will be soon coming.
I'm getting paranoid with all these.
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I so seriously have to work harder in this semester seeing that there are 6 units and are all brain cells consuming wtf.
I'm never a creative person.
God bless me please.
Let me be more creative from now on.

Hmmm..
I realize I haven make my Resolution 09.
Wth I don't know what I want also.
I shall start planning maybe.
hehe.

Curse.

I swear someone has been cursing me secretly that I have no luck and lost my enthusiasm in shopping.
No, seriously...
This is like the first time after god knows how long it was that I totally not interested in doing my CNY shopping.
I shopped for 2 days and only get bras wtf how can right?
Wuwu.
T_____________T
What's wrong with me?
I feel so abnormal.
Me no mood to shop is like the sun is rising from the west....

Right.
Stop cursing me!!!
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After trying super hard to open the huge mocktail fruits can, I keep having this clip playing on my mind.
The clip where I accidentally cut my finger with knife wtf.
Its playing repeatedly.
The blood is flowing out from the cut and wouldn't stop and...
Wth am I thinking?
=___________=

YOU Made Me Cry In Christmas.

Hohoho!
I opened those pressie and..
JENG JENG JENG!

Dear really gave me a pepper spray!

With the miniature piece of paper, trying to advertise his blog. ==
The pouch from his family!
I guess correctly also. hahaha.

With this cute mini maroon rose and bracelet inside.

Come near me and I'll spray it on your face! *evil laugh*

Anyway, don't ever play with a pepper spray eventhough you just unlock the actuator and never spray it.

I played with it for while without spraying to camwhore.

After that, I felt like my nose so itchy and uncomfortable wtf.
Damn powderful la the effect.

After played with the presents, Dear asked if I noticed the 'card' or not?

I said yea nothing speacial also wtf.

I expected more on the card but only Merry Christmas and a smiley and his blog url wtf.
Then, only I remembered the posibility of the bf schedule a blogpost for me to read.
So I fast fast type in the url and suprise suprise!

I saw the blogpost titled 'To: Alice Chua Hui Shue' in here.

I was quite surprised cause as long as I remember my bf is never a romantic person wtf.

But, I finally know how is it like when one cried cause too touched.

Yea, I cried for like 10 seconds or longer hahaha. =')

Right, now I feel guilty for not giving him anything.

I can't wait for Christmas!

Yea I know.
Today is Christmas Eve.
The boyfie is away to Cameron.
Left me alone here waiting for the clock to strike at 12am.
So I can open my Christmas pressie from the boyfie and his family.
TWO!
Muahahaha XD

Since I'm gonna rot at home before I get to open pressie, I camwhore to kill time wtf.

Nah, show you all the wrapper first. Hehe.
I've been guessing the content in the wrapper.
Hmmm..


I'm guessing, handbag/pouch/cap/hat in the family's.

And I guess pepper spray in boyfie's.


Cause Joanna never seal the bottom part.
I play cheat peek in and saw some Made in USA, self protection...
Somemore I did mention about wanting a pepper spray long time ago when we were in Guardian buying stuff.
Haha.

Time please click faster.
I can't wait to know what's inside those pretty wrapper.
Nyeh!

Won't Be. Not Anymore.

Apparently, it doesn't worth a single thing...
Not even the past, not even thins and thicks we've gone through, not even....
Must one put it that way?
Can't we be more flexbile?
Make a U-turn instead of going straight to the dead end.

I just lost something very important.
Lost the remaining in my heart completely this time.
T.R.U.S.T is how you spell them.
I see things in grey and black.
I need a break from this.

No more goodbye.
No more see you.
Everything should come to a stop now.

Balance?

I seriously don't understand why people take love matter so lightly?
How can one treats their partner like a puppet?
Trying to take control of people's life.
Come and goes in their life as you wish.
Main kayu tiga.
Make love with different people.
Simply ask for break up just because you're bored with the relationship despite all those memories.
Getting back together just for sake of want things easier and to kill loneliness.

Don't say that precious 3 words if you don't mean that.
Don't dump the person if you don't mean it.
Human's heart is fragile.
Handle with care.
Cause it breaks into million pieces with just a light poke.

*******
Nothing's wrong with ours.
Just getting sick with things I saw, stories I heard.
The sweetest words may be poison, the innocent may be mean.
Nothing in between.
It's either we love or we hate.

True love will never come, and this is for those who never learn how to appreciate love.

A picture tells a thousand words wor...

My dai lou gave me this 2 months back.
He asked me to post this up when I run out of things to blog.
Lol.

*******
Tomorrow is MDA final.

Wtf I feel so lazy to continue my revision now.

Stupid bf gaming.

And I just found out he will be away to Cameron enjoying the nice weather for 3 days 2 nights, Christmas Eve til after Christmas.

Lonely Christmas wtf.

T_____________T

So long since the last.

3 days of working in PC Fair was a different kind of working experience for me.
Well, I was initially supposed to work as some promoter but 2 days before PC Fair only I found out that my blur agent never include my name in her list.
Fine. So I thought might as well spend time reading notes.
The evening one day before PC Fair, I received a call from Crystal Edge asking if I'm available to work or not?
RM10/hour. Sunday double pay some more sure la I said okay.

On the day itself, only I know my job was to sit down there and wait for people to come redeem their free gift at the Sandisk redemption counter.
LOL. I was paid to sit down there only.
No wearing heels and walking here and there promoting but sitting down.
How nice.
I even got time to read my notes.
But, of course not all the time, I get distracted easily.

Last day of PC Fair was really crazy!
The halls were pratically packed with people.
People all walking backside to backside wtf.
Can see people screaming to the phone cause lost track of their friends or partners.
There's even a mom who came to us to look for her missing son.
One more thing, Sandisk and Epson redemption counter were the part time directory.
People all came to our booth ask for direciton to go up, out, redeem free gifts from other brand, from PICOM and so on.
Us who take care of the booth even went to walk around to look for those places customers were asking just so we can provide the correct information to them.
So nice of us right?
Heh.

I found out that I'm super auntie!
Really wan, I tell you why I say myself is a super auntie.
You see, this time ah the PC Fair got alot of eco bags and fans to give out.
Being the kiasu me, of cause la I eye on those free gifts.
I'm not so into those eco bags except the one from Intel wtf their material is different from the usual eco bags, some more the design so nice.
They started distribute only on the last day.
And so, for the whole day, I was staring at the bags, walking around to look for it, and at last I asked one customer who came to redeem free gift.
One time ran up cannot find, then I volunteer to get things for customer from the third floor just so I can go have a look again.
When I finally found the place, the promoter told me they just finish distributing the bags.
Can you imagine how I look that time?
All sweating and disappointed and sad and staring people who holding the bags with big big wet eyes.
Sigh.
But, nevermind, cause I managed to collect the 4 types of fans available in this PC Fair lol.
Also required alot of walking and discovering wtf.
One of them I walked around the hall for 3 days only I saw the promoter with one eco bag full of fans.
I smiled happily cause I finally found the promoter but she was talking to another promoter and not distributing.
So I thought, 'hmmm.. cannot make it so obvious. Let me round this booth and see what they have while waiting for her to distribute the fan.'
I round the booth for one time and come back and found that she was sitting inside the booth with her bag of fans. O.o
I went another round again wtf.
Then, when she finally came out from the booth, I walked towards her and some stupid guy came into my way and blocked her and took her pic and talked to her.
I stand there and waited like I don't know what, so tak tau malu.
When finally nobody is blocking me, I walked to her and asked can I have one fan?
Wtf wtf wtf.
So auntie I know cause I rejected everyone who trying to stuff their flyers to me but go ask the promoter to give me the fan.
Hohoho!
So I got 4 fans now and some free gifts from the big sis.
Feeling all content and happy.

I'm waiting for my payment hohoho.
RM400-500 I don't know how to count also.
Ohmmmnnn....

Drama.

Some people just like drama so much.
They try every possible way to fit themselves in a drama, sadly, they usually don't get much attention.
When they don't get attention, they tend go around and poke their nose in other people's script.
Hoping to get award as 'The most L.O.A'.
*gasp*
I wonder how many things they have to do just so they can get nominated and eventually get awarded.
A point to ponder.
Hmmmm....

*Some draft that I found while scrolling around*

These 3 days.

At last after few busy days, I'm free to sit in front of the comp and blog properly.

Just quick recap on the weekend, tiring promoter job of Power Root.
Will never ever take any job offer by Power Root.
Cause their management sucks!
Want to hit target but no hard work and coorperation among the staff, then blame all on us the promoters.

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Me and the bf was supposed to meet up today for a cheap date a.k.a watch Tropic Thunder at home.
But since women in his house plan to shop today, and so I tag along to kepoh around.
Due to the tiring promoter job on the weekend, my body finally gave in and slept like a log til when I woke up at 10 something only I realize I overslept and tons of misscalls by parents and the bf.

So after some rushing, we finally reach Mid Valley at 12 ish.
The parking searching was like another complete nightmare why is their parking always full RAWR!
So many people and cars wtf.
I don't get it.
Where are these people came from?

Anyway, put aside the parking story, today is a happy day for me and the bf. Lol.
Cause we got more than what we expected and in much cheaper price.
I didn't plan to shop at all initially, but wth who can resist sales when your in one of the shopping mall and saw clothes that suit you perfectly and so darn cheap heh.

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I don't know why I spent so long on this crap.
Mental block.
Ok byebye.
The End.

Missing Monsoon Cup.

I was supposed to be in some random 'hotel' in Kuala Terengganu right now than stuck here in KL.
I was supposed to be running here and there to get ready for the race.
I was supposed to be bringing them to eat more and more Malaysian food.
Ish ish.
How can I miss this?
T_____T
All stupid UTAR's fault!
I know I rant bout this so many times wtf just let me rant cause I'm in PMS mode now HMPH!

I wonder if our path of life will cross at the junction again?