What is happening to the kids nowadays?

Went to the cousie's 9th's birthday party on the Friday.

It was sort of a family gathering a.k.a uncle's uni's friends gathering a.k.a kids gathering.

I always thought I click well with kids.

At least most of the time, kids love coming to me.

However, after seeing this bunch of 9 year-old kids, I don't feel like I am going to click well with them even if I approach them.

The cousie is staying at some rich people area in Sri Petaling.

So yea, most of her friends also kinda rich.

That can be seen when from the way they dress (branded sial), the way they talk, the cars their parents drive (big and expensive giler), the handbags their mother carrying (LOL).

So anyway, when the kids were having fun, I saw this maid that I've never see before.

Uncle's house has no maid, his uni's friends' maid also all busy taking care of their children, so who is that maid who was busy collecting ballon and party bags?

Around 9 ish, a white Estima stopped in front of the house.

A young looking mother carrying her Gucci handbag came down from the car.

2 sisters run to the mother.

Then, then, then...

The maid who I saw just now follow them and get into the car. O.o

Wth did I just saw the maid get into that Estima?

Since when it is a culture to bring maid along to a birthday party.

I mean, kids bringing maid to birthday party?

Seriously, I really don't see the necessity of doing so, even when you're that rich.

What is the maid going to do?

All I can see from this kinda act is just plain showing off.

Cause the maid basically just helping the kids to collect ballon and party bag.

As if the kids got no hands to do so.

This kinda of attitude is the main cause that children nowadays become so dependent and know nothing much about taking good care of themselves and their belongings.

They get what they want easily, and don't appreciate what they own.

For them, they can always buy again if they spoil anything.

Tsk tsk tsk...

This contribute to the reason why my family didn't get any pressie to the cousie but giving her ang pau instead.

Cause she has whatever that a 9 year-old kid needs, she doesn't appreciate what she has, I don't see the point of getting her any pressie and I have no idea what to get her anyway.

Just let the cash do its job.

The parents is going to keep the money for her, so its better than getting her things then she spoil it later.

On another side note, while the adults were all happily talking and updating each other about their life, a Nokia ringtone stops all coversations.

Everyone turned to the sound source.

A 9 year-old kid picked up the call.

Everyone was staring at that little girl when she was on the phone.

After she hang up the call, the adults included me went 'wahhhh'.

So young dy get handphone, back to those time, we handphone pun tak tau.

Back to my time, handphone for me is 'dai gor dai', the bulky water bottle lookalike phone that look something like this.

Don't the parents know that radioactive harm children's brain cell if they start using handphone at such young age?

No wonder cancer rates are getting higher and a lot of younger people getting it.

I really don't know what are all those parents have in their mind man.

I didn't want to rant so much about this, but I just couldn't help ranting.

This is not the correct way to raise the kids, even though I know I have got no rights in telling this since I'm not even a mother.

Its just not right to see children behaving like this.

Parents, please do something about it.

The day he officially get the KEY.

So it was Ken Superman's 21st on the Thursday (30/04).
A surprise pool side party was planned along with his AV4 friends and high school friends.
The theme for that day is pink, purple and white.
But most of us were in white LOL mua punya fav fav.
Anyway, my role for that day was the candid moment camera girl wtf.

Haiya, no point I talk so much.
Here's some of the pics.
Go check up more pics on mua and Jazs facebook.

Getting ready to decorate the pool.

Waiting.

For Ken and Wei Theng.

The light up pool side.

The marble cheese cake!

Blind folded the birthday boy.

Candid cut cake moment.

WeiYuen macam hyper saja. ==

Hahaha.

Super candid.

Heart the slow sync flash effect.

Jeng Jeng Jeng! Spotted Senior Quek lookalike.

Don't believe me then you scroll down and see yourself HMPH!
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(Okay, I'm tired and lazy dy)

See see see! (Pic credited to Senior Quek's facebook)

Got LeeHom's mouse pad from Daddy Wayne. Whee~~~

I just realize I never take pics of myself during Ken's party.
So I'll end the post with my camwhore pics.
Teehee! =)






Okay.
That's all byebye!

I just want to hide myself in the safe zone.

First, it was Japanese B Encephalitis Virus (JE) around 1999.

Then, it was Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome (SARS) around 2004,

Now, it is Swine Influenza attacking the human.

What is happening to this world?

Why are this flu that flu found every now and then, and take away thousands of lives just like that?

Should human be the one who responsible for all these?

Was watching the evening news and honestly I got freaked out a little.

The number of death is increasing and it might lead to mass death around the world.

No vaccine is invented so far to cure this babi flu.

And it is spreading like damn fast to 9 countries of Europe, Asia already.

As if the wave of economic tsunami is not bad enough to the world.

With this wave of babi flu, the world market is affected to the max.

I can't help thinking about the future world.

How will the world looks like in the next 5 year?

Is the world really going to end at year 2012?

Will I be able to get job after graduation?

What has gotten into my mind that I'm being such paranoid?

Wuwu.

T_______T

On another unrelated note, my lower lip got one spot of purple-ish bruise.

I is scared. ==

Please just let it be some random come-and-go bruise.

I don't want to look ugly wtf. 

So emo laaaaa...

One shall not remain silent if that's the case.

(Click to look at the clearer picture)

Look at this stupid bill also I feel dam emo dy.

Hello UTAR?

For your information, the Y2S3 Broadcasting students are going for internship next semester.

What's with the other fees section?

Especially the exam and facility fee, freaking RM300!

We won't be in the uni also charge us for what wtf?

Activity and services fee for RM100?

Sorry but I don't see what kinda services UTAR provided to us lo.

Lousy management maybe?

That you shouldn't even charge us please.

Resource centre fee for RM200?

Please la... What kinda resource centre we have in UTAR?

The last petition cancelled off some unnecessary fees and we were happy for 1,2 sems.

But, it looks like this semester UTAR decided to charge us kaukau with all the other fees.

I know I know.

Economy tak bagus.

That doesn't mean UTAR can charge us like this okay?

It's time for another petition.

You wait, UTAR!

Babies rocks my world.

"Pushy cat.... Bushy cat... Lalala (insert Japanese sound alike baby language)"

I heard the little girl next door singing the song when I was hanging clothes.

The song supposedly sound like 'pussy cat... pussy cat... (insert the lyrics)"

I laughed.

Not because of her wrong pronunciation, but her cute-ness and how she is so naive.

And when she called her daddy, she spoke Cantonese like bullet train.

"Papa, what time you coming back? Ohh, you in Ikea? What time you coming back to bring me there? Got offer there la..." (in super fast speed wtf)

I don't even know what's Ikea and sales when I was 3, 4 year-old.

And I can't even speak that fast in Mandarin.

Anyway, what's with this CRM la?

It's driving me crazy.

I can't remember a single thing and I'm not done with the revision and I still can blog.

=________="'

Okay.

Time for dinner.

Wish me goodluck.

Bye. 

Real or Not Real?

I have this thought struck my mind this afternoon, when I was refilling water.

Nigel seems so unreal to me.

I mean, is he the imaginary bf that I created wtf?

I don't know.

It just hit me like that.

LOL.

Revision doesn't go as smooth.

Oh well, procrastination is acting up.

When pepper and salt shaker mixed together.

How can both things mix together as one?

They are meant to be put separately.

Maybe... Maybe a divider should be place between pepper and salt.

So, customers who hates the taste of pepper won't mistake pepper as salt and customers who hates the taste of salt won't mistake salt as pepper.

Shop manager is being too insensitive.

She expects the customers to differentiate pepper and salt through the tiny holes.

3 holes is for salt, 5 holes is for pepper.

Little did she knows, not many customers how to differentiate.

When pepper and salt is being mixed up, the dishes will turn out different taste, then customers will not like the taste.

Shop manager will be blame for not labeling the pepper and salt shaker.

Chef's effort in the dishes gone wasted.

The dishes was good.

It has its own unique taste, a hint of love in it.

Most importantly, the effort that the chef put in it.

It just that, the pepper and salt shaker placement that ruin the taste.

That caused the chef in thinking that dishes is not good.

That caused the chef loses the confident.

All chefs have their own way and skills to make the dishes taste good.

And so do you.

I can't do much because I is the stupidest and laziest person in this whole entire world.

No la, I'm not.
Because if I am, the other stupid and especially lazy people already long gone in this fast pace city.
You get what I mean?

I love it when my work that I put effort in turn out to be a GOOD piece of art.
I hate it when my work that I put effort in turn out to be a LOUSY piece of art.

A perfectionist will never think that his/her work is good enough.
They will always pick at the fine details and try to improve their work to as flawless as they could.
A perfectionist will never leave their work just cause of some lame excuses.
'I'm feeling very tired already', 'I think it's good enough already', 'I think no need to do until so perfect wan', 'Nevermind la, ask others to do for me',etc and call it a day.

A perfectionist is like the bf.
The way he's being so picky with his editing, his screenplay, his production and in all his works is one of the reasons I admire him and that one thing is what I should learn from him.

Yo boy!
I really really love the master-piece from your side.

It's a matter of time.

I always think that...
Internship is the ruler to measure if one is suitable to be in the Broadcasting field.
Now, with the confirmation from the senior, I really want to know how certain people are going to pull through the process.

Self-centered with conservative mind set can never go far in this field.
All the best.

Dream and Reality.

Been hearing bout the news of the Somali Pirates.

I wonder...
How do those pirates look like?

Are they like Johnny Depp in Pirates of the Caribbean?

Or some gentleman in formal suit?

What are the reason behind them being the pirates?
How nice if I can shoot a documentary about pirates.
The life of pirates.
Sounds interesting eh?
LOL.

Impressed by my patience. Alice, where are you?

To go back to the lovely hometown, where my dear grandparents are.

To be their company.
To escape from this ugly city.

Am sick. Really sick.

First Time Ever.

Was watching the Formula 1 Malaysia yesterevening.
Seriously, fail kau-kau.
=__________=
First time in the record the drivers never complete their race.
Look at the rain, dam heavy like don't know what.
Kesian all those 'ang mohs' become wet wet under the rain.
Me watching from home keep having broadcast interruption, whereas the drivers all race with instructions from the main control centre.
Wtf no wonder so many of them lose control halfway or bang their cars.

********
I'm feeling so lazy and so not motivated and emo and blablabla.
Lacking of inspiration.
Lacking of self discipline.
Failsssss~~~~

Qing Ming Day

Yesterday was the first time in my whole entire 21 years going for 'Qing Ming'.
*big wet eyes*

I've always wanted to go for 'Qing Ming', but the adults always don't let us the kids go when we were way younger.
As the eldest in the family, I really think I should keep this custom.
Wahhh... sounds so the old.

Woke up at 5 ish to go back hometown, reached there at 8 ish.
Bumped into a childhood bestie when I reached the graveyard.
Actually nothing much I can do there, but I did help to repaint the words and clean the area abit. (I don't know what you call that la)

'Met' the great grandpa, great grandma and granduncle for the first time.
Found out that the grandpa lose his parents since he was 3 year-old and couldn't find where his parents were buried till now. ><

Cockroach carried by a lot of red ants. *geli*

Taken from great grandpa's.

I don't know about the rest.
But I know more about my own family history through this 'Qing Ming'.
Everyone should go for 'Qing Ming'!

Okaythankiubyebye!

-致敬-

风凉习习地吹，
花一朵朵地掉，
叶一片片地落，
夕阳远远地看着，
这一幕。

泪一滴滴地流，
雨也渐渐地大，
人一堆堆地集，
在你悄悄离开的，
那一刻。

哭声此起彼落，
感叹越来越多，
思念愈来愈深，
在你离开我们的，
那瞬间。

歌一首首地播，
戏一部部地放，
关于你的一切，
在你留给我们的，
回忆中。

-爱丽诗之作-

不是真正的。

真的很想狠狠的大发脾气一次。
请容许我这么任性，就这么一次。
一大清早就被作弄。
牺牲睡眠到了学校却被告知可取消。
算了，干脆再步行到PC。
提着那重重的手提电脑和包包，一个人走着走着。

到了PC，一个人在editing room呆了2个小时多。
冷得一直在抖。
情绪已经跌到最低点。
过后，再被告知我被耍。
火气简直飚到最高点。
要是让我知道哪个王八蛋白痴智障拿这种玩笑来开，我真的会过去踹他一脚。
根本是玩到没有东西玩。
不要上课，请靠边站。
我的家没有很靠近，没办法和你癫。

1年1个月在不愉快的情况下，过了将近3/4天。
是我时间分配的不好。
答应了一起吃午餐，结果却让他吃白果。
我也很饿，也很难过、不开心。
但是，我都只有把情绪收起来，因为根本没暇时理会。
一个人在将近5点吃着街头汉堡，唇内侧的水泡痛的哇哇叫。
我并不可怜，但我真的很不开心。

我真的很讨厌没把自己本分做好的人。
为什么总是认为别人会帮你完成你的本分而不加以努力？
为什么总是找借口推卸责任？
为什么总是浪费时间做些有的没的？
我也很累，很彷徨,很无助。
所需顾虑的，扛的责任不比任何一个人来得少。
可以不要一句‘对不起，我不会，我不知道’，就把责任推个一干二净吗？

是我沉静得太久了吗？
大家是否都不再察觉我的存在？
我是不是渐渐的迷失方向？

如果哭能解决问题，我也很想试一试。

The Biggest Joke Ever.

It is not when you reach uni early in the morning just to find out that the class is cancelled on the AprilFool.
It is not when you're rushing some important task alone knowing the rest are sleeping on their bed in the wee hour.
It is not when you're left alone here when the rest have already move on.
It is not...

6 years ago.
That very night when I overheard the news about about not being able to see him anymore, I thought he was going to retired or step down from the entertainment field.
Turn out he really jump down from that hotel to end his life.

I'm not really a crazy fan of his.
But, he is one of the singers who I listen to and the actor who I admired.
It is when I listen back to those old songs and watch back those movies he acted, only that I found out that he was part of my childhood.

Human is a very weird being.
They don't usually know how to appreciate, they take things for granted.
It is when they lose the person/thing forever, only that they will regret and hope for another chance just for that person/thing to return to them.
I was one of those in this case.

AprilFool is totally a different day for me.
Its no longer about how you fool people around.
Its more to listening to his songs and think of all those little little pieces of childhood memories for me.

Below are few clips which are my favourites.

Happy Leslie Day!

Pentagon.

It has always been my dream to write the story about the pentagon.
And for this time, I'm getting the chance.

Pentagon.
Part of my life. The journey. Footprints left by them.
Eventhough the shores washed off the footprints, the impacts are still there.
Questions are left unanswered.

Drama? Romance?
What's hiding under the mask?

Earth. Earth. Earth. Earth. Earth Hour.

I got to sleep for like freaking 12.5 hours!
Lol.

So, it was Earth Hour yesternight.
My family was one of the very few houses around my area that joined.
How sad.
Houses that hardly on any light suddenly become so semangat and switch on their lights instead of switching them off.
=______________="'

Daddychua gave me the honor to switch off the lights at home when its 8.30pm haha.
That 1 hour of darkness.
I wanted to go outside for star seeing.
But, when I look up the sky.
It was disappointing.
Cause the sky was orange-ish color like those you get when the sun rise. -.-
Why la you tell me why is the sky become this kinda color?
T______T

After that 1 hour, I become damn sleepy and went to sleep at 1030 wtf.

The End.

Speechless...

It's always better to depends on ownself than others.
I've got nothing to lose.

Tonight will be another sleepless night.
Another burn oil session.
Another headache time.

Due date is tomorrow.
Research is not done.
Report is not finalize yet.

Midterm is tomorrow, too.
Don't even have time to look at it, yet.

Can someone give me superpower?

Childhood favourites.

Super alot of Youtube clips ahead!

Its all songs that are more than 10 years ago.
Omg so old yet I grow up listening to all these songs.




Aaron Kwok hahah.
His hairstyle and that dance.
This song was the most popular when I was in Standard 2.



This song this song.
I learnt from the big sis next door back in hometown when her class was performing in graduation.



Omg omg.
Grasshopper is one of the best during that time.



The cute cute Jimmy Lim.
Super crazy with him last time.



My super idol when I was in kindi.
This is one of my favourites!
Romantic romantic classic love song.
*melts*



This one I don't know why I know the lyrics.
Another classic love song.



Andy Lau!
I know this song from a movie of his.
But I'm not sure what's the title of the movie.
Bwek.



I love love this song also wei.
So nice.



Super good band.
Talented lead singer.
But he fell from a 3m stage during a game show recording in Japan and died wtf.
So sad.



My neighbour who sent me to school play this song every morning.
Those were the days man.



Another song from Beyond.
Influence from my aunt that I love their songs.



Yea. Leon Lai again.
A sound track from a TVB drama he acted.



Lol and again.
Told ya Leon Lai was my super idol.
Hahaha.

Those were the days when I was young.
Now that I listen back to these songs, they give a whole different meaning.
With a hint of nostalgic feeling.

Another one.

The bf just edit it to landscape.
Which one nicer?
Lol.

Feelings.

Me - 'Random is nice.'
Bf - 'Ah, gf menggoda aku.'
Sam - 'Hot!'
Susan - 'Your pics scare me'
PeiZhi - 'Relax. Natural. Comfortable.'

Tell me what you think about ma pics.
Heh.

Skeleton.

Maybe I'm too skinny.
The grandma gave me RM20 but RM10 to the sibs.
Hohoho.
Extra RM10 does make a lot of difference.
Cause I is very poor now.

*********
Went to Citrus Park and had lunch with the bf.
Leo's Tom Yam Fried Rice.
The fried rice itself was not bad, but I don't know what's wrong with me.
I was very semangat in finishing it in the beginning, however halfway eating I lose all my appetite and had to force myself to finish it.
I was like a small kid who munches her food in the mouth for a very long time and refuse to eat properly.
I kept talking to the bf with my mouth full lol.
By the time he was done with his fish and chips, I was still halfway through my fried rice.
He started like 10-15 minutes later than me.
=__________=

Speaking of which, I was Ah Ma's nightmare when comes to food.
Cause I didn't like vege, I tend to eat very slow and munch my food for very long time.
So she always have to get me Appeton Multivitamins Lysine Syrup.
I love the vitamin taste of the syrup thou. Hehe.


Now that I'm almost 21, I actually still face this kinda appetite problem.
Once a while, when the stress attack.
But, I guess everything will be different now.
I just have to get used to it.
Wuwu.
I don't want to grow up can ah?

Monologue from the scene.

I didn't mean that.
Sorry baby.
I just couldn't tell myself to calm down when I see that.
Please forgive whatever that I've done.
Please forgive me.
You know I didn't mean that right?

Sleep tight baby.
You must be tired.
I.Love.You.
I will never leave you alone.
Just wait for you.
I'm coming.
Very very soon.

-Am listening to the theme song-

Everything is out of stock.
I need more and more cash.

Pain pain. ><

Fighting with period cramp is like fighting with a BIG BIG monster.
Its so tiring.
That I napped for almost 3 hours after reach home from uni.

Maybe it was due to the stress recently.
The cramp is back today.
The super-duper-power-pain that make me feel like cutting my own abdomen.

Whenever the pain happen in uni, I'll rest my head on the bf's laps with 2 more chairs supporting my body and legs.
While the rest will get me hot water this that.
Its damn ugly to lie like that in the public, some more this time in in front of cafeteria entrance.
=_________=
Habis musnah image saya.
Oh well, not like I have good image but still...
*uhuk uhuk*

泪。累

怎么了？
为什么会这样？
好久都没为这种琐碎事流泪。
是压抑太久？
是太在乎别人？
是太不了解？
是荷尔蒙失调？
是情绪不稳定？
是讨厌被遗忘？
是讨厌被忽视？

泪水像长命雨，
一直流着，
好久好久，
在这静静长夜，
心里的天枰失去平衡点，
坏情绪持续增加，
好情绪持续减低，
失望到谷底，
像掉进漩涡，
彻底绝望。

能说得就只有这样吗？
没别的？
我想是吧！

真的很难过。
难道就不能说个谎来安抚我吗？
真的是我太过分了吗？
为什么都没想过我在想些什么？

It's not important bout what I think after all.
I'm like the air.
Negligible.

Speechless.

Nobody understand how pain it was.
My 1.5 month old new Myvi doesn't look new at all.
New scratches are everywhere.
Inside out. Deep and light.
I tried hard to avoid all these scratches.
No point.
I've forgotten about the passengers.
People won't feel how it feels when the car is not theirs.

All I asked was just a car wash and vacuum.
Merely RM10.
I din even ask for polishing, which I will come out with my own money.

Maybe I sound as though I'm showing off my new car.
But, I just want to let everyone knows that.
It's my responsibility to keep my car clean and new.
Also.
It's ALL OF YOU PASSENGERS' RESPONSIBILITY to make sure you take good care of other's car whenever you sit in it.
Watch out when you're carrying bag with a lot of chains and also when you open the door please.
Don't ever give me that oh-its-not-my-car-so-who-cares attitude.
I really have the right to ask you all to get out of my car.
It's all depends on me.
It doesn't mean that you can cross my line when I'm being nice and patient.

I maybe small and looks weak, but I'm a human.
I have my border line too.
DON'T EVER TRY ME!

Tasteless.

I almost burst out laughing when I saw that monkey face.
Especially when that person is so damn proud with that.
I thought I just saw one 'ah gua'. O.o
Damn scary wei.
Some more its right after I watch some horror movie.

Just make sure that you seek for the professional if you know nuts bout what you're doing.
Super bad taste like don't know what.
HAHAHAHAHA.

*********
Anyway, shooting is over.
Will post pics once I get it from Emily and KJ.

Til then.
Let me laugh for the one last time before I click PUBLISH POST.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

12/03/09

Second day of shooting.

It started raining when we were coming out from the house.

The director went to asked for permission of church in Jalan Gasing but fail.

When time like this, I can be creative once a while lol.

Thought of an alternative.

Went to get transparent umbrella instead.

Reached bridal house.

The in-charge person was kind enough to let our 'bride and bridegroom' to enter inside.

After fixed all the make up and gown, the rain stopped.

Started shooting.

It started drizzle towards the end.

And I didn't know my camera was that good.

Heh.

Aza-aza fighting!

Will be away for over-night'ing session til Sunday.

Goodie luck!

=)

11/03/09

First day of shooting.

It's been drizzling.

So far we are on schedule, but the darn mic is delaying our time.

Ish ish ish.

Hopefully the shooting for the coming days will be fine.

It's tiring but we are having lotsa fun!

Flower Wheee~~~

Wuwu.
This semester is super duper busy.
Midterms coming. Short film shooting starting tomorrow. Assignments deadline all nearing.
How la how la how la.
Wtf so paranoid like don't know what.

Anyway, the bf got his first choice for interns too.
Can throw way the so call action betul punya previous first choice dy.
Til now also no reply.

Hohoho.
Congrates to the rest who got their offer letter for internship too!
So hyper today.
But wait, you wait, tomorrow I'll be layu kaukau.
=____________=

Midterm is tomorrow!
How to speed reading when I'm so not focus on my notes.

Kthxbye.

My mind is all jumble up.

I feel like a puppet.

I feel like a clay.

I feel like a mold.

I feel like a tv.

Controllers please stay away from me!

Question Mark.

Sometimes, I really think I should be more selfish and just keep my mouth shut.

An invisible form of stress is forming.

Sigh.

For better, for worse?

Inside.

Damn pissed like don't know what.
Damn stress like don't know what.
Damn emo like don't know what.
Damn hungry like don't know what.

Damn those negative feeling!

I seriously am lacking of what you call the creative mind to add in interesting elements in the dry, dull script.
*bites fingers*

The Failed Surprise.

So, it's the bf's 21st today.
The surprise gathering failed kaukau.
Unfamiliar of the venue + Miscommunication with the rest = Fail the plan.
=_________=
Super emo like don't know what.
Haih.
Some more the rest suggested me to take course on 'How to Surprise Nigel Pinto'.
Wtf.
That's it. Next time don't want give you surprise dy, Nigel Pinto.

Anyway, am really glad that you like the watch cause I scanned through the whole place like kaukau.
Once settle choosing the design, scan for scratches la, compare and compare only puas.
Then, choose box lagi.
At least its worth getting shoot by Jazs and Xiaochin. =S

I shall start my work like now.
Kthxbye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN TO THE DOINK DOINK BF!
=)

Good News!

Wheeee~~~~
I GOT IT!
The offer letter!
Will be starting internship earlier than the exact date.
Can't wait!!

I don't like Multimedia Broadcasting.
Wuwu.
T_________T

Paranoid.

I'm in love with their songs and films masterpiece.
They are so damn talented!
The Talented Sibs.
Wuwu.
How come I'm not even half of them in any way?
==

The internship interview is tomorrow.
I is so gan cheong yet I'm not doing anything yet.
However, I think I should go read up a bit on the company soon.
I'm not sure where is the production house located.
Hmmmm...

What should I wear tomorrow?
What kinda questions am I expecting?

Lalalala.
I just want to get in to DT now desperately.

Contrast.

I am a super manja girl at times.
But I'm so damn busy nowadays til I got no time to manja.
><

So, when his message arrived just now, my manja semangat come and straight away update him about the internship.
He hardly text just to say hi and ask about updates.
I feel so warm.

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Am fucking pissed now.
I don't understand why some people take responsibility when they don't even bother about it.
Please check what you need to do if you take charge of anything and make sure you do whatever you need to do.
Don't just throw it to the others and concern nothing about it.
There's a limit to everything.
One thing I'm sure now, that is beyond my limitation.

The Love Story Of The Passerby.

It was the morning of the first day of Uni, she was heading to the block A, he was heading to the block C.
They walked past each other at the walkway.
She thought he's the rare Malay in the uni.
He remembered her as the few passerby in that morning.

Then, they bumped into each other again outside the office.
She was sitting alone along the corridor while he was there with a bunch of girls chit chatting.
She looked at him and continue stoning.
He approached her to asked for direction, she replied him and he thanked her and continue talking with those girls.

After a week, she can almost recognize most of her coursemates' name.
It was until when the lecturer called his name in the class that she realized he is in the same course with him and that he is not a Malay but a Chintuguese. (wtf)
Then, they happened to be in the same class for English.
As a friendly girl she is, she greet him whenever she sees him.
It was until once that he didn't even look at her when she greeted him that, she decided not to look or greet him anymore.

The first semester ended and the 3 months long break arrived.

She found his blog once when she was reading a coursemate's blog.
She then started reading his blog anonymously and secretly attracted by his writing.
His blog is her main entertainment source during that break.
She even go to his old blog to read on old entries.
He found out that she read her blog and left a message in her blog.
They started leaving messages in each other's chatbox then.

One fine day, he post about an International event job vacancy in Terengganu.
She being the workaholic asked him to register her.
They went for meetings together but they still don't talk much when they see each other face to face during meetings.
She was afraid to talk to him, while he didn't know what to talk with her.

They worked in Terengganu together.
Sometimes, when they are free, they will chit chat with the rest of the colleagues.
Once, the supervisor asked her what she's doing?
She said 'Broadcasting course same as him but never talk to each other in the class"
Supervisor 'Don't worry. Both of you will be best friends after this event.'
She laughed at her supervisor's statement.
At the end of the event, she exchanged emails with everyone including him.

After she's back from the event, she start adding those emails.
She knows he online everyday from his blog, but she has never seen him in MSN before.
After a quick chat with him, and a quick check in his contact list, only she realize she type 'chintuguese' as 'chintugese'.
=___________=

Anyway, they started chatted in MSN every night after that.
Soon, she finds that she always look forward for the time he comes online.
As for him, he started to talk about her in front of his friends.
His friends will always look at her in the uni, she always feel weird about it cause she don't think they know her.

At one time, she was struck with a wave of bad luck.
He was there to cheer her up and she feel super touched.
He even came out with a Smiling Project where if she smile back before a deadline, he will get her a Mc'Donalds' Oreo Mcflurry and reminds her of the sacred holly mantra whenever she's emo.
On the day where the Smiling Project ended, he walked Mc'Donalds that located 1km away from the Uni.
He then took cab back cause he knows she doesn't like melted ice cream.
She was so touched and almost hug him when she knows about it.

Her heart beats super duper fast whenever he came to talk to her.
There was once, she was reading his blog in the Uni computer lab.
He came in, she was so nervous.
At the end, she left her thumbdrive in the Uni computer lab cause too happy talking to him.
=__________="

They started texting each other during the CNY 08.

During a conversation in MSN, he granted her a wish.
She wished for a bf who is loves her, caring, patient with her when she pms and etc (Dam hiao, purposely test him like that.)
After playing with her for a while, he announced himself as the only candidate available.
And so, after the long round and round, they get together.

Now, it's been a year since they get together.

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I have always wanted a meaty bf.
I have always wanted a romantic bf.
I have always wanted a small eyes bf.
I have always wanted a (too lazy to write)
Anyway, I got the total opposite of what I always wanted.
Lol how funny it can be at times.

Despite busy with the proposal, I still squeeze some time to write this.
And I wrote this story starting from the ending to the beginning.
Ignore tons of grammar mistakes cause I'm super busy to check through.

Happy 1 year dear!
Happy doing proposal at home!
And please continue to blog!
Teeheee =D
ME WURVE YOU!

P/S 1: See i so nice write nice nice post, not like you. =p
P/S 2: Its 10.16pm by the time I post this.