Happy Two Friends

This just have to happen at this time.
Can you please hold your curiosity in wanting to know everything so badly, every single time?

Don't you know, sometimes, something, is better to be left unknown.
Only then, things will still be the same and unaffected.

And please, stop imagining things!
Everything is going to be okay.

Discover ze Love Secret Recipe.

Heart this chemistry that we are sharing.

Regardless whether we will be meeting at the end point.
I truly feel blessed and lucky to have you here with me, at least for now.

“一定一定会有好事发生的，我们就是为了遇见那些好事才努力活下来的。”

I believe in this.

Ding Dong, you've been dumbfounded!

Thanks to whoever who trying to act as though they know me well and who is loser enough to do that.
Just to let you know, whatever you do, you're just increasing my blog hit, and wasting your time in thinking so hard for trying to make me feel bad.
Somehow I always ended up laughing so hard. :D

So thank you for ze entertainment and for making my life so interesting and colorful!

This is Life.

Sigh.
RB is forever that observant, he always know what I'm up to.
Finally get to have a proper talk with him about ze decision.

He kept asking for the reason, so I told him few reasons, the sub one.
He knew those weren't the main reason, so he mentioned about few things and told me that was just what he guess.
I didn't deny, cause those were also part of the reasons which contributed to ze decision.
I teared a little.
He had been so nice to me and so patient.
He asked to stay, to reconsider my decision.
Felt shaky with ze decision for a while, then a sudden silent between us.


He shared with me of what he observed in me, and also other knowledge and improvement can be made.
He told me its okay, I'm still young and there's still long way to go.
He told me to give him a call if there's anything, and that he will make arrangement for me.
He told me...
There are too many things that he told me, I thank God for all these!

Before the conversation ended, he said,"Hope you'll be able to find your positive charges real soon."
I said, "Hmm..."

Because your apology is insincere.

Received an unexpected phone call when I was in the bank yesterday.
I blinked for a while trying to recognize the voice, until the caller told me ze name, I was like stunned.
Heart was beating super fast.
Hope everything will goes smoothly after this.
Best of luck! :)

I DARE YOU

Thought of the jiak sai definition that 阿群 made out of ze theory.
Never failed to make everyone laughs.

Decision, decision, decision.
I've finally told RB about it, and he asked why?
Never really get to talk to him about it, further discussion is needed but he is super duper busy, so everything tergendala till further discussion.
Bahh, I feel so weird.
I can't believe that I've finally made up my mind about this, like really finally, after months of having the thought playing in my mind. ==

I don't know what is going to come in my way in the future.
I guess, I've learn to be more spontaneous and not let other burdens affect my decision.
I think, being in this field really trained my EQ to an extend that, I don't get too bother or too offended by some nonsense.
I'm really thankful for all those awful moments that I went through throughout the journey, which mold me to who I am now, in a way.


And I think, patience can consider as the most quality that I've gain along the way.
Alright, not to say I'm a very very patient person, but then I've learn not to get mad over stupid things *insert laughs*.
At least won't black face during work, or in front of other people, cause cannot bring personal emotion to work ma...

Too much of randomness recently.
But I likey.
Looking forward for DSLR VS LOMO photo outings with monkey sekalian, Snowflake and polaroid date with 阿群, Steamboat with 阿宅。
Oh no, I can see my purse bleeding! ><

 

疯狂的赛车

一整天，心情无比的烂透了。
可以是因为一个月了。可以是因为PMS.可以是因为神经搭错线。可以是因为下雨天让整个人很忧郁。

送了老弟回宿舍，终于按奈不住，崩溃了。
下雨的夜晚，一个人开着车，大声喊着，哭着，发泄了。
短短几分钟后，一切恢复平静。

妈的，很像在看戏那样。